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[Introduction]: I still miss him occasionally, and I still miss him occasionally. I regard him as an old friend, which makes me feel distressed and worried, but there is no spark in my heart In this season, the cloud cluster in the city is always very low, and the wind is very urgent, as if it is going to rain soon. My eyes stayed out of the window all the time, and my memory seemed to be cut off by a sharp sword for a long period, which broke the chapter. The man sitting opposite me was a little fat with a tired face, perhaps because of the frequent drinking, his eyelids were slightly swollen. At the moment he concentrated on thinking, his eyes were deep and bottomless. And when his eyes occasionally swept your face, it was so vivid and decisive that it directly struck people’s heart. However, he smiled gently at me. This smile vaguely looked like the past, like a thin line, which linked him today with the past. I don’t remember the age when I first met him. In his memory, he was still the straight figure under the green military uniform, well-proportioned and strong muscles, Zhang handsome, sharp face and clean eyes, smile gently at me. The smile, like the sunshine of spring, was so bright and warm, surrounded by the sky. When he took my hand and climbed to the top of the mountain step by step, when he was singing, he would be the top of the mountain, and when the mountains were small, when he pointed out the distant mountains and chanted the mountain dance silver snake to me, when Yuan Chi was a wax elephant, I couldn’t understand what kind of mind and joy he was. At that time, I might be too young to understand his lofty sentiments and ambition,, with his joy and pure happiness, he counted the stars all over the sky and the lights on the ground happily. In fact, when he drew the majestic picture of the fierce Tiger going down the mountain, I should have realized what kind of official career he would set foot on. From then on, Xiao Lang became a stranger. Finally, the contact was broken, and I heard that he was married and worked in government agencies. It was a little inexplicable disappointment. Lying in bed, I laughed at myself for a few days. The days are still going on. For more than ten years, they just flow away between the fingers. In the past decade or so, I have done many things, such as working, jumping into a nest, falling in love, getting married and giving birth to children. I became a white-collar clerk when I was young, and jumped to a foreign company when I was a private company. I have received supercilious eyes and appreciation. Wearing a smiling mask all day long, I dressed myself up shrewd and capable, and wrapped my heart into indifference and vigilance. In the workplace, I learned to keep out of my mind, learn to restrain my edge, and learn to cheat myself. Finally, tired, tired, tired, faded away, wash your hands to make soup. Such a day makes me very comfortable and lazy. Of course, sometimes I feel lonely. However, this kind of loneliness makes my soul so lofty. But he was still so busy in front of me. I didn’t know whether he was tired or not. What kind of hardships and setbacks did he experience? To achieve today’s status step by step? He put himself on a high-speed track, running desperately, sweat dripping, but could not stop. Looking at this man in front of me, this man who has been sealed in my heart for more than ten years, once handsome face, engraved with the traces of time, dyed the hard-working Mulberry, revealing exhaustion, there is also a hint of pride of success. My heart began to hurt like silk. Maybe others will envy his power and status, but I won’t. I only feel distressed about the hardship he has paid for it. Even today, as rational and calm as I am, I still can’t understand what on earth he spent more than ten years of youth and painstaking efforts? Perhaps, my indifference, my ease and laziness doomed me to be a little sparrow hiding under the eaves, and he, perhaps, was the Swan Swan soaring in the sky, the bird can never fly to the height of the Swan. We will be two parallel lines of different worlds, driving according to their own tracks without intersection points. If life is just for the first time, what is the West Wind sad painting fan! [Editor in charge: Man Tree] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. 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