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[Introduction]: Although it is already winter, the scenery of the small park is not as lively as that of spring and summer: the small tree once full of flowers has become a veritable bare pole commander, such as the big tree has also taken off the green light clothes and changed into a yellow coat, and the green grass is gone, and the dead branches and leaves can not cover the bare land.

Last night, my lover and I separated not because of conflicts, but because of his lover’s rhinitis. My lover’s rhinitis has a history of many years, and he is very stubborn. He uses oral administration and acupuncture for external use, which can’t be cured frequently and gets worse in winter. When the nose strikes, it depends on the mouth to take the post. But my mouth still has my own job. Therefore, when it comes to eating and talking, my lover’s breath is very fast, and it is even more difficult to sleep at night: The nostrils are tightly stuffed, the airflow breaks through many obstacles and rushes out all the way from the lungs to the throat, and it is inevitable to make all kinds of funny, strange or horrible sounds. Sometimes I can’t breathe smoothly, and my lover will be suffocated intermittently and waken up, which is the most worrying thing for me. My lover’s rhinitis seriously affected my sleep. I don’t have a good rest every night. I always stay in bed in the morning and don’t think of it. I am listless in the daytime, and my ears also suffer from intermittent pain due to working overtime all night (listening to his snoring). In the dead of night, the lover was still busy while sleeping: he was busy boiling water for a while and driving the train for a while. What others fear most is that the kettle will not be opened and lifted, but what I fear most is that he will not take away the kettle after it has been opened for a long time; and what made me anxious most was still this train. It just deflated but didn’t drive away suddenly, suddenly and suddenly! At this time, my heart was very contradictory: wake him up, interrupt his sleep, I couldn’t bear it; Don’t wake him up, I can’t sleep all night, I really want to go mad! Therefore, I discussed with my lover last night and set up another bed in the bedroom. My lover said that supporting a bed in the bedroom would still affect me, so let him sleep in the study. I said since I slept in the study, let me go. I often use computers, and it is more convenient to sleep in the study. The lover said: how can you sleep in the study alone? Besides, it’s because I snore. I said: you couldn’t sleep well because you snore. It was pitiful enough. If you slept in the study again, you would look even more pitiful, as if you were kicked out by me. Who let I mind What about you? If you want to punish me, punish me! The lover said: why don’t we take turns to sleep in the study? I smiled: It’s not a treasure land, and I still want to rob it! You are big and sleep in a big bed; I am small and sleep in a sofa bed. The lover seems to be a little guilty: then, if you don’t feel comfortable sleeping, change it. After washing up, everyone said good night to each other. I suddenly had a kind of worry that I was not around. If he couldn’t come out and his lover comforted me that he wouldn’t, let me rest assured to go to sleep. I entered the study without any sleepiness. It seemed that I was back to the single era. I felt very novel and didn’t sleep until I read books for a long time. Because it was Sunday and there was no alarm clock, I woke up this morning. It was already over 7 o’clock. When I went into the bedroom, my lover had already washed up. I asked him how he slept, but he said he hadn’t slept for a long time. I asked why, and he said: lonely without you! I seldom heard his disgusting words. I smiled and comforted him that I was also unaccustomed. It is rare for my lover to have neither business trip nor social engagement this weekend, so after breakfast, I took him to the supermarket to shop, bought a lot of daily necessities, and also bought a pizza and an Orlean roast chicken. Every day, we had a common meal at home, and suddenly we changed our taste. Everyone was very happy. Especially for the children, they are tired of eating in the school dining hall. Today, they eat very delicious food and eat chicken bones cleanly. It is a pity that the teeth pulled out by my mother-in-law have not been mended and can not be bitten, so I can only taste the smell. During the lunch break, I didn’t go back to my bedroom because of the trouble, and still slept in the study. At more than, my lover knocked at the door and opened a crack (because the sofa bed was too close to the door, the door could not be completely opened), seeing that I didn’t get up, just come in from the balcony door and open the computer to surf the Internet. I asked him why he didn’t sleep more, and he said he came to accompany me (making excuses). Seeing him like this, I suddenly remembered the situation when he came to my dormitory to look for me when I was a graduate student. It felt like I went back to my first love. I suddenly felt emotional appeal and suggested that the whole family go to a nameless park on Green Island in a nearby road. Since I occasionally saw this paradise this spring, I was attracted by the red flowers, green trees and lawns there. I always wanted to go but failed (because I was not in our work and life circle, so seldom pass). This afternoon is the right time to fulfill this wish. From the community to the small park, you have to go through a cloth market, and you have to walk a long road. There are people coming and going in the market, the road is full of traffic, and the pavement is being renovated. The sound of the electric drill was deafening, the dust was flying in the air, the ground was bumpy, and the tricycle and motorcycle driving on the pavement had to be prevented. My lover and I had no romance for a long time, leaving only responsibility, one was holding the old man, the other was dragging the child, walking carefully one after another. As I walked, I thought: my lover is originally a person who is not romantic. Although I pursue romance everywhere, when romance encounters responsibility, I choose responsibility without complaint or regret. Maybe it is because of the elderly and children that I and my loved ones have more responsibilities and less romance. But it is a pity that there is no romantic love, but a marriage without responsibility is more dangerous. My lover and I have little consensus in pursuing romance, but we are highly consistent in fulfilling our responsibilities, this is probably the reason why we have known each other for nearly two or ten years, although it is inevitable that we often play small things for the sake of illusory romance, but we always do not leave because of the responsibility of reality. Walking all the way, thinking, I soon arrived at the Paradise in my heart. Although it was already winter, the scenery of the small park was not as lively as that of spring and summer: the small trees once full of flowers became the real bare pole commander, such as the big tree has also taken off the green light clothes and changed into a yellow coat, and the green grass is gone, and the dead branches and leaves can not cover the bare land. However, without the shade of luxuriant leaves, the sunshine in winter makes people feel warmer and more comfortable. In addition, due to work and weather, it has been a long time since our whole family went outdoors to share nature and family relations. Therefore, everyone is still in constant interest. The only pity was that the child was anxious to go home to do homework. We only stayed here for about an hour and then went back home. Before leaving, a sugarcane farmer pushed a cart of sugar cane to sell here, and his lover bought one.

In the evening, I made an exception (I seldom eat sugar cane in recent years because of bad teeth) and ate a few sugar cane. Sugar cane is very sweet, and it has been sweet to my heart. (2009 nian 11 yue 29 diary, 2010 nian 1 yue 22 ri slightly deletion)

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