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Child’s Play

I always feel that I don’t belong anywhere in this world. Wandering from one city to another, drifting from the north to the south, having no fixed residence and always being alone. I have dreamed of strange things for many times, and they all showed the same gray state in my body, swaying and stubborn as me. This suddenly reminded me of the story of “don’t wake up” written by Rao. Even though the outside world was still sunny, her eyes were just gray as always. In fact, we are all the same. We often make indecisive decisions about someone or something, and then deceive ourselves and others. I have never thought about changing the world invaded by lies. I am so quiet, quiet in endless sadness and smile, it seems that everything is taken for granted. But sometimes I will force myself to do some puzzling and reckless things, just like my life, which is plain and tortuous during the long journey. I often tell myself how brave and strong I should be. God knows how embarrassed my heart is when I tell myself like this. In fact, I am not happy at all. If I could choose again, I would rather be a grass in the darkness that nobody asked about, or even nothing. There is no need for sadness, comfort or nostalgia. I will be very content to live in this world without doing anything. Late night is the most uncomfortable time for me. I would read e-books while chatting with others, and would not fall asleep until three in the morning. I occasionally read blogs, and recently I like Annie’s blog, feeling that her words are rare sadness and peace. I also read Y’s blog and listened to Eason’s elimination. I couldn’t cry until I wanted to cry. I suddenly found that many people were so sad, and I was just one of them. I laughed when I thought like this. I pray in my heart and hope all my friends can be happy. At this moment, I am so sincere in their blessings. I am really wish them all well. I swear! But Oath is sometimes more difficult to believe than lies. Maybe one day Chengzi will deceive everyone again and disappear without a trace. There is no definite road, and it is still just a wandering belonging to oneself. I think in this world, I am doomed to not have the kind of life to live with others. I have already been trapped in the mire, but I try hard to move forward because of the inexplicable stubbornness in my heart, desperately pursue the other shore that I may never reach. Love, freedom, cleanness and peace are just like what Adel expected, but the result is to exchange death. I have the courage, but I can’t have the opportunity, so I can only smile as a joke. I am just a small pawn under the command of fate. It is my destiny that I cannot help myself. That’s all. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Fifty

[Introduction] if one day I will leave your world, then I will write off all you owe me, but you must listen to me for the last time. After I leave, please forget me completely and look for your happiness again, because I want you to be happy forever. Every day, I heard a colleague talking about something that a boy fell in love with an Anhui girl and her parents didn’t agree. She said that Anhui women couldn’t get married, so her mother-in-law asked her son-in-law 80,000 yuan to agree with them. As a result, the girl left home for love. The colleague who talked about things blindly said that the mother was not, saying that she was selling her daughter. However, I really want to ask the boy, do you really love her? Then do you know who loved her in the past ten or twenty years? It is her parents, brothers and sisters!!! Compared with their love, how long have you loved her now? Just for the 80,000 yuan, do you want her to give up those who once loved her most? You just want her to face the most painful choice? Anyway, you will order her??? Then why do you choose to escape ??? when facing the difficulty of money??? You want to say that you can’t afford the money, but is your affection for her real? Do you know that her parents have raised her for so many years, and do you know that their love for her is also true? Yes, I believe you have love, then why not choose to face together? Can you at least work with her? Can earn money? Be diligent and thrifty, save money together! Work hard! Let’s face the number of 80,000! Why not??? What about me? I think 80,000 yuan is far from enough for me. If there is one you love me, then I want to tell you that I want 500,000, a true love promise of 500,000. Did you shrink back when you saw this number? Then read what I want before you choose to leave. I want 500 thousand, but you can pay in installments. If you really love me, please work hard for me! I wanted you to earn 10,000 yuan a year to pay back, but I didn’t want you to be running around when you were old, so I wanted you to earn 10,005 yuan a year. I knew you could do it, until you pay off 500 thousand. Maybe I will count the interest, then you will always owe me, and you will always work hard for me. I don’t want you to earn too much money to consider your own life. Because since you signed this love promise of 500 thousand yuan for me, then I will pack all of you, and the treatment will not be worse than myself. Because I want you to know that it’s worth signing. Besides, I want you to show 20% of your promise to filial piety to my parents, because they are kind to me, and I will show, because I am a hungry daughter and you are half a son, so I give you half more. For your parents, you have to show 20% filial piety to them, because they have kindness to you, and I also show, because they will give me such an excellent you, in addition, I hope your parents can love me more, so I want to give more than you, and it is good for me to love you. I wanted to say that I wanted to walk outside, but I knew you would not allow it, so I would choose to walk behind you. I will tell you that I am afraid that you will run away secretly, leave me behind and look at you. My heart will be solid and you will protect me when something happens. But, do you know? The danger coming later is often more unpredictable. And I will say that I like shift work, three shifts or two shifts. Because I want to spend more time at home in the daytime. On sunny days, I can bask in the quilt so that you can sleep comfortably. On rainy days, I can go to buy good dishes first, so that you don’t have to go to buy vegetables again in the rain. Occasionally, I also want to give you a little surprise on some worthy days. But I don’t want you to shift, I want you to do regular day shift. I don’t want to say it is because I love you and cherish you. I will tell you, because I hope you will be at home every night. After work at night, I came home in the morning. It was sunny. I brought back my work clothes. After washing and airing, I would pretend to blame you, knowing that I would not help me even if I washed clothes. You have to tell me, let me up and wash it for you! But, do you know? Even if you really want to wash for me, I will only let you wash other clothes instead of my work clothes. Because I know the feeling of allergy, there is too much fiber on the work clothes, I don’t want you to be allergic. I want to tell you that I am so stingy that I only buy one fruit for each person. If you want to give me the beautiful one, I will accept it. Every time I eat slowly, I will only eat half of it when you finish it, and then give you the rest, tell you that I am losing weight, in fact, I want you to eat more. Finally, I want to say that you must listen to me and always listen to me. If one day, I will leave your world, then I will write off all you owe me, but you must listen to me for the last time. After I leave, please forget me completely and look for your happiness again, because I want you to be happy forever. Do you think the true love promise to me is worth 500,000? Then I am a million bride, because I will work hard for 500 thousand. People who love you, sign your true love promise! Love also needs bread, because you are also in the mortal world, give her hope of life! Work hard for your true love! Love is not pressure!!! Love is happiness!!! [Responsible editor: Ke Er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. 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Sad

I didn’t sleep late at night and waited for the dawn, but wrote a song “Sad Tears”. Gold renamed sad tears. Text/sad tears no one can understand how much courage it takes to break a lie, and no human body will feel what love is like in the lies one after another. Perhaps only people around the liar or the liar can know the truth, which may require greater courage to speak out than the listener. That is just an excuse for trust and lies. No more thoughts are attached to whom, and there is not so much clear knowledge. If you know, you will not doubt anyone. Hysterical crying, outrageous questioning, and untrustworthy Trust. Too many self-thought things, too many wrong opinions. Forget all the sad things with a smile, and cry bitterly to solve the uncomfortable things at that time. Who cheated who on earth and who on earth felt sad for whom. Hypocritical men and affectionate women are destined to have endless tears forever. Don’t go to work, get off work, surf the Internet, think about my life alone, a bed, a glass of water, a book. My Day. Watching a movie, I found that the hero is like you, and the heroine is me. In a word, a smile, a back, a …. however, why do you watch other movies seem to be blurred with a figure. Why? Ding Dang couldn’t escape from singing “I love him”. The deeper the love, the more hurt each other, the deeper the dependence, and the more blank. Yi Wei said: there is a kind of broken thought, explained with tears. [Editor in charge: Leaves] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Life

I would like to walk in the dark night under the wind, rain, thunder and lightning, through thorns and frustrations, even if there is only me, even if there is no light forever. All I need to do is to break through the darkness and usher in the dawn with the light of hope full of longing for life in my heart. Inscription there are always more haze than sunny days in life, and happiness is always so short and fleeting. Before we prepared the umbrella to cover the wind and rain, the wind and rain came unexpectedly. We were caught off guard and frustrated. We dared not face up to the sufferings or even ourselves. But this is life, the most real life. Do not lay a shortcut to success for anyone, do not grasp the tail of happiness for anyone, and do not open the door of confusion for anyone. Therefore, there are more ascetics like us on the muddy road, and this kind of life gives us perseverance. So that when we finish this difficult life, looking back, we can draw a satisfactory end to our journey happily. Our life will be an extraordinary track, because it is the Great Wall made by tears, sweat and thousands of falls; Therefore, when Happiness knocks at the door, we no longer believe in this long term. Be careful, just to feel this happiness and care for this warmth, life teaches us to cherish. All flowers will wither, just like the final exhaustion of life, and all colors will be dim, just like darkness coming on schedule. What we can do is to cherish, understand her beauty and remember her brilliance; So when we shuttle through the darkness without guidance lights, we can’t find an exit, we were beaten to death. God gave us the window of our soul, but taught her to fade in the dark. However, the proud and stubborn heart in our hearts has ignited the fire of hope for life. Through this fire of hope, we are out of trouble. Therefore, we understand that there is no mountain higher than the heart and no road longer than the feet. Even if the predicament is ambushed, as long as we have hope, it will eventually burn in darkness. There are not only strong winds and heavy rains in life, but also sunshine. On the way, don’t forget to enjoy the scenery along the road. If you only walk for walking, the journey will inevitably be boring. Because the essence of life is to enjoy life while persevering. Don’t stop your Walker’s footsteps for the scenery here, because the scenery at the next stop is better. Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…