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[Introduction] Memories of the past flashed into my mind again. I remember there are two kinds of things I expected. One is the matter of enzyme. My neighbor children and I often go to the fields to mow grass and firewood at dusk or in the morning, however, there is an unknown thing that we take a fancy to the grass enzyme in other people’s fields, green leaves and tender enzyme skin. Sometimes we accidentally step on them and squeeze out some enzyme juice.

I often have a feeling when I sit quietly. This feeling is for myself. In other words, I feel myself, no matter what the current I AM, whether smiling or confused. And it is often when a person has that kind of consciousness after hundreds of times. In fact, this person’s life is always the whole of my life, which seems to be the characteristic of my life. If there were someone sitting in my room, I would feel like walking out. If someone wanted to talk with me alone to relieve his depression, I may have a helpless face. Maybe only the feeling of myself can remind me how to live. How many times do I always want to record the moment when my feeling is bright, however, there was no preparation at that moment. When I had all kinds of preparations, I looked forward to the coming of the spiritual sense at that moment, but I didn’t come for a long time, and the deeper I thought, the more disappointed I am. However, that kind of spirit suddenly met at home. At the beginning of June, I asked for leave due to my brother’s marriage and hurried back. It was in the middle and late of lunar April, when the weather would be hot or not, at this time in the south of the Yangtze River, the heat wave like water vapor had already overflowed everywhere, but the Loess Plateau in Hebei still needed a coat. I am arrived at Jiexiu Station in the morning, and then transferred to Pingyao immediately, it was already 9 o’clock when I sat at home. The chill of spring disappeared, but the heat of summer hadn’t come yet. The flowers in the basin, the leaves on the trees and the small vegetables on the land were completely changed into green clothes, the stiff land became soft, holding the surrounding air with both hands, just like touching the slender fingers and soft jade palms of a young woman, while the feeling was like the heart of a virgin in love. A kind of floating spirit came into being and suddenly rose to the bottom of the mind. I experienced the feeling that I hadn’t had for many years again at that time. Memories of the past flashed into my mind again. I remember there are two kinds of things I expected. One is the matter of enzyme. My neighbor children and I often go to the fields to mow grass and firewood at dusk or in the morning, however, there is an unknown thing that we take a fancy to the grass enzyme in other people’s fields, green leaves and tender enzyme skin. Sometimes we accidentally step on them and squeeze out some enzyme juice. And it is the green leaves that make me feel that there are two words of comfort in the green life. Secondly, I also hope that swallows can fly to our hall. I often saw a swallow house on the ceiling of the main hall of my neighbor’s house, which was a little annoying. One day, one of them flew into our house. I took a stick and drove it out, though young, it has not been touched yet, but its going out is a fact. Later I asked my mother about swallows. My mother said that swallows are auspicious birds. Whoever has swallows will prosper, and his family will have blessings and life will get better day by day. But I drove out a bird that could only bring good luck, so I hoped the Swallow could forgive my rudeness every day and fly back again. One year passed, but the Swallow still refused to come. I asked my mother when the Swallow could come back again. My mother said it was fast, but she still hadn’t seen it. Two or ten years later, the Swallow still couldn’t regard our home as her own. That day, I found unexpectedly that there were two swallows under the eaves outside the main hall. They stopped the wires and observed carefully, one of the bigger ones flew out to peck food and feed the other one. Mother said that they had been here for a long time, but they just stayed for a while and didn’t mean to leave. I think they should settle down here. Birds are tired and know how to return, but they have not seen any action for a long time. It must be the rudeness of their childhood that hurt them. In this way, my regret cannot be made up.

[Responsible editor: Ke Er]]

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