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This year

Not long ago, I got acquainted with prose online by chance. Every article in the website deeply attracted me and made me feel the infinite power of words. I know very well that a Eighteen-year-old boy may be just a brat and ignorant of the world for all the predecessors in the station. But like everyone else, I have a passion for words and express my true feelings. I was born in a remote countryside with extremely inconvenient transportation. After six years of primary school in the village, I was transferred to a town far away from home to study in junior high school and went home once a week, there are few cars on Friday, the first day and the second day of junior high school. Sometimes my companions and I are crowded in a farm Car. The car has to bump on the road for more than two hours. After getting off the bus, the bones of the whole body seemed to be scattered, but we still had to walk more than 30 miles of rugged mountain road, climb over a big mountain and walk through winding paths. After school at noon, I can’t get home until five or six o’clock in the afternoon. I have to go to school on Sunday. In order to catch the bus, I have to get up at three or four o’clock in the morning on Sunday. Because my father works outside all the year round, in, my mother always accompanied me until dawn when I stepped on a muddy road. This is the case every week. By the third day of junior high school, I went home on Friday and hurried to school early in the morning on Saturday. It was my mother who gave me a flashlight at night. On the dark and rugged mountain road, she always told me to study hard and not to make conflicts with my classmates. I kept her words in my heart obediently. Now when I think of that time, my eyes always feel sour and bloated. After graduating from junior high school, I successfully entered the famous No. 1 Middle School of the county, but due to family reasons, we moved to a town in the neighboring county to live, I also studied in the unnamed No. 3 Middle School in that county. Finally, it was a little closer to home, and the transportation was much more convenient. My mother’s words had not changed since I went home on holiday every month. Soon I arrived in senior three. Once on my way to school, I suddenly felt a pain in the lower left of my abdomen, and the pain became more and more severe. After all, I was lying in the hospital. I called my mother about myself in the sickbed. I didn’t know how long it took. My mother came to the hospital, and I vaguely saw the tears in her eyes. My mother waited for me day and night at the bedside. After a long time of diagnosis, the doctor said that I am congenital kidney hydrops and no surgery was needed for the time being, but she had to check regularly to see if the condition had deteriorated. As for me, I was really sad for a period of time at first. Besides worrying about my own health, I also worried about the financial endurance of my family. At that time, I always wore depression on my face, and later I knew that I should be more optimistic, Maybe I will get better if I get sick. Now I record my past in this unknown university and in the spacious and bright dormitory. Although there are no flowery sentences to describe, the real experience is clearly written in the clumsy words. I treat life with an optimistic attitude every day. In my studies, I firmly believe that everything is possible as long as I work hard. I also have ideals. I have been working hard and can’t let my parents work as hard as now. Mom and Dad, thank you. I will study hard and take good care of myself. The tall trees outside the building were swaying in the wind, and there were several people playing basketball under the trees. I poured my mind into my pen and my most beautiful 18-year-old in the dormitory. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. 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Most sincere

[Introduction]: a memory is like a desire to enjoy the romantic autumn rain, but it is drenched in a mess. Frankly speaking, I have the idea of crying. This is my understanding not long ago. In the morning when I just woke up, I ordered several sad songs one after another and sat at the door smoking. Looking at the changing crowd, follow the rhythm of time, step by step, slow down. The high mood keeps changing with the sad melody. It extends to the deepest heart. The original time can also be so unscrupulous. In cities around 7 o’clock in the morning, there are not many people running in the morning, but more people buying and selling. At the intersection of several corners, a group of children who went to school were waiting for the bus, and their parents were very concerned. Workers went to the high-rise building with enthusiastic voices and plain clothes. When those disappearing shadows passed by quickly, the voice of Clang finally cut through the only quiet beauty of this morning. After handing over the shift, I began to calculate how much time was left. I don’t know what I am looking forward? There will be more encounters on the unpredictable journey of the next stop. I feel really sad when I am alone. Should we go to such a distant place? Is the cost of growing up to learn to cope with the changing life? In order to get rid of me now, no matter whether it is bad or not in the future. After several days of walking, I have been carefully preserving such a persistent mood. Because I believe that what is waiting for me in front of me is the joy I think day and night. It is brewing and fermenting every minute and every second. At night, the bubbles of dreams are dense. In the past, I always felt that my world was too narrow. Try to get to know more people or something through the Internet. Finally, let emotion also be injected into it. Perhaps, those are not my most precious! Because the internet is always virtual, even if you invest more in Zheng, no one can accept it. After coming out, I was still the original one. I have a friend who has a simple personality. He who lacks confidence always finds himself in others’ eyes. The shoulder of the family put invisible shackles on him. But still insist, regardless of the reason. Compared with him, I can do a lot of things out of line. But he compared me to a negative class cautiously. I often teased him, saying that his world was a circle with layers of ultraviolet rays wrapped outside. Any one could run through his body. However, I always do what I want to do without fear, without any controversy. However, the world is originally a round body, I am forget to be unrealistic. Therefore, I found myself in his eyes. I dropped out of school early and originally planned to learn technology to seek a job for the future. Who knows that thoughts change so fast that even the bowl of plans is broken. Because I am not interested in any line, and always feel that the same life can kill me. I have loved several girls since I was twenty years old, but none of them likes me. ~~ Alas, I don’t know why, because I don’t know why. Or is it my original appearance that makes them feel that I am unreliable? ~~ Really sad! In fact, I like it very superficially, but I am just vulgar and spicy. ~~ If you want to change it, you need to change it. It looks like you are complaining. ~~ I have to keep a diary instead of getting along with others in daily life, which can let more people know about you. Only I am willing to be a fool and reveal my inner thoughts. So, don’t just look at my surface. In fact, my heart is also of great appreciation value. ~~ Absolutely, maybe I can still surf the Internet during this period of time, maybe I will be isolated from the world soon. It was not isolated from the world, but to go to a remote minority. This is not an extreme idea, but I complain that life is too good now, which makes me uneasy. Although I haven’t left yet, I want to say something honest before that and be an honest self. I am not a lover, but a lover. Willing to be a Lotus heart, in return for the bitter and long love of this life. Quote… “What is love in the world? It is called life and death. Ask the lotus root how much Silk there is, who knows who the Lotus Heart is suffering for.” I have never experienced strong emotions, so I am not a veteran of the wheel. The youngest first love is suffering from evil consequences and failing to live up to others’ affection. A memory was like a desire to enjoy the romantic autumn rain, but it was drenched in a mess. Frankly speaking, I have the idea of crying. But my tears are limited. I just want to flow for one person, integrate floods and flood the whole universe. 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Moonlight

The mid-autumn festival is full of love. With the Mid Autumn Festival of arrival, infinite sad into thick worry Silk, cut ceaseless, and chaotic. In the past, we simply expected the dream to come true. Our fragile hearts slowly broke apart in the stumbling time and time again, and slowly healed in the growth, leaving shallow scars. Strolling along the path we walked together in the past, I remembered the picture of holding hands, and only sighed lightly in the emotion that things are different. Last year, in this door today, the face of peach flowers reflected red. People don’t know where to go, peach blossom is still laughing at the spring breeze. People are gone, dreams are hard to stay, scenery is still the same, love is different. Picture Scroll by picture is full of sad smiles. At night when meteor falls into the sky, there is always helpless nightmare. The wailing of broken-wing swallow is the call of death, the snowy season is already a winter with tears dry. In this Mid-Autumn Festival full moon season, only helpless thoughts are left. With tears in my eyes, I saw the white butterfly flying among the flowers. The light white mist spread to the whole space like a ribbon. I vaguely looked at the round moon with light blue sadness and clearly saw a familiar face. I don’t know if you are in the sky, are you okay now? I hate it so much. I hate that I don’t know the human nature and can’t see you for the last time. I hate it so much. I hate that I was frivolous and indulgent before and failed your last wish. I hate it so much. I hate that I don’t know how to handle everything and can’t listen to your bitter words. If I could, I would reestablish the fire, water and wind, and then perform the six rounds of reincarnation, so as to turn the past that was hard to recall into light smoke and drift away. If I can, I will have an overview of the three generations and seven generations, reverse yin and yang and Five Elements, and evacuate the endless sorrow. If I can, I will cross the barrier of time and space, and then continue the unfinished love. But in this life, it is difficult to dream round. Wow, wow. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Dialogue

Today is the first day of no autumn and winter. There are many words to say to winter when winter comes. Maybe winter also has many words to say to me. Today, let’s open our hearts and chat with each other. I: Hello, Mr. Dong! I’m glad to see you again. What do you think of revisiting the world today? Dong: First of all, thank Xiao Tan for his greetings to me. Time always flies quickly, and a year passes quickly. In this year, I saw, heard, smelled and tasted many different things. I: Sir, can you describe it in detail? Winter: OK. Winter: I was sleeping very hard in April this year. I suddenly felt my body was hurt and couldn’t help waking up from sleep. At first glance, Ben er pushed me up. Following his fingers, I saw the raging seawater pouring into Fukushima; The nuclear power plant collapsed. Didn’t I tell you earlier? I said to Ben er, I told you again and again not to make the same mistake when this happened to your eldest brother suer in the 1980 s. Why don’t you listen?. Seeing it lowered its head in shame, I was not talking about it. However, these in front of me knocked my old bones again. Me: who says no! Such a thing is really hard to predict. Winter: Many things are hard to predict, but they can be prevented. Winter: soon after hearing from the crowd, Meier ran to Taner and dug bin Laden out from Taner’s belly by caesarean section and strangled him. If you are angry with each other, you will bear grudges! I: It’s too much. I hope Meier can get along well with her brothers in the future. Winter: In June, my nose always smelled a strange smell. I came to Bohai Bay along the source and saw oil stains on the water. Seeing this, I cried sadly. Fish, Belle, shrimp and algae had to suffer. I don’t know why they could get rid of this suffering afterwards? I: Although I am different from them, hearing your words and seeing your sadness, I deeply feel that this should not be what we should do. Mr. Dong paused for a long time …… wiping his cheeks with his hands, his eyes became red. Winter: A few days ago, I thought the weather should be getting cold, but it rained for several days. The road was slippery, and I fell a lot on my way to the world. Tan, it is my first time to meet you since you were born. I’m really scared. I don’t know if I can see Cher this year? Mr. Dong was lost in thought Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…