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[Introduction]: The Sky at the age of 18 is thin. Those scenes are just a silhouette of life, I am wonderful and I am plain. Some things are doomed to never be able to climb over, but in the process, I suddenly have a feeling for 18 years old, after all, I once really stayed. In those days when flowers bloom on the other side, I also fly with wings, flying over every day when the sun rises.

One morning, my mother called me and told me, Xiao Si, you are 18th birthday today. After a moment of hesitation, I said, mom, I almost forgot. Xiao Si, you can’t play with skin and wayward like before. Remember, you are an adult now. Yes, Mom. My voice is sweet. Then, I don’t know why, my heart seems to have turned over a five-flavor bottle, which is very uncomfortable. I sat by the low window, and my tears ran down without authorization, like a blooming flower, which wet my heart. I don’t know when time quietly passed me the growth, leaving only three words behind me: 18 years old. This caught me off guard. In the first section of the birthday evening self-study, I started to read Chinese and looked up at the classroom from the playground far away as usual. It was a surprise tonight, the classroom suddenly didn’t light up, and it was dark around. The monitor was a female comrade who secretly pulled me to fly directly to the classroom like a Scud missile. Pushing the door open, I was shocked. In the center of the classroom, there was a flickering candlelight. I stood there for a moment, and then there was a song: HappyBrithdaytoyou finally, when I entered, the light turned on, the neat tables were arranged into a meeting place, full of cola cans and cotton candy bags. Boys and girls who just sang in the dark rushed towards me like bees, dancing hands and feet, smiling faces like flowers. I stood among them and shed hot tears. Lying in bed at night, those warm songs appeared in my mind from time to time, which seemed to bring a complete ending to my 18-year-old youth. Imply me that the lost time is exchanged for love rather than endless loneliness and sadness. I knew that I could not hide in the ruins like a little mouse and refuse the wind and rain outside. Because, I am already 18th birthday. I should try my best to learn things that I would never do before, start to learn quietness and tolerance, and know how to take good care of myself. Caterpillar suddenly reminded me of the ground. I was like a caterpillar. I always wear clothes casually and tidy my hair every three days. Class holding Chin. Gnaw at the tip of the pen and jump inside and outside the classroom after class, just like a grasshopper. Lying in bed at night, I felt very moved and happy with the affectionate dialogues from music and computer dramas coming from my side. I often fell asleep at ease during the exam. When the final countdown broadcast rang, I suddenly woke up from my dream and wrote ABCD hastily. Until the test paper was handed out, I was in a trance and knew that I ran a red light again this time. I will cry for five minutes, hammer my chest and stomp my feet, and express regret with tears and snot. Then, everything was thrown out of the sky. My sworn friend Little Bei would press me with a pile of messy notebooks every time, while she drank with a can of drink and said: lazy, old commander (head teacher) ask me to take special care of you, hehe, will you have a good life in the future? She smiled wildly. I was so angry that my head fell down on the table from the air. Small paper boats, gray tiles and white sneakers at that time, a group of us always liked to do many unrealistic dreams muddled. In those dreamlike seasons, we always fold small paper boats with perseverance, then write down our dream wishes and put them in the white running water, which is getting farther and farther away from us, but dreams are getting closer and closer to us. I don’t know who said that youth has a rainy season. However, in addition to the clear sky outside the curtain, we also really suffered a lot of hard damage, and our arms lost their original luster and strength. In those weak moments, I also skipped classes with my friends to go to the water drift, picked up the gray tiles on the ground, and sent all the unsatisfactory, snow-white spray in the lake, after that, the blue sky will be like washing, and the sunshine will flow slowly. There is a grassy football field on the playground of the school. Sometimes I am idle during my reading days. I always take a Nike Football, wearing white sneakers, and invite some people to sweat like rain silently on the green field. Under the setting sun, the sunset clouds were flying and taking away the happy days one by one. I have missed my mother and worked with her for several years. Opening the photo album, she was still shining when she was young, but now the photo has turned yellow. It suddenly occurred to me that now it has stopped on the tail of April, and it will soon be my mother’s birthday! After dialing my mother’s phone, there came a word “hello” from the microphone. The voice was so gentle and familiar, but it was a little hoarse and deep. I understand that it is a kind of string sound in the years. I closed my eyes, a tear fell down and said: Mom, I am Xiao Si. Miss you all of a sudden. Dear, what happened? She seemed to be surprised by my action. It’s okay, Mom, I just miss you. Silly son, I didn’t know my mother was old until that moment when I ignored her. Guo Jingming, an 18-year-old Sky, said that his heart seemed to be filled with water, and he couldn’t hold it lightly. A little strength could make me laugh out. When I saw this sentence, there was a throb in my heart. 18 years old, who else do you need to rely on? I really grown up. It turns out that I once held the sunshine, but didn’t hold the youth. But youth has no return ticket. And I can’t go back. The Sky at the age of eighteen is thin. Those scenes are just a silhouette of life, I am wonderful and I am plain. Some things are doomed to never be able to climb over, but in the process, I suddenly have a feeling for 18 years old, after all, I once really stayed. In those days when flowers bloom on the other side, I also fly with wings, flying over every day when the sun rises. Goodbye, at the age of 18, I stood on the open stand, with colorful flags dancing in the wind, like the sky dancing in heaven. I also raised my hand and said loudly in the Eternal Spring: Goodbye, eighteen years old.

[Editor in charge: Man Tree]]

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