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It’s really funny to write to you, do you know? I ‘ve been thinking all day that there should be nothing I can’t tell you directly after I have known you for so long. But since you graduated, you have always found that you are different from before. At the beginning, I thought that when people grow up, the level of seeing things is different, so this feeling will come into being. Because I was still not that mature at that time. However, what has always made me insist that you have your own difficulties is that I have known you since the second year of junior high school. You have always known me very well. Of course, I have never been welcomed since then, but you have always been I am friend. In some cases, I feel that I am still a good friend. I really feel that I am lucky to know you, but you have not abandoned me in the turbid waves. Therefore, I paid so much attention to you until high school, hoping to continue that love. At the same time, I found that I did it, although I didn’t have to care about people directly, but I have been paying attention to you like this all the time, hoping that you will not be hurt and live better than me. However, at that time, I also met xxx and others, and sometimes I could spit out my heart. I didn’t realize that I was the only one who cared about me since I repeated my reading. So I took the liberty to call you often and spit bitter water. If you still have memory, you should know that it was the most difficult day in my life. But I don’t want you to share bitter water with me, do you know? I don’t want you to suffer, but I just hope you can make a thinner or dilute it with water. I feel very good. At that time, the power supply was several hours less and dozens of minutes shorter. Even about my father, I always told you. Of course, all of the above are just my own perspective to treat each other’s friendship, which does not mean that you have to imagine my life in this way. Maybe there is a spiritual supporter behind you who is the same as I imagine you, so I have never told me about your affairs and I don’t know much about you. But I am very willing to maintain this kind of communication with each other, because you are one of my only fellow countrymen who can maintain my relationship from childhood to Elder (another one is xxx). Therefore, I always cherish you more. However, as mentioned above, since then, your attitude towards me has been distorted a lot, just like the old black and white photos are so vague that people need to guess the scene of the characters, which is very sad. I know, maybe when I met you at the beginning of love, I would be intoxicated in some drunken romance and temporarily forget some past events that have important marks in others’ hearts because of you. Therefore, I dare not disturb you, and even spare no effort to wake you up. Of course, I am very happy that you finally live happily like this. Another, At such a time, I am bumping in my life urgently, and at the same time, I also brew bitter water which is more disgusting. I will not dilute it with you after all, so I have been closed to live a better life for you, and I can survive harder. But most of the time, I still can’t help sending you text messages. Most of them just ask for greetings and dare not go too far as before. You just started to greet the officialdom of life, which made me feel that you forgot more and I was more sad. I was also afraid that you would come to greet like an ordinary friend from now on. I also try many ways to remind you, but you always seem to avoid me, why? I can’t figure out what I did wrong. Of course, if all my deep feelings are just my own wishful thinking, after all, it is just like what I have mentioned above. In fact, your heart is not treated me like a friend like I imagined you, then this letter is not meaningful, and you don’t have to think about replying to me. It is just my own words from the bottom of my heart over the past few years. If friends are honest, there will be no embarrassment, so don’t worry about hurting me. For example, many people regard some stars as idol worship in their hearts, or even cry to a big poster in a lonely shadow, however, it is impossible for every star to respond to every fan affectionately, and even 99% of them have never met before. Therefore, you don’t have to be afraid of receiving such a letter, let alone that you are afraid that you will hurt me if you find such a deep secret like me. Until now, I finally plucked up the courage to write such words to tell you some difficulties, just like writing a long-hidden love letter. Let me tell you the fuse, that is, I called you back to my hometown that day. If you were still in college, you would be very happy and have constant electricity supply, but you have lost yesterday’s enthusiasm, what brought me was just the greeting attitude of ordinary friends. After all, I didn’t try to pester you as before, because I knew it was impossible for others to have the same idea as me, but I still couldn’t help telling you the above. In fact, you have played an important role in my life for many years, such as nuclear energy, which has always supported me to the university. In those days, thanks to you for your spiritual food, I wouldn’t starve to death in the wilderness, because I was too fragile at that time. Now I have gained a lot of training, and I will not be as easy to get hurt as before. Although my father has been immortal, I can still find some vent outside you. It’s just a voice beyond words. No one knows how to listen for me any more. If everything is not as sentimental as I imagined you to be, then you must bravely tell me what happened to make you so different, you must tell me! I will treat you like 10 years ago as long as I can contact you. This is the only article, forgive me!

[Editor in charge: Man Tree]]

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