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Senior one, I just remember that snowflakes were flying down and I was standing at the school gate, the man across the road finally came to me and blew off the snow on my hair for me gently brushed off the snow on my school uniform. His smile was still falling, light and warm, jokingly and gently go back, just this sentence since then, that man, Snowflake, frozen Christmas Eve, snowflake danced, add romance I bought an apple with the money of different surnames I saved and gave it to that man foolishly, saying, happy Christmas Eve! The snow in the North was always very early in the second year of senior high school. At another man’s birthday party, we ate hot pot to support him. In the name of the birthday star, we gave me lavender gloves, purple and white scarves and hats, in my freshman year, it snowed heavily for four years. I went to see him injured and didn’t want to mention it. However, another man bought the sweet potato milk tea I loved to drink. Later, it lingered around for six years,,, the snow of that season, I secretly fell in love with that man, and another man secretly fell in love with me. We came here like this, with bitterness and happiness ~~ that season, the snow of childhood at that time, I always feel crystal clear. I always stand in the snow and watch the snowflakes flying. I will also eat snow and have snow fights secretly. The laughter like snowmen and snowflakes flying are always so carefree that season, season after season. When we grew up, I began to miss season after season. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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2011 nian 7 yue 15 ri morning and past no difference, with Get up ringtones, dress, grooming, go out, sign in, and then is Desk of 7:30 points of arrival. Maybe because I know that I don’t have to work as a head teacher in junior three, I really relax a lot on the issue of managing students. I think this should be the laziness that everyone will have. When I was bored, I decided to go to the class to have a look. It was the peak of rebellion and the exam holiday was approaching. It would be no harm to have more rounds. But as soon as I walked to the door of class 45, I noticed something strange. The students of Class 46 were famous for being lively. Oh no, it should be personality, unorganized and disciplined, I am self-centered and only do what I think is right. Maybe anyone who takes them will do the same, but I think it has more to do with myself. Who makes I am a student who has just graduated, who made me not strict? But now it has become a hot potato, and I can only hope that the day when I am not a teacher in charge will come, so that I can be completely relieved. Don’t confess first, or go to the class to find out which way the gods subdued them so quietly, Exaggeratedly speaking, I could hear their sparrow-like voice as soon as I walked to the gate of Class 43, but today it is unusual. As soon as the front foot stepped into the threshold, Ma Qin rushed to me excitedly and handed me a piece of chalk, pointing at the back blackboard and laughing: teacher, please sign your name quickly! In addition to being surprised, I looked up and saw the words on a dense blackboard, familiar fonts, familiar names, and more importantly, I saw the bright red characters under the name. We will always be together, inscribed written 46 class all schoolmate, this time I am the angry, gas they night lessons falter at discipline, gas of their reading do not make good reading, but an inexplicable force urged me to join in their nonsense, and I signed my name greatly at their request. Turn around, tears still disappointing slide, because in front of the blackboard written on a teacher we love you forever, inscribed 46 class all schoolmate, I don’t know how to leave classroom, I also don’t remember what kind of back I left for those little fleas. They have moved me more than once, and I can’t forget the bright apples at Christmas, I can’t forget every comfort when I was sick, the clever face when I was wronged, and the too many things I couldn’t forget, because they were my first students. The two years’ relationship between teachers and students brought me disappointment one after another. In the rebellious season, rebellious youth and the classroom full of gunpowder, I once questioned whether my dream was real again and again. Happiness and pain are the same, touch and disappointment are in parallel, and the friendship between teachers and students is accumulated in the tangled days. At this moment, I still believe in their innocence. Maybe I am not a teacher in charge, which is the most correct choice. Without constraints and opposition, I can find their cuteness and firm faith. I am not a qualified head teacher, but I must be a qualified teacher. Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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【编者按】 真爱是这么艰难,然而真爱是多么美好啊!我宁愿有一日的真爱,也不愿在虚情假意里度过一生。所以,只要生活中还有一双眼睛与你一同哭泣,生活便值得你为之而受苦 工作难找,真爱难觅,作者的生命轨迹反映着现代人生存的迷茫。读着作者如水般的文字,感受着作者的真挚情怀,欣赏着作者厚重的文化积淀。我们的 五 一 就这样忧愁并快乐着。 这几天天气很好,春天的触手似乎已经伸进了大地的怀中,接下来将是一场交欢,一场生命的盛宴。 空气中浸润着泥土的气息,桃花三两枝,开在校园的一隅,开在情人的眼中。在河边湖畔,经冬的杨柳也梳起了淡绿色的发辫,像羞涩的小姑娘,窥视着这个奇异的世界。不知名的花树缀满了红色的火,干枯的草丛间冒出了尖尖的绿。一切都想睁开眼睛,都想看看这难得的春光。 温柔的阳光用眼神抚摸着每一个人,风很清凉,飘着早春的裙子。 我也有睁开眼睛的欲望,却不知道期待着看到什么,有走出去的想法,却不知道要去向何方。在这个人人都陶醉的春天,我做着最后的梦,然而梦终归是要醒的,最后所剩无非虚空。就像鲁迅先生在《影的告别》中说: 我能献你点什么呢?无已,则仍是黑暗和虚空而已。但是,我愿意只是黑暗,或者会消失于你的白天;我愿意只是虚空,绝不占你的心田。 我感到自己的梦也像鲁迅的影一样要离我而去了,最后剩下的只有一个彷徨无依的躯体。 我想到尼采一首诗里的话: 你的生命已过了一半 逝者如斯,你的灵魂因恐惧而颤抖 它缓步向遥远的彼岸而一无所获 而你兀自徘徊在这里。 是的,此刻我就徘徊在这里,在这个南方的校园里,在校园里一个狭小的空间内。我的生命已过了一小半,我的灵魂因害怕面对现实而颤抖,在我通往遥远彼岸的路途中,我一无所获。然而徘徊是无用的,时间一到,梦就会飘然远去,我面对的是一个冰冷的城。 我似乎已经不再有激情,虽然我深知生活是多么需要有激情。以色列先知撒母耳说: 没有人会因年龄而衰老,我们是因放弃我们的理想而衰老,年龄会使皮肤老化,而放弃热情会使灵魂老化。 我不想这么快就老去,我还想用充满活力的生命写下快乐的诗行,我想让我文字里的快乐感染每一个心怀梦想和爱的人。但就像死神在垂暮之人面前说 咄,交出你的生命 一样,现实生活轻蔑地对我说出了类似的话,他正在逼我掏出藏得死死的理想。 我没有多少快乐给更多和我不相关的人,就像这世界没有多少快乐给我一样。我所有的只是痛苦与哀伤,我在这痛苦与哀伤里强颜欢笑,欺骗着你,也欺骗着我,就像生活同时欺骗你我一样。 我与这个世界不大相关。北岛有首无题诗写的好,正符合我此刻的处境: 对于世界 我永远是个陌生人 我不懂它的语言 正如他不懂我的沉默 我们交换的 只是一点轻蔑 如同相逢在镜子中 我是这个城市的陌生人,没有人能懂我的沉默。我只活在自己的天地中,我的天地越缩越小,我感到窒息。我是把自己钉在了十字架上,但我没有耶稣那么伟大,耶稣在受难前都还在悲悯他的人民,但我不悲悯任何人,因为这个社会里没有几个人值得悲悯,多数人是可诅咒的。我悲悯我自己。 考研的分数线还没有下来,在等待的过程中,深知希望渺茫的我发了几份调剂申请给一些大学,同时关注着招聘信息。成都有个巴蜀书社,离我较近,这是一个古文书社,其有个招聘编辑的信息,要求是研究生,特别优秀者可放宽至本科。我虽然很喜欢中国古典文化,但水平有限,不过情势所迫,还是贸然发出了自己的第一份简历。并写了一份简短的而且违心的邮件: 巴蜀书社编辑部: 拜表尊前,今闻贵社有招贤纳士之意,不才虽知学识尚浅,然仰慕贵社久矣,愿有幸得入贵社效犬马之劳,故而贸然出简历发之,实则诚惶诚恐。如承蒙贵社垂青,晚辈不胜感激涕零。 专此布达,恭祝金安。 受业:XXX 其实这份邮件连我自己都瞧不上,我本不才, 贵社 又何来招贤纳士之意?巴蜀书社我本就很少了解,又何来仰慕之情?应聘本是一种劳资交易,又怎会效犬马之劳?诚惶诚恐倒是真的,怕遭人耻笑。至于感激涕零有点太矫情,纯属扯淡。后面的 受业 二字也让人莫名奇妙,巴蜀书社也没有教我什么,我受何业?但也许正如韩愈《师说》中说的:生乎吾前,其闻道也固先乎吾,吾从而师之。 总之,连我自己都不知道何以要写这些废话,也许是想在众多简历中引起一些注意吧!如果在古代的文人志士来看,这是没有骨气的表现。但身处今世,文人的骨气正在经受着世俗的消解,有骨气的人已经不多了,即使有一个,也是垂死在穷困中的疯子而已。 这是一份估计有去无回的简历。也许以后我还会说很多违心的话,做很多违心的事,这正是我所惧怕的。原来我不是惧怕这个世界,我是惧怕我自己。 在没有消息的日子里,我过着蜗居生活。现在天又阴了,而且下起了小雨。 说道这里我发现话题不可避免地陷入了沉郁悲愤的泥潭。为了我知心读者的心情考虑,下面我将谈点日常琐事,我是多么想用爱来润饰我的文字啊! 我们宿舍有四个人,四川本地那个同学考上了公务员,回家面试为社会主义现代化建设做贡献去了,河南同学有女朋友搬出去住了,他在铁路局签了工作,也是在为现代化建设做贡献。现在就只剩下我和云南同学了。 不同的是,云南同学有女朋友,我单身。云南同学和他女朋友是很纯净的爱情,属于细水长流的那种。他学习一般,但生活能力很强,其女朋友长得很漂亮,人又善良,学习也好,很是让人羡慕。他们的爱情是建立在实际行动和磨合之中的。 我因考研还没有签工作,这次云南同学从家里带回来一些食料,我们便在宿舍里自己动手煮起了饭。买点调料、香菜、葱、油、醋等,再买点挂面或面条,就可以煮出喷香的饭菜,可以自给自足丰衣足食了,很快,飘香的臊子面就在面前了。不过这面对我来说充其量也就是填饱肚子的美食,但对云南同学和她女朋友来说,这面里还有浓浓的爱意。 面煮好了,云南同学放上菜还要端到女生宿舍楼亲自送给女朋友,等他回来我早已经酒足饭饱优哉游哉了,而他却才要给自己煮面。三年以来,他就是这样无微不至地关心着女友,在我们专业的男生里,他几乎是唯一一个经常给女朋友洗衣服的男生。 这样的爱不够伟大,但却让人感动。不过他女朋友说面煮的不咋样,嘿嘿,是不是真不咋样呢?不过,在我看来,那是很香的面。 我刚看过的电影《全城热恋》里面有一对恋人,男的是寿司师傅,女的是食客。他们曾是情人,后来女食客离开了,走遍世界各地去寻找 完美的一餐 ,然而她始终找不到。后来才发现,原来自己一直寻找的完美就在寿司师傅那儿,而寿司师傅也一直在默默地努力为女食客做 最完美的一餐 。后来她吃到了,她对寿司师傅说: 这是你做的最差的一次,却是我吃过最感动的一餐。 、 感动就是最完美的。 是的,感动就是最完美的。在这个虚假的社会里,还有几个人会为了一碗面而感动?在我们生活的这个物质白热化的时代,爱情早已变了质,有多少结合是充满着罪恶与铜臭啊! 我是个容易感动的人,看电影看新闻看书的时候我会为某些悲苦的情节和纯真的感情感动的流泪。很多时候我喜欢一个人看电影,因为我怕别人看到我眼里的泪水,我怕哽咽的声音回答不了别人的问话,我愿意默默地哭出声来,让眼泪静静地流。我以为我已心如死灰,但我还是会为某些小人物真挚的爱情而感动,原来在我冷酷的外表下还有一颗温热的心。 这是一个缺少眼泪和悲悯的时代,为一些故事流泪会被人视作可笑,但我还是喜欢用眼泪来洗刷心灵的污浊。病痛和苦难不能让我流泪,权势和利欲也不会让我动情。男儿有泪不轻弹,但一对小人物至真至性的爱情却能让我泪流满面。 我为电影《初恋的回忆》感动,为电影《天使之城》感动。这些都是爱情故事的经典。我相信爱情是能够改变一个人的人生的,我也相信为了爱情一个人可以不顾生死。汤显祖在《牡丹亭》里说的好: 情不知所起,一往而深,生者可以死,死可以生。生而不可与死,死而不可复生者,皆非情之至也! 有些人也许认为为爱而死是傻的不可理解,也有些科学论者从生物学角度想说明人死不能复生。我觉得这才是愚妄者无聊的表现。我还是引用两句臧克家的诗吧: 有的人活着,他已经死了;有的人死了,他还活着。 一个人若是无情,又与死人何异?而要是世界上那个唯一知你懂你的人离去了,你的灵魂空虚了,活着也就没了意义。爱情可以让一个没有灵魂的人起死回生,说到底,爱就是一个人的灵魂。 《初恋的回忆》说的就是爱情力量的伟大,一个患有绝症的女孩用爱感化了一个在学校打架斗殴的小混混。女孩是牧师的女儿,在学校是一个灰姑娘,但她用自己信仰的圣经上的爱拯救了一个堕落的灵魂,他们的爱哀婉动人荡气回肠,他们的幸福是真真切切的,是可触摸的,虽然女孩最后还是离去了。最后男孩回忆说: Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything,about life,hope… …and the long journey ahead. I’ll always miss her. But our love is like the wind,I can’t see it,but I can feel it. (杰米拯救了我,她教会我一切,关于生命,关于希望 关于人生之旅。我会时常想她。我们的爱情如风,虽不可见,我却能触摸到它。) 而在《天使之城》里,一个忧郁的天使爱上了一个凡间的女子,他为了爱从高楼跳下,选择成为凡人。他摔伤了,医生问他: Where did you fall? (你摔倒在哪儿了?)他说: I fall fall in love. (我掉进了爱河。)为了爱,他放弃了天使长生不老的特权,他选择了和自己爱的人一起慢慢变老。然而可惜的是,这种美好持续了没多久,他美丽的爱人就死于车祸。原来真爱是这么艰难。 真爱是这么艰难,然而真爱是多么美好啊!我宁愿有一日的真爱,也不愿在虚情假意里度过一生。所以,只要生活中还有一双眼睛与你一同哭泣,生活便值得你为之而受苦。 泰戈尔说:如果我拥有天空和天空中的繁星,以及世界和世界上无穷的财富,我还会要求更多的东西;然而,只要她是属于我的,给我地球上最小的一角,我就心满意足了。 所以,只要世界上有一个人是属于你的,她的灵魂和你合二为一,那么,请好好珍稀。 我为经典的爱情电影里的情节感动,也为我云南同学和他女朋友的爱情而感动。然而,多数时候,人们并不懂得珍惜,很多人为了金钱荣誉而弃家庭和爱人于不顾,结果生活一团糟。 当我听到电影《魔鬼代言人》里的玛丽对醉心于荣誉和工作的丈夫歇斯底里地吼道: I know we have all this money and it s supposed to be fun,but it s not. (我们有钱了,本应快乐,却并不是这样。) I m so lonely! 的时候,我想她是真的寂寞和无助。人的欲望就像魔鬼,它可以毁了一切,包括爱情。 还是回到我云南同学身上来,因为我们毕竟是生活在现实之中,我们需要平淡却真实的爱情。 我和云南同学继续着宿舍逍遥的生活。他是爱情甜蜜的逍遥,我是独身自由的逍遥。晚上我们一起炖鸡吃,他是还要给女朋友送去的。一包王氏烧鸡公,半只乌鸡,再加点土豆、芋头、莴笋等,简直就是人间美味,真可以让人乐不思蜀了。哦,不对,咱本来就在蜀都,就啥也不思了,只要这样简单单纯的快乐就好。 吃着自己做的饭,喝着小酒,聊着天,这样的日子真是不多。晚上,我和云南同学聊天到凌晨两点多,我们在说着爱情,说着初恋。 原来不管怎么,初恋在每个人心中的感觉还是最深。原来爱情也需要练习。我们是在慢慢熟悉爱情。云南同学说他女朋友有点保守,不过在我看来那才是真正能够过日子的女孩,要是是激情四射的恋爱,那来的快去的也快,现在一夜情的不是很多吗。他说以后能不能在一起还不一定,因为世事难料,我说:好好珍惜,走到这一步不容易。 爱一个人就是要爱她的一切。舒婷在《致橡树》里说:爱 不仅爱你伟岸的身躯,也爱你坚持的位置,足下的土地。爱你的富有,也爱你的贫穷,爱你的优点,也爱你的缺点,爱你的伟大,也爱你的平凡。相对于舒婷的《致橡树》,我更喜欢叶芝的那首《当你老了》,兹录于下: 当你老了,头白了,睡意昏沉, 炉火旁打盹,请取下这部诗歌, 慢慢读,回想你过去眼神的柔和, 回想它们昔日浓重的阴影; 多少人爱你青春欢畅的时辰, 爱慕你的美丽,假意或真心, 只有一个人爱你那朝圣者的灵魂, 爱你衰老了的脸上痛苦的皱纹; 垂下头来,在红光闪耀的炉子旁, 凄然地轻轻诉说那爱情的消逝, 在头顶的山上它缓缓踱着步子, 在一群星星中间隐藏着脸庞。 然而爱尔兰这位伟大诗人的爱情是悲苦的,他并没有一个爱她的女人陪他一起慢慢变老。叶芝在他年轻的时候就爱着一个女人,但是这个女人却不爱他,不过叶芝却矢志不渝的爱着她,直到老去、死去。这首诗就是为那个硬心肠的不识人间真情的女子所写。 其实,我也是多么希望能有一个女子和我一起慢慢变老啊!然而我虽有爱的能力,却已失去了爱的勇气,虚情假意的爱情让人的心变得好累,我想,能爱我也值得我爱的女子也许还未出现,也许这样的爱情对我来说根本就只能在梦境里。因为我一无所有,我所能给予的,只有爱,而爱,终归是虚的。就像《初恋的回忆》里男孩最后说的,love is like the wind, can’t see it,but can feel.(真爱如风,无法看见,只能感触。)我想,这不是一个感触的时代,因为感触是要用心的,我对现代人的感触缺乏足够的信心。 其实单身也并没什么不好,除了灵魂的寂寞。两个人在一起,有时因为爱也会变得虚伪。某天中午我在食堂吃饭的时候,我旁边坐着一对情侣。男同学为了保持君子风度,开始时吃饭吃的小心翼翼,细嚼慢咽,其举动就像一个淑女,让人看得别扭。吃着吃着他就没用耐心了,三下五除二就将盘里的饭扫了光(其实多数男生总愿意剩下一些,以显示自己风度。)而女孩还在装着淑女的样子慢慢品味饭菜。男同学等女孩吃饭时显然局促不安,表情尴尬,我觉得可笑。不一会,女孩将仅吃了不多几口的饭菜向前一推,微微一笑随着男同学离开了。也许这并不要紧,因为到了夜晚的时候,男同学可以陪女孩去买零食吃,逛奶茶店,这也算是一种补偿吧! 我相信他们彼此是爱着对方的,但这种爱,多少是披了一层虚伪的外衣。我想着要是也有一个女朋友坐在我的对面,我将用什么姿势吃饭?我将怎样举筷?我将以什么样的速度进餐?我将会说出怎样的话?我是不是也会一样变得虚伪呢?答案不得而知,因为我并没有一个女朋友。我餐桌的对面,坐着眼神呆板木然的男女同学,他们有的在吃饭中沉思,有的在于同伴说着没有灵魂的话。 我想爱是补偿不了的吧!爱情需要的是默契。黎巴嫩大作家纪伯伦说:爱不占有,也不被占有。这样的爱才是平等的,不然刻意在自己爱的人面前伪装自己,本来就是对对方的不公平。爱不是去占有一个人伪装过后的优点,爱是爱她或他的本真,这样的爱才能久长。好吧,说的太多了,就此搁笔。 【责任编辑:蝶恋花】 赞 (散文编辑:江南风) 我家微信时代的年三十 前年,公公过生日时曾准备给他买个智能手机,主要目的是想教他们玩玩微信,也好让他们… 国版《解忧杂货店》观后感 每个人都是靠着自己的努力,才走向了更好的人生。 咨询信的答案,只是在鼓励一颗已有… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月14号) 2018年1月14号: 今天,吴江的气温比较温暖,不似前几天那般寒冷。昨天与今天,吴江的… 做个不停止成长的人 莉莉老师上瑜伽课时带着浓重的鼻音不停咳嗽着。可能不舒服,她今天示范动作少了很多,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月13号) 2018年1月13号: 昨天,姐姐和外甥小大卫并没有过来我和母亲暂住的金家坝东湾村这里,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月12号) 2018年1月12号: 前天的时候,我说:“母亲明天去昆山。”然而昨天,母亲并没有去昆山…

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Mother began to pay attention to every piece of advertisement in every corner of the newspaper deliberately. Because there are always new prescriptions there. Maybe it would be a little helpful for my father’s illness. We are just like a trapped beast trapped by illness, and we are only looking for a breakthrough in every place. As long as we can save father and relieve his pain, we will have a try. We once bought Fuzheng powder binder with a course of treatment of about 3000 yuan. It is said that many people shrink or even disappear after taking it, but it seems that there is no reaction when using it on father. In the newspaper, my mother saw another case of conquering cancer in the so-and-so Hospital in Xiangtan, so we rushed to Xiangtan without hesitation. A terminally ill family, especially a trapped Beast, will not give up any hope of giving birth. Sometimes I think, if this mentality is taken advantage of by unscrupulous pharmaceutical companies, how many inevitable patients will be rushed to the hospital? How many people will use the wrong medicine to shorten the life span of patients? It must be countless. At least, even if we clearly know that we may be cheated and have no effect, we will not give up the chance to try. The president of the hospital personally made a face-to-face consultation for his father, and looked at his previous CT, saying that it could be cured. However, the attending physician repeatedly told us that the hope of cure is only one tenth, and at most it can only shrink or survive with tumor. While giving endless hope, while giving cold reality, we are at a loss, we can only let him be hospitalized. A patient who slept with his father, a disease similar to his, and a esophagus cancer. Both of them had better mental states than him. At least they have been able to take care of themselves in wards. However, it was absolutely impossible for father to have no one to send medicine to him and no one to take him to dinner. In desperation, we had to ask uncle who lived in the same city to go to the hospital the next day to take care of father. However, one of us had to go to work and the other had to leave after having dinner with my father because there were still many things to deal with in the store. The room without father seemed much deserted. Considering that father was just alone in the ward, mother couldn’t help crying again. Because of my father’s illness, my mother had no idea how many times she cried behind her back. The disease is not only a torment to the patient, but also a heartbreaking torment to his relatives? But everything is still running. Tomorrow, the sun will rise as usual, just dark night, so long. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Xinyu

When I was in front of the computer, I suddenly didn’t know what I should write. I wanted to say a lot and do a lot, but I was not in the mood to write or do it. Many people said that I am a talented woman, only I know that I am not. I don’t know so much, nor do I understand the so-called life. The so-called life is just writing those illusory life philosophy according to my own feelings. I remember someone asked me that day, what do you think people live for all their lives? I was speechless. I don’t know what people live for all their lives, for life, for waiting for death, or to find a kind of happiness that belongs to oneself. I think maybe these are what people have to face or pursue when they are alive. But after meditation, think carefully about what people live for in their whole life? I am busy at work every day without too many ideas. Apart from mechanical work, I don’t know what I have left or what I should do, without purpose or ideas, work, work, eating and sleeping are my life. In fact, I was not very interested in design at the very beginning, but I found that I was inspired by this aspect in my slowly exploring. I started to get started, learn, and started to make it in front of the computer, it is a wonderful thing to imagine and put thoughts on a picture. I like designing, start designing, let others accept it, and let others understand the meaning of my painting, happy resulting. It is hard for people to understand themselves in life. Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Happy

Health is like a true friend, and I don’t know how precious it is until I lose it. Nothing can be exchanged for health. A healthy body is more valuable than a crown. Rest is the nanny who nourishes the tired spirit. A healthy body is the living room of the soul, and a sick body is the prison of the soul. Health is an attitude. Health is not everything. Without health, there is nothing. Health is certainly more valuable than money, because what we rely on for money is health. Health is wealth, and it is our greatest wealth, and also our greatest capital. Fitness is the best investment in career, and health is the biggest income in life. If you are responsible for your career and your relatives, you cannot overdraw your health. Live a good life, don’t be small, be good at anger, and live a long life. The foundation of happiness is a healthy body. Thousands of health care, thousands of health care, optimism is the key. You can support ships in your heart and live a long life for over a hundred years. It has 10,000 functions, which can conquer the world and even change the race. Without health, it can only be empty talk. People often exchange their health for wealth when they are young, and only when they are old do they exchange their wealth for health. Health is intangible asset, health care is bank deposit, hard work is capital overdraft, hospitalization is borrowing and repaying money. When you give up health to gain wealth, life can be exchanged for money. When you exchange wealth for health, money cannot be exchanged for life. A person can do many stupid things in his life, but the most stupid thing is to neglect health. To a large extent, physical health depends on mental health. Human happiness can only be established on the basis of physical health and mental peace. A regular life is the secret of health and longevity. Without exercise, life is sleeping. The less appetite you have, the more open your heart will be, the better your years will be; The more appetite you have, the more blocked your heart will be, and the more damaged your years will be. A wise man wants his career not to forget his health, while a fool only cares about his journey and is desperate. Optimism is the only secret of keeping in good health. Often worry and anger are enough to make a healthy body weak and more than enough. Silk can not be woven into a net, and the body is not strong. How beautiful life is, and the fun of physical exercise is endless. Don’t climb high mountains, don’t see flat ground; Don’t exercise, don’t be strong. No smoke or wine, live to 99. Health from move. Exercise every day, the body must be very healthy, and the brain will be very flexible. A person’s life span does not depend on how many years he has lived, but on how many times he has caught a cold. Happy in the heart, with a smile; Worried in the heart, hurt the body. Happiness has the way to death, and hardship is the foundation of health preservation. If a person has no habit of calmness, he must have no healthy body. You can support ships in your heart and live a long life for over a hundred years. Walking can make you always be young, and sports can make you stay young forever. Sports and abstinence can keep people young in their twilight years. Inner joy is the joy that a person feels when living a healthy, normal and harmonious life. Don’t take troubles to heart, so as not to lose the young head; Don’t take troubles to heart, so as not to die before getting old. Sports and Sports can promote the health of human body and people’s optimism, while optimism is a necessary condition for longevity. A good health condition and the happy mood that comes from it are the best funds for happiness. Choosing the right career can achieve a lifetime, choosing the right friend can be intelligent for a lifetime, choosing the right environment can be happy for a lifetime, choosing the right partner can be happy for a lifetime, and choosing the right lifestyle can be healthy for a lifetime. When you are busy working everyday, please slow down, seriously consider your own health problems, and send a few health motto, sincerely hoping to take good care of your health and share a good life with your family. Lazy legs, hands and brain are the catalysts of aging, while diligent legs, hands and brain are the engines of longevity. The gap between comfort and mediocrity can only be filled with drugs, healthy and colorful life must be built by sports. The biggest mistake in life is to exchange health for things outside. The biggest sorrow in life is to exchange life for personal troubles. The biggest waste in life is to use life to solve the troubles created by oneself. Sorrow, worry and pessimism can make people sick; Positive, happy and strong will and optimistic mood can overcome diseases, and also make people strong and live longer. Nourishing the heart will adjust the body, exercise can make the spirit rest, health care should have an open and optimistic attitude, fitness needs perseverance. There are tens of millions of diseases and only one kind of health. The most valuable thing in life is health. A strong body is the real wealth. You should always remind you to work hard and know what you want. Don’t be sick, don’t have money, don’t lack health, don’t lack health, health is not everything, without health, there is nothing. When the mind tends to be calm, the spirit will be eternal. If you lower the desire to the lowest point and sublimate the reason to the highest point, you will realize that peace is happiness, health is blessing, purity is fortune, and desire is longevity. Forming a good habit is to save health, and indulging bad habits is to overdraw one’s life. People who can’t spare time for fitness will spare time to see a doctor sooner or later. The best Doctor is himself, the best medicine is time, the best mood is tranquility, and the best exercise is walking. You must have a healthy body and a healthy body, which is the cornerstone of happiness. Eating is not picky, speaking is organized, walking is steady. Diet is more difficult than hunger strike, and you can get healthy after eating. A proper amount of diet requires a clear mind, while a rigid will is needed if no water drops. A good health condition depends on the balance of body and mind, abundant motivation and complete peace of mind, which is a kind of psychological state that nothing can disturb. Everyone who is good for health should work hard and insist on doing it; Anyone who is harmful to health should work hard and insist on not doing it. Health is like number one, career, family, status and money are all zero; With one, the more zero you have, the richer you will be. On the contrary, nothing is nothing. It can be seen that health is the first priority. Let’s care for life, strengthen our body, maintain a healthy body and spend every day happily. When you are young, you will get money for health, but when you are old, you will get money for health. Therefore, for everyone, can you take some time to pay attention to your own health occasionally when you unconsciously sigh that life is not easy? After all, health is one, money, honor, fame and wealth, which seem to be attractive, can only make people happy on the premise that health exists. Without health, all these will become zero. Even if you have a heart, it may not be you but others who enjoy it in the end. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. 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Memory

Yesterday, I went to Zhongshan Park and mangrove forest with my colleagues. Throughout the whole day, I felt that I really let go of my heart, the sad and melancholy heart, and felt that my whole heart was relieved a lot. It turns out that I can really be as happy, lively and carefree as a child. In the evening, I received a long-lost friend I often miss at the station. When she came, she still came to see me according to the appointment, but I couldn’t go to the window of the world she had always dreamed of with her as promised. How sorry I am. She carried a bag with six thick books in it, two of which were about web design, one was about office automation, and the other three were my favorite complete works of hourglass novels. With her heart and such a heavy gift, how can I express my inner feelings? Just a thank you, it is so insignificant. Facing the gift which moved me very much, I didn’t say thank you to her, because she once said what mi Sha said, and there was no need to say thank you among friends. I didn’t even show any touching expression, but I thought she could feel that my heart was really touched by such a heavy gift. Today, I climbed the Phoenix Mountain with my brother. Just climbing to the top of the mountain, Xi suddenly felt uncomfortable. I really felt distressed when seeing her grasping her fist tightly to cover up the pain. I can only ask her again and again that she knows exactly what she can eat, what can’t eat, what can be done and what can’t be done, why don’t you know how to pay attention to it? At that moment, I didn’t blame anything. I just felt distressed. She was there alone. Whenever the illness came, she could only bear it silently. At that moment, I am looking forward to the early arrival of next year. My brother is leaving Shenzhen. I remember that day, my brother sent a message on Q asking me that I was going to Guangzhou. What should you do? This elder brother, the elder brother who regards me as his sister, will always think of me at any time. Every time I would ask my brother foolishly why he treated me so well? Brother is always that sentence. Who let I am your brother? This elder brother, this elder brother I have called for three years, how much love and touch did he give me in these three years? How many surprises and concerns did he give me in these three years? How much trust and encouragement did he give me in these three years? I know very well that my brother is not a saint, and he is just an ordinary person. There is no blood relationship between us, but no one can match what he gave me, dear brother, I am so lucky to have your company in these three years. This elder brother, when I was confused, he would give up sleeping late at night and send me long and long messages to enlighten me and guide me; This elder brother, when I encountered difficulties, he would not hesitate to help me through all difficulties like my brother; This brother, when I was afraid to enter the hospital because of some kind of illness, he accompanied me, always stay with me and tell me not to be afraid; This brother, when I make a decision, he will support me, just remind me not to be too simple, your innocence to others does not mean that this society will treat you simply; This elder brother, he will put very few chillies in cooking, even not, just because I can’t eat chillies, but he was the one who couldn’t eat without pepper; This elder brother, on my 18th birthday, had a very meaningful meal with his grandson and sisters; this elder brother gave me an oversized doll on my 19th birthday; This elder brother bought me a suit of clothes on my 20th birthday; This elder brother, he always remembered that my favorite dish was fried corn sausage; This elder brother gave me so much love, how can I say it clearly? However, what have I done for this great and loving brother? I have never done anything for my brother. My brother was so lonely in his heart. When the midnight came, he was always sleepless; My brother, the only thing he could use to pour out his inner feelings was writing poetry. Looking at such a sad brother, I tried to walk into his heart, but the emptiness in his heart was not filled by me as a sister. Dear brother, what can I do for you? My brother is going to leave this place where he has lived for more than five years. I really look forward to a bright future for my brother. This place is so sentimental, infatuated and dedicated, A diligent man, God should give him a double harvest of love after his efforts, shouldn’t he? Brother, I sincerely wish you, believe in yourself, your future is not a dream, brother, come on! Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. 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From summer

I can’t escape from the devil’s claw of May. It pinched on my neck without any hesitation. [May 1st] Holiday, sleep at 9: 30, and start at 11: 00. [May 2nd] during the holiday, I read a thick English grammar book. [May 3rd] a song “Overfire” brought Gao 19 to a climax like fire. I didn’t give applause. No one could see the support in my heart. [May 4th] I finally realized that if I fall behind, I will be beaten. If I fall behind in exams, I may not only be beaten. [May 5] Seeing that his only political candidate reluctantly won the third prize, he cried alone in the bed in the bedroom. [May Ⅵ] walking out of the classroom, I was confused, lifted up my mind, jumped on the bicycle, went home, ate, took a bath, and then went to the evening to repair. Youth is a puzzle made up of these trivial things. But I always feel something is missing, otherwise the puzzle will not be complete. It is not only gray, but also gray. [May 7] I watched a heart-wrenching basketball match. [May 8th] after reading two novels, I shed endless tears like getting sick. Looking up 45 times to the sky, no one saw the tears. [May 9th] on Sunday, from 11:03, wash clothes, and then have breakfast at 50 cents. Then I received a lot of messages: I haven’t contacted for a long time, what are you doing, have you got up, why don’t you say anything. I want to reply, but there is no charge for the mobile phone. At three o’clock, wake up, it’s so hot. At 11:58 in the evening, she said to her in her heart, Happy Mother’s Day. [May 10th] it rained heavily, and the rain wet the little shoes, holding an umbrella and carrying trouser legs, walking carefully from the red brick put in the water. I saw a boy who was very similar to Lu Zhiang. [May 12] Wenchuan is less and less sad than two years ago. Who ever said that he would never forget, who ever said that he was heartbroken, and who ever said that he was heartbroken? In fact, time cannot smooth everything, but it will dilute everything. The scene of cherishing Japan and becoming a country is just a burst of laughter. Time is so cute, and people’s heart is more lovely. Happy birthday to Xiao Li [May 13] In fact, you all know the reason why I don’t speak. What I want is a long journey of a person, carrying his own big back color, with a heavy big camera inside. In that way, I can see each other again, say goodbye and meet each other. In that way, you can disappear in front of one person. Let others die out of their own world one by one. One stop after another, I want to live in the world of walking. I want to live in a silent world. I always keep my mobile phone in a state where I can’t contact with the outside world, so no one can find me. Let it stop. If it stops, you won’t be unable to find who to call. You don’t have to hesitate to answer it, but you don’t know what to say after answering it. Who is wrong? Is me. No one is wrong. Or, everyone is wrong. [May 14] Three-person tour. Don’t say that I am unsociable, don’t say that I am not close to others, this is just a three-person trip to Maoming Forest Park. I, painting, like the heart. Three good girl. I took a lot of photos and forgot whether I was smiling or pale. However, I really smiled and smiled in my heart, but you couldn’t see it. Therefore, don’t define me easily. Seeing many imprisoned and helpless souls, iron cages, scorching sun and fighting of trapped animals, I watched them crying in my heart helplessly that I am not your savior, let me see your eyes. I am just a passenger who has traveled thousands of miles. Those imprisoned animals also have destinies that cannot escape. There are caogaiting, qingmojiang, and a large group of fish. I watched them swimming around, as if I could feel their breath and eyes. At this moment, I feel that I am also a fish. Lonely and beautiful. [May 15] quiver for a song. I think of a relationship that I have been buried for a year. Not friendship. That is a boy with a little white face who likes surfing the Internet, can smoke, drink, can’t read clean web pages and novels, and a boy who is muddled in learning. He is a lonely person who doesn’t like to talk or understand sweet words, but he will lie on the bed alone and blow a desk fan to call me saying that it is very hot, he would call me on rainy days and let me listen to his ticking rain. These are the only two calls he gave me during the days he met him. In those days, there was the same figure waiting for me in the stairwell every night. On rainy days, we couldn’t go home from the rain under the eaves passing by …… but what he liked was what I hated most. He liked hugging, kissing. I don’t agree, resist, refuse. And then break up. Why he asked. I did not answer. Perhaps, I found out today that I don’t love him. I just want a strong sense of love. Then I transferred this feeling of being loved to girls. I began to love and protect every girl around me regardless of everything. I want to find someone who can replace myself by my side. I have been looking for it, but it has been failed. Perhaps for a long time, someone has hoped that he would be his substitute. I know, just like the moment Yi Yao died in Lin Huafeng, I have someone who loves Yi Yao like Lin Huafeng in love with me. Thank the boy for giving me warmth and the ups and downs we have gone through. [May 16] my deskmate said, your face was very pale when you took the bus, and your lips were not bloody at all. Therefore, I am a person who is not suitable for traveling, it is even impossible to have a person’s travel. [May 17] stop writing here. I don’t know how to describe this summer. All the beauty, happiness, pain and sadness. The wind in summer recorded the process of my loss alone. Repeatedly, repeatedly, back and forth. Like 2009 nian. 2008 nian. 2007 nian. In 2006, there was not much change. In the farthest place from summer, I have found that nothing can last forever except memory. The farthest place from summer is the figure of boys playing basketball, the cheer of girls holding mineral water for their beloved boys, and the echo that has not been erased for a long time in the corridor, which is 2:40 The Ringing Bell in the hot sun is what we said. We graduated again and divided into classes …… I can’t remember your face. We are all in the distance of stretching out our hands, like a small creature basking in the sun, smiling or chatting. Wait for the bell of the next class to ring. So close, it is the farthest summer. Later: after half a year, I will look back at these childish words, those rebellious, sad, and passing clouds. I don’t think I grew up on time. Those who accompanied me all the way, thank you. Thank you for staying deep in my mind. Now, although things are different, I have learned to grow, love, and be grateful. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…