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Stone Mountain

[Introduction] my life is pulled away bit by bit. I don’t know what body I will leave in the end. What I am waiting for is what I have never waited for, though maybe it will never come. For thousands of years, what I am waiting for is just an encounter. I could have been the Qingshi road of Jiangnan Watertown to witness the passing love and the crazy expectation; I could also blend in the desert and yellow sand, and pave a layer of romance for the sky while being kissed by the heat wave. However, I chose to stand in the same place, and chose Xiangyang Zi Wu, with barren water. For thousands of years, there were many literati and scholars coming and going in a hurry, and what was famous was the distant place where they looked forward. As a passer-by, I am too ordinary and pale. What I don’t have is the beauty of green water, the spirit paved by vegetation, and the mystery filled with clouds. What I have never seen is the lonely Shadow of Heaven, love, hate and sorrow in the distance, and the complexity of the world. What I have is only the extravagance of rainy season and the dryness of hot summer. For thousands of years, life is born and gone, inscriptions are polished and engraved, and there are so many poems and songs spreading, but I am just silent. The sigh passing by the wind is my melancholy song, the dust of Horseshoe is my crazy dance, and who knows what kind of world the song and dance is to commemorate. I have been lonely, disappointed and desperate. However, I can’t stop living without living. What I insist on is only my belief in tomorrow. For thousands of years, I don’t remember how I am came to this world, nor do I know when it will disappear. The strong wind tore my skin, the rainstorm invaded my bones, and the Sun honed my will. My life is pulled away bit by bit, and I don’t know what body I will leave in the end. What I am waiting for is what I have never waited for, though maybe it will never come. Some people say that the ascetic monk is just like me. In order to protect the lamp in his heart, he has never compromised to anyone; Others say that a barren mountain is like me, it is the only meaning of its existence to set off the same kind, which is either graceful or majestic. Maybe I am more like a lower class worker in human beings, ordinary, even poor, but resolute. We have our own backbone, with our backs on the yellow sky, and we are struggling hard. Those sarcasm cannot be an obstacle in any case, because we can never give up the right to give birth. For thousands of years, although I can’t give shelter to those people in trouble, I have never closed my mind, can’t give people the height when they sit and watch the clouds rise, at least have the breadth of mind. As a mountain, if my peers have enough courage to recognize me, I will be too tall, because what I have contributed to the world is the abundance of thousands of years ago, leaving a barren land. If I am person, then I am also ordinary and great, right? Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…