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[Introduction] balcony without heating is cold in winter, but it can make people sober. Once decadent, confused, hurt, painful, and wasted too much time, drunk, yelled, cried, laughed, time such a tiny unknowingly passed….. When I came back, I laughed at myself secretly. I fled back to this strange and familiar city in such a hurry. The new year is like the new year to me. I have not been looking forward to the new year for many years, and even want to escape every new year. I didn’t know how to treat my family members, nor how to answer their questions, let alone the truest thoughts in my heart. I kept silent, without excuse or answer. At the moment I walked out of the house, I said goodbye to my mother with tears in my eyes. I seemed to be relieved, but I seemed to put on a heavier shackle for myself. I didn’t know how I came back, but I know that I still stick to the inherent stubbornness in my heart. I don’t know whether I choose right or wrong. I don’t even know whether my son is filial to me in the distant future, but I know that my son is a part of my life, I brought him to this vast world, and I had the responsibility to accompany him through every journey of his life. Although I could only accompany him for a while, I knew that was what I had to do, that is what a mother should do. I am not a qualified mother, and I am deeply guilty for my son. I have no regrets for everything I have done, although my strength is very small, but I just want to stand behind my son and give him a harbor when he needs me. However, I did not want to get any reward in the future, nor did I want my son to repay me in the future. I would like my son to be an eagle and fly in the higher and farther sky, it is enough to live happily, healthily and safely everyday. There is no absolute fairness and right or wrong in this world. Just don’t let yourself regret when making a choice. Just do what you should do, just don’t go against your heart. In fact, a person’s growth has to pay a price. He bears a lot and loses a lot behind maturity, but he also gains a lot. That is a fortune, it is an experience that cannot be bought with money, and a life feeling that cannot be exchanged with diamonds. Looking up at the sky quietly without the sun, the sky was gray and the building was dim, but the light in my heart was bright. If compromise is a part of life, then we should also see why we compromise. Otherwise, who dares to say that compromise is not cowardice? Looking straight into my heart, I still stick to my persistence, just like sticking to words and never wanting to give up. I know how hard the road I have chosen is, I know better that few people will understand and agree with my choice, but I still don’t want to give up. This is me. I just want to be myself. I can’t let myself go with the flow. Who doesn’t yearn for beautiful love, but in this materialistic society, it has become the most luxurious and luxurious commodity, which can be met but not sought, and I am not a celibate, but for this kind of the most beautiful fate in the world, I always lack confidence, so I choose to let nature take its course. Maybe it was doomed that I would carry out my journey alone to the end, but I vaguely felt that all my childhood dreams would be realized slowly in my journey. The so-called “loss must be gained, and no longer demanding, I don’t insist any more. I believe that one day I will carry my backpack and walk through all the places in my dreams alone, and record everything with my words all the way. That is a kind of wandering, it is my favorite, and also my childhood dream. Although it is not understood, I can never give up. This dream is like a cloud that cannot be blown away lingering in my heart every day, let me have the motivation to move forward. The balcony without heating is cold in winter, but it can make people sober. Once decadent, confused, hurt, painful, and wasted too much time, drunk, yelled, cried, laughed, time passed little by little unconsciously. It wouldn’t stop for a moment because of someone’s mood and situation. It just moved forward slowly according to the established track and never stepped back, even if there is only one second, just like our life, we will move forward forever until the end, but we can’t take a step back. Whether it is right or wrong, we can only face it after passing, and we fall down, to clean up the broken body and mind, we have to start again. Choice is a compulsory course in life. It has the cold of winter, but also the hot sun of summer. But after winter, there will be flowers blooming, and after summer, there will be thousands of fruits fragrance. The road is always under your own feet. Only when you go down can you know whether it is right or wrong. Maybe there is mud and swamp ahead, or there are thorns under your feet, but the beautiful scenery is not all in these mud, swamp, are the thorns hidden behind? The so-called life has different understandings with different people, only depending on how I interpret it, but what I want to go is still my own path. 2011 nian lunar January 7 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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After work, I hurriedly got on the bus, running on the way home. The bus was rushing forward, carrying a car of people eagerly looking forward. It was getting dark, and people who returned home on the road were bustling. They either stepped at a fast pace or stepped on the pedal of bicycles quickly. Their eagerness was written on their faces and printed on the road. After a busy day, maybe people have already been tired and snores rang in the carriage. I also took a nap. When I woke up, the night was already dark, and a crescent moon hung in the sky. The light was clear and bright, and there were stars around. They did not fade because of the small, but appeared more bright and glittering in the deep night sky. Maybe we can’t feel the brightness of a lone star. Countless stars gather together to form a vast sky and a splendid ocean, which makes people intoxicated. After getting off the bus, I hurried forward on the road. The noise of the traffic flooded my footsteps. No one noticed me, because I was as small as a lone star. However, I integrated myself into the bustling crowd and merged with them into a colorful stream of people, but it became a beautiful scenery. A cold wind blew down the leaves all over the floor. Gradually to the deep winter, I experienced several blows of cold wind and rain. Some leaves fell down under the attack of cold wind, and some were still swaying tenaciously on the branches, showing enough strength. Yellow and green leaves spread on the ground, under the reflection of moonlight, like brocade and satin. In the season of yellow leaves drifting, although it is a little cold and desolate, nature can still give people beautiful enjoyment, which makes me feel grateful for the gift of nature. The leaves stepped under the feet, soft, making people feel the warmth of the Earth in the cold moment. The task of cleaners tomorrow will be very arduous, but I am eager for them to be lazy and passive, leave them alone and leave them fallen leaves all over the floor. It was almost home. The resplendent Red Star Macalline stood in front of me. In the dazzling Halo, there were not many people’s Traces. In the diverse life, people learned to look at themselves, don’t force yourself to fight for things that are not suitable for you. Coming downstairs, looking up at the bright window, the cold on my body suddenly disappeared. The warm light! No matter in spring, summer, autumn and winter, it can always illuminate the way forward for those who go home, and bring dreams and hopes to tired people. I couldn’t help speeding up my pace. 2011.11.30 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…