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Semi-dream

1. On a certain day, a certain month of a certain year, there was a dusk rain in the sky, and the whole campus was quiet as if suffocated. 2. I stood on the fence on the fourth floor and looked absent-minded. The rain drifted with the wind, and the tiny rain beads hit the white tiles and then scattered in my black eyes. 3. There are a lot of water molecules mixed in the air in April. Body quickly cool. The cold wrapped me tightly. I feel the blood is going to solidify. Is this what zombies look like? 4. Usually such weather will make me feel very sad. I am a person who doesn’t like rain. I was afraid that before I could enjoy the sunshine, suddenly a heavy rain would wet me, just like time rumbling down on my head. 5. Time is not waiting for me. The flower season and rainy season have quietly gone away in my life. I wanted to retain, but I found there was nothing I could do at all. The hands I stretched out were covered with dust in my palm. Those years when I could laugh and cry presumably were really lost in the dust by time. Powerless. 6. I often think that if I live a good life now, I will surely feel that the lost time has passed away and there is no reason to feel sad. It’s just that my life is not good at all. I am still immersed in the memories of the past. Unable to extricate themselves. 7. In the old days, light was an open-air show in the sun * * *. 8. Later, I felt that there was huge despair flowing out of my heart, as if the world said no, then no. 9. The flood of time took me away ruthlessly. Haven’t I got ready yet? Those old days constantly reappear in my dream, like an abrupt grain on the wall of my heart. I miss it, in the present time. I miss the old days because I love them too much. 10. Year after year, flowers bloom and fall. Year after year, the song ends at the end of the year. After 19 years old, I saw the silence in my heart. I won’t let myself love any more but recall. I will never let time abandon me so easily. Then passed away quietly from my fingers. 11. In the old days, there were girls I liked. She appeared in my world and then disappeared. I hate myself for not having the courage to keep her. But what I said disappeared was to forget her. 12. On a certain day, a certain month, a certain year, I made an oath that I must tell her the four words like you personally. As a result, I endured this sentence for a long time before I said it. For a long time, it was like enduring the pain in my heart. 13. Once you say something. Then each other may become strangers. Then it will be derived into hate. I think I should be a poor person. Originally, she could say hello after meeting, but later she found that she would avoid it on purpose after meeting. 14. But people always look like this. Knowing the result is so, I will still make pain for myself foolishly. Just like, moths fly to the fire. Words in your heart, say. Sometimes I will go too far. When you walk, you will accidentally hit the telegraph pole. Then I will giggle like neurotic, but you don’t know that this is a defensive posture. Reject an erosion. 15. That girl often appears in my dreams. She wore a devil mask and then threw a handful of salt on the wound I was going to heal. I never thought she would be so cruel. She is my nightmare. 16. Later I suffered from severe depression, autism. I am afraid of rain, darkness and sudden cold of my body. I think I should be a poor child. 17. Afraid of seeing her again. I am afraid that I will fall in love with someone inexplicably if I am possessed by myself. This is a terrible thing for me. But she often appeared in my sight, in school, on the path of Clover Ping, on the newly built plastic track, in the canteen, in every place she passed, I will appear behind her, like a clown. Looking at her back, I found that my heart was in pain. 18. No one is like me. He said he wanted to forget, but he just wanted to pay attention to it. I will clean the floor under her desk when I am on duty. She will clean the eraser that she dropped on the ground and put it on her desk. I will ask her friends about her. She would wake up scared by her unrequited words in the dream and then couldn’t fall asleep any more. Until one day, she said to me, “Don’t bother me any more. Get out. I didn’t leave, I just left silently. 19. Many contradictory things are doomed to be incomprehensible. I will never find the answer. Later, they gradually became mature, and later they had less chances to meet each other. I thought it had been forgotten, but then an accidental encounter made it the original. I never forget it, but I always remember it. 20. It turns out that all the nostalgia is because of the deep yearning. One day, on the campus in the afternoon, I remembered my first encounter under the dense fragrant camphora trees in April. Her face is intoxicating. It is the most gentle and shy way that looks like a water lotus without cool breeze. I can only say treasure to her one year later, and in that treasure, hiding my sad thoughts. 21. You are on my left, but I am not a left-handed person who can’t catch you 22. When you show up in front of me with your boyfriend, I am like a clown, stunned and at a loss. 23. I hope time can bring me back to that day. I hope I can say nothing. If so, at least you can still say something to me with a smile. I can still ask you in front of you in a frank way: how are you doing recently? I can also tell you not to lose weight or not to eat. 24. I passed the jewelry store that day and saw a dark blue crystal love. I wanted to buy it for you, but I didn’t know what reason to find. It was you who avoided me on purpose. 25. Also, can you stop being indifferent and make me afraid of getting close. 26. Recently, I heard that global warming and temperature rise are becoming more and more serious. But why do I feel cold as winter. It’s you. I’m sure it’s because of you. 27. Sometimes I will make some strange dreams. I took your hand and flew at an altitude of 9000. The blue wings on each other have cracks. You said: Goodbye. Then as soon as I turned around, you disappeared. Where are you? I cried out with all my strength. But in addition to the Echo, the sky is a black cloud coming to me from all directions. Finally, I fell from the sky and floated in the dark blue sea, turning into a small tailless fish. 28. When you wake up from a dream, the time is usually two **in the morning * *. At this time, how can you tell me to sleep again. At four o’clock in the morning, I remembered a sentence you said: you are still you, I am still me, just passing by, passing by, who knows who after graduation. 29. I thought this sentence one hundred times and thought it over and over again. Finally, I understood: I was wrong. Meet the wrong person at the wrong time and place. This is fate. 30. I said to myself: One day I will become strong and will not let anyone erode my soul. I said I would be superman, very fierce and powerful. When I passed by you again, I remembered a word, and then I understood that you were just my passer-. Those things that we thought we would never forget in our lifetime were gradually forgotten by us in the days we never forget. [Editor in charge: Man Tree]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. 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Just

[Introduction]: I know there is a past in every heart. Memories of the past are beautiful, but I am not the one who misses the past. Someone, I really don’t know you. I thought that love was all for me, but I was wrong. That’s not the case. It’s just that I am self-righteous. I thought that bit by bit was all I had, but that was not., Which otherwise. I thought that as long as I could walk into someone’s heart, there would be only me in the world. However, no, I am just a part of it. I thought the past was really gone. But this is not the case. It’s not that I can’t let go, but that the past is always in someone’s heart. I thought that as long as I can survive, everything can see the flowering and fruiting. But and no. I thought that a strong waiting could bring me a lifetime of happiness, but this was not the case. I know there is a past in every heart. The memories of the past are beautiful, but I am not the one who misses the past. Someone, I really don’t know you. I know that the past can never be changed there, but why should I find those unreal lies. Someone, you tell me why. I know that I want to live happily and wait for a bright future. Someone, you tell me, do you want to pretend as if you don’t know. I know how it feels to live alone on Christmas Eve. I thought it was just for me. But no, I am just a part. Someone, you know when I find a lie and suddenly find it true, my world has collapsed. Christmas is happy. And my world has collapsed. Into Darkness. Everything is just what I thought. [Editor in charge: Man Tree]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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White

Under the lamp, my mother’s hands shuttling back and forth deftly. The white thread was getting smaller and smaller, and the scarf was getting longer and longer. Simple patterns, needles and needles. The interlacing of sutra and weft makes the love of mother appear on it. One day, my mother put it around my neck, warm and tightly around me. Walking on the street, the wind lifted the corner of the scarf and fluttered like my young heartbeat. My mother looked at it from a distance and smiled. I took my mother’s scarf and began to sail far away to a place where my mother could not be seen and lived alone. The white scarf is beside me every night, just like my mother’s love, always beside me. Every night when I think about home, the white scarf is just like the familiar smell of magnolia blossom quietly in my heart. Snow-white snowflakes were winding around one after another, choosing to stay on my white scarf and melt in my mother’s warm embrace. Once in a while, the soft scarf twined me, just like my mother’s soft arms, gently covering my shoulder. I took it to the ends of the world. Colorful scarves filled the wardrobe. I still miss that pure white scarf, though a little rough. Because, there is the smell of mother, deep concern and deep love. The white scarf gradually turned yellow, just like mother’s blue silk slowly turned white. I washed it and treasured it. A white scarf, deeply treasured…… [Responsible editor: Ruoyu]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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That old

[Introduction] I strolled in the endless veranda, looking at the chrysanthemum on the side of the square, elegant and fragrant, with excellent charm under the warm autumn and warm care, especially the intoxicating chrysanthemum fragrance, it pervades my heart, drawing inexplicable spiritual touch and throb. I still remember that I met her in the autumn of that year. Since she loved chrysanthemum very much and knew her, it was also because of her that I had an incomprehensible relationship with chrysanthemum, and chrysanthemum also became my favorite quietly. From then on, I got used to the smell of chrysanthemum. The feeling of strangling me and getting along with her was so wonderful that it was puzzling and hard to relieve. At that time, she really calmed my heart, but I was tempted by the fragrance of flowers in that sentimental late autumn. I got lost and didn’t walk into her mind, wandering alone, wandering for a long time, it was not until the reunion with her today that I suddenly found that my deep love for her was like a flower deeply in love with the soil. I strolled in the endless veranda, looking at the chrysanthemum on the side of the square, elegant and fragrant, with excellent charm under the warm autumn warm and warm care, especially the intoxicating chrysanthemum fragrance, it pervades my heart, drawing inexplicable spiritual touch and throb. It also reminds me of his unique charm, extraordinary charm, obsession with myself and anesthesia of my emotional nerves, A long-lost feeling mixed with the amazing fragrance is like ripples. It turns out that autumn chrysanthemum is still fragrant at that age. I used to have no infatuated waiting and missed others’ waiting in the flower season, it also wasted a beautiful encounter, however, looking back now, are you late on Earth? My heart is wandering, the road is very slim, my sorrowful eyes can’t see through the green fog ahead, my tears are dripping in the autumn wind, and there is never a chance to turn back, it turned out that I left her in a hurry without understanding the person I liked. What a pity. I prefer to lose my memory at this time, but I know it deeply; The autumn chrysanthemum at that age is still fragrant, and the flowers are similar every year, and people are different every year, the dream of this year is the dream that should have been born at that year, and it is also a dream that has not yet been realized. It is exactly this, and now it seems far away, deep and desolate. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Valentine

Sometimes, people need to change. It is certainly a good thing to find a new self, but there are only a few people like me who are determined and can be broken when they are broken. Even though I did break away from the past in order to find a new self, I still couldn’t help doubting my endurance and belief secretly. By the way, the key is only faith. I have to abandon the old belief, but the new belief has not yet come into being. I can neither rely on the past nor rely on the present, and become a completely empty person, at least now is a void day or state. However, what can I do? I have no intention to climb the dead branches of the past. I can’t handle the complicated situation now. Nothing can be done, and nothing should be done. I just came to such a vacuum stage that I must face directly. Maybe the function of this void is to completely empty me. I began to explore my inner curiosity and power, and found that I am a born dreamer and adventurer. But I think this is not an additional After The Day After Tomorrow. Maybe it used to be self-repression and self-restraint for too long. Until now, I can’t hold back the energy that my heart is ready to move and I will not suppress myself any more. I want to keep my true temperament and freedom for myself. There are things that can express love from people to things, from living to inanimate, but the difficulties vary and the ways are different. It is too difficult and difficult to grasp the person you love, and I don’t know whether the love is worthy or not; It may be better to express your love to the ancients. Some people have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, the ancient and modern resonance of this matter, which is difficult to be complete, is the eternity that no longer changes; It is more pleasant and pleasant to express love to mountains and rivers, with only the breeze between mountains and the sharing of the bright moon on the river, it is the eternity of both the rich and the poor; I finally understand why there are so many people who like to keep pets nowadays. This is not a kind of gratitude. It is true that everyone is selfish, but no matter how selfish people are, they also need to have the convection of feelings, and also need something to place all kinds of feelings. It is not easy to find the person you love to express your love, so you can’t help becoming a fetish person. For those old things, or things that have been used for a long time, they can’t bear to be discarded. They always feel that things also have spirituality. After using for a long time, they will naturally be infected with their own spirituality. Therefore, they will not be used as a last resort or, always give up dropped. But in fact, there are also many biased mistakes. In the past, I often thought that what I loved was spiritual, but in fact it was not. Some things have been bought for several years, but they have not been willing to use them, so they have been hidden and hidden until a whim, but when they are used, they are damaged more quickly than those often used. It is interesting to say that people are always like this, thinking that once the things they cherish and the things they like are close to, the days that actually go far away will not be long. Because the love and cherish we think is our own imagination and thought, that thing may have nothing to do with us; But those things that are always around and can accompany you for a period of time, it is really spiritual and predestined. So I can’t help laughing, things are like this, let alone people. For the people we love, sometimes we would rather choose to appreciate them far away, because all our love for others is not real, just a dream in our hearts; when I was close to disillusionment in my heart, I realized why I was close at the beginning. Maybe it would be better in my dream forever. Some people may say that if they knew it was a dream, why should they do it. The root cause is that we can hardly avoid dreaming. Dreaming may be dangerous, while having no dream is hell. No matter it is for people or things, maybe some dreams know it is false, but we still have to do it, just like we all know that it is inevitable to die in the end but we are still trying to live. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Love

The New Year’s Eve of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…