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Tomorrow is my fourth birthday, which reminds me of last year. At this time last year, I led Sun Sun to buy vegetables. On the way back, in order to ask him to walk well, I told him the story of San Mao. When he heard that San Mao had no clothes to wear and no food to eat, he asked me: why didn’t his parents buy him? I said: he has no parents, he is an orphan. He said: Then let me help him! I can give him my clothes, and I will give him money. Where did you get the money? I asked. My parents yes. He looked up at me and said. Dudu is so kind that he knows how to help others when he is so young. He is really a good boy. Every time his father led him out to meet a beggar, Sun Sun would say, “I will help him, and then I will ask for a coin from his father to put it in The Beggar’s hand. He has learned to sympathize with the weak since he was young, to help others, you must be a good boy when you grow up. Happy birthday to my grandma! Hope Dudu grows smarter and smarter, study hard, and become the pillar of the country in the future! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Once, just like the past, there were a lot of things worth recalling. Missing is like scissors, sharp but leaving no trace. What I miss is just like what I never forget, folding it into a paper plane and making it fly further. That thread is like a scenery, which cannot be relieved, what I can get is the end that I cannot get. There is no end to the light. I don’t know whether the end of missing is an endless scar. I will continue and think in the light whether tomorrow can continue. As you said, I don’t want to continue, but it is contradictory. If you don’t want to anesthetize yourself, where to go? If you can, hope to continue, there is no nostalgia, why bother wandering in the contradiction, whether it is meaningful, whether it exists or dies, what can be left, only the false consciousness of the next generation, all the history will be altered, not for anything else, just because of the infinite desire of human beings. I don’t want to be stubborn, don’t want to miss, what have been left, what have been forgotten, what have been remembered, what have been abandoned, I always thought that people live for their own beliefs, if this is also considered as selfishness, I lost myself. What else can I do? I always imitate. In the existing light, I still have some reservations. I don’t intend to give up some things that shouldn’t be imitated. I don’t have faith, there is no reason. In fact, many times, I forget me. I put myself behind my humble position without explanation. There is no reason. There are already many things about the future. But in the end, I gave up, and I was also working hard. I didn’t know the consequences. It seemed that there was no reason. For the equality of human nature, if I could do it, where should I be at this time? I didn’t care, I don’t miss them either. There is no need to miss these things between understanding and not understanding, because I have never thought that maybe someday in the future, everything will end. I don’t care, everything can come again, why do I care, I am not the bitter fruit of the world of mortals, my nostalgia, strung into beads, one by one, don’t want to die, even at the end of time, everything can start again. What I miss may be just like what I sang in the song and many expectations in my heart. What about the future? I miss it and it bears beautiful fruits. Finally, it becomes a seed, buried in the soil, the blooming flowers climbed up the branches, green and Emerald. As you said, I don’t care. I don’t care what everything is for. I don’t matter, so there is nothing to miss. Indifference may be a helpless thought. I don’t want to prove it, but only to miss it, there is no need to learn. If you can’t understand many things, you give up. If you really give up, no matter what difficulties you have, you have to give up. I don’t miss them like this. I don’t understand what sand is, to be ruthless but affectionate, forget it, deceive yourself like this, useless reincarnation, gain. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Dear wife Lin, after the publication, many friends left their impressions after reading, which made my heart sigh with emotion. I wanted to laugh it off, but today, I am surging in my heart, unable to stop the desire to pour out, eager for a resonance, eager for a pair of understanding eyes, eager for a warm hug. When writing this article, I had a conflict with my good sister Lin. At that time, I broke up with my first boyfriend. It was a whole year since I broke up for the first time. It was three months since we broke up for the second time. At that time, he and I were in an incompatible situation. The reason was that I couldn’t get used to many of his practices. Many of his words hurt people too much, so I left resolutely without giving him any explanation, the opportunity to defend broke up directly, and he pushed all the faults to me and said coldly to me. At that time, I was disheartened and depressed all the time. When I was in a bad mood, I picked up my writing style and wrote down articles after articles with feelings. I wrote down my figure in the story, the story happened when autumn came, the woman wandering between love and hate, and the girl facing the future life with a smile. At that time, I clearly remembered that it was in the middle of October when my first boyfriend told me that he had fallen in love. I smiled lightly and then blessed him. He asked me if you wanted to know who that woman was, I smiled lightly, and it’s up to you to say or not. He gave me a password, and I opened his photo album, which was my good sister for many years —- Lin. My heart fell to the bottom of the valley, but I still remained calm. I asked him the truth seriously and seriously. At the beginning, he insisted on the fact that they fell in love. At last, he confided the truth to me, I didn’t believe it, so I asked my sister Lin the next day. I was sure that when they were not together, my heart became suddenly enlightened. I still cared about it, but I told myself that it was just fear that Lin would be hurt. When surfing the Internet the next day, somehow he knew that I asked Lin about it, and he was furious with me. He also spoke to me with malicious words and gave me a word that made me angry. He told me, he likes Lin, but I am just an episode. I cried. At that moment, I became irritable and furious. All the resentment broke out at this moment. I made the decision to make myself regret for the rest of my life. I saved the conversation record of my first love boyfriend and published it in my space. The title was — Lin, do you understand. Then I wrote another article — shadow, I am just the shadow of Lin. The next day, I went home. For a whole week, I asked Ke Er, the stationmaster, Rose and master Ziji for leave and then went home. Go back to heal, go back to accept the fact, and accept the truth that you did not walk out of the fog. On the third day after returning home, I went online because I wanted to know Lin’s reaction and his movements. When I was surfing the Internet, I found Lin’s existence and talked with her. It seemed that she didn’t see that article, and I didn’t tell her the truth either. However, she told me that she would not be involved in the affair between my first boyfriend and me any more, because she couldn’t afford it. The first thing she had was her sweetheart, second, my first boyfriend is not the type she likes. Third, my first boyfriend blocked my QQ and deleted the article after reading the article I wrote, but did not expect that, I have two QQ, and there is a backup in the other one. His deletion became futile. Therefore, he got angry and deleted me from Lin’s QQ. If it wasn’t for me to say hello voluntarily, maybe, lin and I will never contact each other in this way. A week later, I came back and saw something in my first boyfriend’s signature. He said he made a mistake, a serious mistake, and hoped to get her forgiveness. I know that all this has nothing to do with me. The misunderstanding of Lin made Lin very sad, but the contact with me was still there. However, lin didn’t contact her first boyfriend completely. Lin said he went too far. Why should I delete my QQ? He could kill my relationship with her at will. I felt guilty. When facing Lin, I only had a full apology. I didn’t know how to express it. I always wanted to write an article for her, but I suffered from lack of inspiration. That day, my heart was filled with affection, and I wanted to tell her that my feelings for her were withered and rotten until death. I wanted to tell her that I was eager to be linked with her fingers and grow old together, hand in hand, walk through every dusk of Wei River. The article is written from the perspective of boys to girls. Many friends mistakenly believe that Lin is my wife and gave it to their girlfriend as a love letter, which makes no sense of laughing, some friends left a message to me, wishing our Friendship everlasting. Some friends said they admired me and also admired her. They had such a friend with profound friendship. Some friends thought that I had an argument with my wife Lin, and finally shook hands. Other friends wish me and my sister — =-lin, happiness and happiness for the rest of my life. These kind greetings and friendly blessings made me feel very kind. However, the disaster also started at this moment. One day, I opened my space as I yearned for Chang and replied to the message from netizens, I saw such a sentence, I saw it so melodramatic. At that moment, I was very hurt. I didn’t understand why he had such an idea. Later, I specially added him and asked him about his comments on my article. He said, you are a woman, don’t you think it is melodramatic to say such disgusting words to a woman? I was astonished. At that moment, I had a feeling of being desecrated and an impulse of hitting people. I couldn’t believe that the relationship between Lin and me was so unbearable by him. I cried silently on this side of the computer. I was hurt, more painful than losing love, more abandoned by my boyfriend, and more painful than misunderstood the relationship between my sister and her boyfriend. Later, I wanted Lin to know the sincerity of my apology, so I sent it to the other groups I added, eager to get more blessings for Lin to see, I would forgive my recklessness, but I didn’t expect that what I got was such a sentence. I don’t know the so-called language. I don’t know what you wrote because of the repeated typos. Time is a pyramid, just like our feelings. What is this called? How can feelings compare with pyramids? I don’t know if you are mentally ill. Dear wife Lin, let’s help each other, Pooh. If I were that girl, I would kick you out long ago. A woman like you would be grateful to the society if she died early. Crazy, a woman calls a woman dear, wife, not disgusting. I think she is simply glass, broken arm Mountain. I think she is insane. Hey, that person named xianger, did you have sex change surgery, or how could you say such shameless words. My heart is bleeding, my love is blasphemed, my tears are rolling in my eyes, and then, one by one, I am surging on my face along the corner of my eyes. At that time, I completely collapsed. Yes, I also knew that my articles were not enough. Because I used Sogou memory input method, it was inevitable that I would put several near-pronunciation words, I also thought that I should modify it well in order to face Lin with the most perfect face. However, I really had no way to change it. Every time I read this article, I cried, I watched it once, cried once, and even spent a lot of time looking for the song of the splendid duet — tomorrow I will also accompany as the background music to meet the scene. Every time a friend asks me to recommend my article for them to read, I always recommend this article first. Since I wrote this article till now, I always use this song to echo in my ears in my headset. I don’t understand, nor do I understand, it is they or they who have never met such a friend, a friend who makes you emotional and cry for, when you are lonely, lonely, when you are helpless, wait by your side quietly. If you are separated from each other, blessings will also be at midnight. In the dawn, when the sun rises, the clouds are rolling and the sun begins, flowers bloom and fall year after year, accompany your life, no matter what happens, no matter what kind of suffering you will experience, that feeling will never change until death. That is a greater love than love, and a stronger love than family affection. That is a friendship that can only be understood and unspeakable. Today, I still want to say to those who slander me and Lin, I love Lin, just like I can’t stop breathing, I wish Fulin, just like I can’t resist the temptation of delicious food, I followed Lin, just like I was eager to escape into the empty door and never be disturbed by the secular world from now on. Your sarcastic words, contempt eyes and sarcastic expressions cannot destroy the feelings between Lin and me. We live and die together. Can’t same year same day buckle, but same year same day xiangxie die. [Editor in charge: Dielianhua] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…