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The calendar on the wall tells me that today is the last day of 2009. Today is a good day to say goodbye to the old and welcome the new. I should be happy, they said. I looked at myself in the mirror carefully and stroked my face. Tears slowly flowed out. Suddenly, I began to cry to myself in the mirror. I could cry without scruple and cry bitterly. I was the only one in the deserted house. On this happy and joyous day, no one knew that there was another one I hid in the room and cried. I hate those noisy firecrackers, even fear. I covered my ears. I longed for quietness, but I was afraid of quietness. So I listened to music and the noisy sound of musical instruments all day long, which made me not so lonely. After reading the book for a while, I felt it dull. Looking out of the window, I also want to go out for a walk. When I was about to go out, I found that the Spring Festival couplets had been posted on my door. The old spring couplets have not been torn clean, and the dark red paper marks seem to be visible. There was someone setting off firecrackers downstairs, and finally when the Roar stopped, piles of red paper remained on the ground, fragmentary. At first glance, it looks like fallen flowers. It was very cold in the street, and the coldness bit by bit eroded the body, and the hands were slightly purple. I used to sell a pair of gloves early every winter to keep my hands warm. But this year, my hands have been exposed in the cold wind, but I don’t cherish them any more. The pedestrians on the street are all three to five, walking together, and there are few people like me alone. Walking silently, without purpose and direction, I also want to let myself integrate into the atmosphere of Spring Festival. I remember that when I was a child, a few weeks before the Spring Festival, I began to get excited and counted the days. My parents will also buy some new clothes, shoes, toys and delicious snacks for my brother and me. On the New Year’s Day, my mother arranged a sumptuous New Year’s Eve dinner in the kitchen, and my father put up his own spring couplets with a basin of paste. My brother and I were busy cleaning the room, the yard, and playing with the neighbor’s children. In the evening, the family had New Year’s Eve dinner around the small table and chatted with joy. However, today’s Spring Festival can no longer find the original feeling. It has degraded into a simple and gorgeous ceremony, reminding people that one year has passed. Facing relatives, I don’t want to talk. Eat quietly and sit quietly. Hearing the familiar greetings and care, my nose became sour, but I tried to hold back the tears. Keeping a person’s new year, so cold and cold. I’m really tired. I’m just carrying a heavy load. This is a lonely road, only I walk alone. In the TV, the New Year bell rang, and it was time to make a wish. I pray in the most devout way. May we all be happy. May your relatives be healthy and happy. May your friendship last forever. May God give me the persistence and talent of creation. May you treat everyone sincerely with a kind heart. May you be new always smile for a year, to warm others and myself if God can only realize one wish for me, I only wish that I wish that one can last for a long time, one can last for a long time, one can live for a long time, one can live for a long time. After writing these words, I looked up and saw the light blue and distant sky unique to deep winter, the quiet snow and pigeons on the roof, and the light sunlight. I want to go to a place where I can reach out to touch the blue sky which makes people palpitate, and overlook the towering mountain peaks, which are like Jade flashing snow throughout the year. At that time, I will look at everything in the world with the softest and gentle eyes. Postscript: Now, I stand at the end of 2011 and look through the words I wrote on the last day of 2009. It turns out that I have always been full of attachment and reluctance to things that are about to disappear. I don’t know where to hear a song, the melody has been forgotten, but the lyrics still clearly remember: Flowers and shadows enter the water, people fall into dreams, and wind and rain float. Deep in the sea of stars, there is no cold, and you sleep alone. Unbearable back to first look young, human hard to predict. People all over the world, joys and sorrows are dreams. Lonely Road, bosom friends are hard to meet. Helpless When, may wish to wind month hazy. Don’t let it down, like water and tenderness. Song, yuan hua cai yun fei. Thousands of words, when the flowers fall, the water flows eastward silently. In 2011, I will wait for the coming of the new year in the rest of the day. No regrets, no complaints, no sorrow, no joy. 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Mother

This year is really a bad year for me. I feel exhausted and have happened one after another, and it is so sudden that I have no mental preparation at all! March 11th, 2009 was a tense night for me, which made me unable to sleep peacefully, scared me and made me know the fragility of life and the precious value of family affection! After the whole family had dinner, my mother suddenly shivered and couldn’t speak out when I finished washing the bowl. The whole family fell into a tense atmosphere, then my uncle asked my friend to drive to my home and took my mother to the hospital for emergency treatment. My brother and I were sitting in the car behind, holding our hands tightly, and sweating constantly in our hands, at that time, tears couldn’t help flowing down. In order not to let other people find that they were holding back tears, the whole body was soft at that moment, the heart beat quickly, and there was a feeling of suffocation, I kept reminding myself that my mother wouldn’t have anything to do, and I also needed to be strong. I knew that the person my mother needed most at this time was myself, I am the backing of my mother. I felt that my mother was already in the emergency room when I was in the hospital. The doctor was checking my mother’s blood pressure and transfusion. So I was busy paying for the medicine and taking my mother to do brain CT. After that, the doctor said that after waiting outside, I sat on the chair and said something to myself, thinking a lot. At this moment, I suddenly felt that time was so long and time passed so slowly, it is like that we can never move forward here. This kind of waiting is very difficult, tears are also constantly wet the eyes, That is the feeling I have never felt before! When the doctor came out with the tablet, I strode into the emergency doctor’s room. The doctor slowly relieved when he told us that there was nothing. Then I went to do an ECG. At this time, my mother’s body was still shaking constantly. I went over to hold my mother’s hand tightly and said to her: I am here. Hold my hand tightly, don’t be afraid, you will have nothing to do. Our hands are tightly held together, which will deeply feel that mom is really important to me and also feel the fragility of life. Later, my mother was sent to the infusion hall for infusion. I stayed there with her until 2:00 in the morning. I recalled what my mother told me and exhorted me during that time, the care and scolding for me are all the deep love from my mother. Her love is so great that she is tolerant of me as well as constantly tolerant of me! Maybe I am a person who can’t express my feelings, and I will never say anything concerned or disgusting to her, but here I want to say to my mother: Mom, I love you, I will love you forever. You are my best mother. My daughter hopes you can get better soon. I promise I won’t make you angry any more. I will be very obedient if I don’t talk back to you, I won’t argue with you about moving out. As long as you are good, I will be willing to let my life change for you. Get better quickly! I know you will get better soon, because you don’t want us to worry, do you? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Flowers

A few days ago, I passed by the flower market and saw plates of Qian Ye peony were blooming, so I picked up a few plates of flowers and bones and put them on the balcony. I must visit them several times a day, like a lover in love, always thinking about them in my heart. When visiting, you must help them remove the residual branches and cut off the blooming flowers. When cutting, the whole petals were gently pinched, and then fell to the ground one after another. Unexpectedly, they felt a little red into tombs. So they were picked up one by one and covered on the root of azalea, which could be regarded as building a grave for them. The Azalea has already been shining, and a new bud is emerging. Besides, the tulips have already withered and yellow, but only a few balls have grown at the root. I thought that they must be proud of themselves, only for themselves in their whole life, alone; At the same time, they are lonely, only one flower in their whole life. Like a beautiful woman with a high-spirited and unsociable spirit, she was unique but could only drink alone. According to the master selling flowers, when the money leaf peony withered, their bulbs could be cut into two or three pieces and planted again next year, and they had an impulse to raise flowers. But maybe I could only be a flower appreciator, and the beautiful flowers in three or four plates were scattered, which didn’t look good. Fortunately, my life is just an ordinary woman. If I were a man, wouldn’t I suffer more from those flowers. For those beautiful flowers, we can only go through deep love and still have a shallow fate. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…