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Today’s life can’t be said to be good or bad. It can only be said to be gray and dull. When I am idle, I turn on the computer to listen to music and watch movies. Although I hold a book in my hand, I can’t put it in my mind all the time, it is estimated that the memory is not enough, I change clothes and occasionally take photos, I delete all the unsatisfactory ones, although the TV programs are not wonderful, my roommate and I can laugh to my stomach ache, bad environment, no matter how quiet the mood is, it cannot be calmed down. I don’t know when it will start, and I won’t care about any sad things. Maybe it will pass by laughing alone behind my back. The indifferent mood is as transparent as it is, don’t worry about anything, walk straight to the end of the road, the sky is blue and white, accompanied by sunshine under the clear sky, don’t care too much about others’ eyes, squinting at the sun alone, with a slight smile, I tried to breathe and then raised my head to look up at the sky, feeling the peculiar smell of youth and time. It was just such a slight passing. I was never lucky how carefree my life is now, it’s just something that will never come back. I’m not non-mainstream, let alone killing Matt. I’m just myself. That’s all. I can laugh, heartless smile, and laugh at the sorrow of the world, laughing at the vicissitudes of the years, laughing at my ignorance, I can also cry unscrupulously, just like a child, without reason, maybe losing candy Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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[Introduction]: it is said that thousands of people go to worship Buddha on New Year’s Eve in recent years. The incense is strong, and the majority of young men and women pray for the financial resources, health and happiness of the coming year, let the quiet mountains in the whole night sky present the noise of people that has never been seen before. Can thousands of Buddhas really turn troubles into light? When I woke up, the sky was slightly bright, and the vast white fog covered the whole mountain, as if to wrap, dissolve and devour the emerald green heavily; Unknown birds had been singing in the dense forest, it adds a lot of joy to this early autumn morning. Walking along the winding road outside the residence, I want to experience the happiness of morning exercise. People in twos and threes are stretching their limbs and hopes as much as they can. From time to time, there came a few loud calls: oh oh oh …… Oh, ah …… ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah …… ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah …… ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah, the mountain is responding. This is a kind of power, a kind of penetration, a kind of clarity, a kind of attachment and cry to life, which makes people sincerely admire and sigh! I walked to the side of the road card, marked with the key head to Qianfo cliff. I stood there blankly, muttering in my heart, where is the road to Qianfo cliff? Unconsciously looking up, a stone step beyond the reach of an entry disappeared at the end of the forest. Suddenly there was an impulse, an impulse to find the old and to figure out where to go at the end of the stone steps, which made me step onto the stone steps unconsciously. With the extension of the stone steps, there began to be beads of sweat on the head. Look at the people up and down around, either wearing short clothes or shorts, or walking strapless, it is a little inharmonious to wear Zhou Wu and Zheng Wang. I couldn’t help laughing secretly in my heart, so I had to do as the Romans do. Take off the sweater, and slowly go up with the bare trunk. At this time, there is a kind of cutting paste, a kind of nature, a kind of feeling of blending into the mountain wind. Thousands of bottles of golden Buddha are all orange and bright. Or stand or sit, or plate or squat, or laugh or cry, or jump or crazy, or happy or sad ……, the Tao has done everything in the world, the world is sad, it also seems to interpret and comfort the past, today and future of all living beings. On the left and right sides of the cliff, there are two words which are as high as one person, one word on the right is Zen, and the other word on the left is fixed. The realm of Zen is opportunity, opportunity, business opportunity, fighter and so on, which are all the conditions, time and turning point of the change and development of things. If you grasp life, you will develop and your career will succeed, there is happiness in life; The fixed realm is to abandon and refuse, to abandon fickleness, mediocrity, ignorance, temptation, greed and non-contribution; it is a kind of super high art and a kind of thick enjoyment to unify Zen and Ding. Why are people unhappy? It is said that tens of thousands of people go to worship Buddha on New Year’s Eve in recent years. The incense is strong, and the majority of young men and women pray for the financial resources, health and happiness of the coming year, let the quiet mountains in the whole night sky present the noise of people that has never been seen before. Can thousands of Buddhas really turn troubles into light? Ordinary is life, ordinary is life, ordinary is realm, ordinary is beauty, ordinary can also peep at the Temple of Buddha! On the way back, there are more and more people. Such a big mountain, so delicate, so verdant, so new and beautiful. It witnessed too many past days in Rongzhou, and also carried the longing and expectation for health of thousands of Yibin People. Back to the hotel had this re-board qianfoya. 2007-10-2610:30 Yu Yibin Cuiping Villa [Editor in charge: Man Tree]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Depressed

[Introduction] when the examiner arrived at the door, he asked for his signature. He said to me: Congratulations on your 100 points in the exam, and wish you a happy new year! Thank you, I am happy to say happy together. Fun. I told them the situation I just met. Today is both depressed and happy. It was over 7 o’clock last night. I received a phone call saying that the driving test could be a theoretical test. The registration form had been completed. I would go at 12 o’clock tomorrow and asked me to read a book. I have been looking forward to losing the theoretical test for a long time, but it’s all right, but I have been urging for several times, but I have been told that the registration form has not been released, it was hard to put one thing in my heart, so I agreed with it. I said in the office this morning that teacher Zhou promised to help me take part in the class when there was no class in the afternoon, so I went to ask for leave to find trouble. I did the questions on the Internet twice in the morning, and I was lucky to pass the exam twice today, because the questions on the Internet are quite different from those required in the book, I am quite sure about my exam this time, but I am also worried that I will take a make-up exam if I can’t pass it once. The make-up exam is not only a matter of money, but also a matter of time. I can’t delay it any more. The New, there is no time to delay. I arrived at the exam place at more than 1 pm. The examiners were called a lot of people. They sat there and waited. Most of them were reading books, but I couldn’t read them, just next to the man, he didn’t have any books to borrow from me, so he showed them to him. People are still at home, watching the time passing by quietly, they are in a hurry. It’s almost 2: 30 and it’s not the turn to take the exam. They still want to come back to see the students at 3 o’clock. If I am not there then, I don’t know what will happen to them? At this moment, the examiner named called my name and entered the examination room after checking my ID card. Before arriving at the No. 20 operating machine, I looked at the operating card, er, why is it different from the online one? I thumped in my heart and didn’t dare to buy it rashly. I paused a little. I pressed the OK key, and then a question appeared on the computer. I was moving the operating panel, but the mouse just didn’t move. I was so anxious that I didn’t do a question after three or four minutes. After carefully looking at the Operation panel, Oh, finally figure out how to do it, judge the question by right or wrong on the operation panel, and select the question by serial number A, B, C, D, the question is turned over from the previous question to the next one. In this way, it takes more than ten minutes to finish all the questions. If you think there is nothing to check, hand in the paper. Press hand in, the confirmation key came over for a long time but there was no result jumping out. Now I was anxious and called the invigilator. He saw that the light on the operation panel was not easy to operate. He looked at the time and said: it’s too late for you to take the exam. Hurry up and pay the money to take the exam again. Hearing this, I was so dizzy that I almost spit blood. I ran wildly with the admission ticket, asking you if he finally found the place where he paid the money, and the coach called to ask if he had finished the exam, could he go home, I told him my situation. He said that you should go back with another woman and told me the phone number of that woman. At this time, the woman also called. The woman was late. It was her turn to take the exam and she hadn’t arrived yet. I hurriedly arrived at the exam site. Seeing that the time had passed at 3:30, I quickly called Ji to ask him to help me look at the students, but no one answered. My hands trembled in a hurry, I just dialed teacher Zhou and didn’t get through with a short number. Ji called back at this time, explained the situation to her, and called her mother to pick up her son, finally, my heart was a little settled, but I still don’t know if it is still my turn to take the exam. The examiner came out to call the examinees with the admission ticket, saying it was the last batch. I stared at her with my eyes, and I was anxious. What should I do if I can’t take the exam? After listening to the name, I said that is there anyone to take the exam? I said loudly that I had hurriedly put the admission ticket into her hand, and finally got the exam. I was calm, and I was lucky. I couldn’t count on it if I were five minutes late. This time I became the No. 28 console. Sitting on the seat, I dared not to buy it. I raised my hand and called the examiner. He was watching others say wait a minute, I walked through the passage and looked back at my screen. I pressed the confirmation and ran to see others. But I thought he was talking to others. I asked again, the answer is still confirmed. I have no choice but to obey the order and press the confirmation. Er, this time is really different from the first time. After one question is finished, the next question will jump out automatically, unlike clicking the next question for the first time, the question appears. The first question is the same as what I did just now. The following is different. I answered the question carefully and it was quite easy. I still have nearly 20 minutes to finish it. I want to check it again, after reading the first question, it was unnecessary to think about it, so I directly pressed the submission confirmation. A few seconds later, Ms **jumped out of the screen. Congratulations, you got 100 points. Looking at the score, I was still excited, but I still felt distressed about my 30 yuan. The computer failure caused me to waste money. The examiner at the door asked for signature, and he said to me: Congratulations on your 100 points in the exam, and wish you a happy new year! Thank you, I am happy to say happy together. Fun. I told them the situation I just met. This afternoon really made me experience a thrilling scene. Although there was a little accident, I was still happy. It also made me learn a lesson and be more careful in my future life, one more question may save some unnecessary trouble if you ask earlier. [Responsible editor: Ke Er]] Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Mother

[Introduction] mom, please forgive me. The road I took was my choice. I have no complaints. Yes, the child will live a poor life because of my choice, and will not get the same warmth as the children of the same age, but at least she can grow up in such a difficult environment, she is not required to be a public welfare person in the future. In the forest full of thorns, there was the fragrance of Yingshan Red. With the sound of rattling, a bundle of firewood fell from the forest to the path, which was tied up firmly, then a figure quickly slided down along the trace of firewood, dragging a dead tree with a big bowl in his hand. This person is my mother, a great mother. She was only in the first grade of primary school, but she was very broad-minded. No matter what I did wrong, she would think about how to deal with it for me. My mother wiped my ass when I was young, but today she is still wiping my ass, and my five-year-old daughter follows her, standing on the path as I did before, I saw her pulling a bundle of firewood from the forest full of thorns. Mom said: Don’t go on like this. Those people all say that you have no conscience. I cried in my heart, but answered with a smile: What I do today is what I want to do, and I will not lose face to you. Although it was said like this, the wooden house in my hometown was still the same. Neighbors built buildings along with the pace of building a new village. My family still lived halfway up the mountain, and I always became a figure for everyone to have dinner, parents are under great pressure. Poverty is the status quo. Even if you have a reputation, you can’t get rid of poverty. Mother’s worry is not unnecessary. She said: If you don’t have money, who will live with you. Yes, the first person I met began to speak highly of me. Then I asked about life questions and how much money I could earn. I was ashamed that my friends of the same age all bought houses and started small businesses. Life was booming while I was still in the North drift. So tonight, I called home to tell my mother that now I eat and sleep on time every day. I am in the stage of starting a business and have no money to send it home. I will try my best to take my child with me in the second half of the year. Some people are right. A man should have his responsibilities, for his family and children, and for his parents. When I was very young, I chatted with my mother and said that I would marry a good wife in the future to be filial to her. She smiled and said that as long as I lived well, I didn’t expect that. Tired in the marriage, woke up in the nightmare, remembered my promise, couldn’t help tears streaming down my face. In the sigh, looking at the lights of the strange city, I had no hope for the so-called life. I felt relieved and went back to my mind to tell myself what I should do tomorrow. I am not a person willing to be numb. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not let myself lonely. So I told my mother that I was working hard for the promise I made at that time. In front of our parents, we will always be children. Countless quarrels and worries at festivals have left an indelible scar in the years. We can only pray frequently, in order to exchange for the health of parents. No one knows how painful my heart is. Before going to bed every night, I have to think about heavy debts, unintelligible career, painful marriage, relatives and children. So I choose to turn on the computer to watch movies, let the picture impact my sight, remove my nervous nerves, and then sleep in another unnatural sound. After telling her mother these things, she wouldn’t understand either, because she didn’t understand why her son was different from other people’s son at all, and she didn’t have a job with fixed salary, there is no happy family. Mom, please forgive me. The road I took was my choice. I have no complaints. Yes, the child will live a poor life because of my choice, and will not get the same warmth as the children of the same age, but at least she can grow up in such a difficult environment, she was not required to be a public welfare person in the future. When people around her mentioned her father, at least she would not feel ashamed. Mom, it’s not that I want to give up marriage. In fact, the scene that you quarreled and fought with your father when I was a child is still echoing in my mind. I would rather live with my child alone for the rest of my life, she didn’t want to use the so-called family to educate her. It has been nearly six years. Do you know what kind of life I live every day? I am scared and scared. I can’t sleep at night. Not only can I not get care, but also I am said to be a mental derangement. I never raise my head in front of my, but this is all my responsibility. I have to be responsible for my actions. However, today, I want to say that I want to keep a healthy body and mind and do more things. I can’t be confined to this environment. I write so many words to inspire others, but my life is in a mess. Mom, if one day your son meets a filial woman and loves me very much, at least she knows how to pour me a cup of tea when I am tired, I want to bring her to you and hope you can accept her. What a quiet night it is, my heart has gone to my hometown, together with my family [Editor in charge: Man Tree] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…