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Give me

What I fear most is that I wake up inexplicably in the middle of the night and stay awake until dawn. Day and night are two completely different worlds. No matter what the day is, there is some sunshine, but it is always gloomy at night. I don’t know which one is the real self and which one is the magic wand that really guides me. Who sings in the daytime and doesn’t understand the darkness of the night? Maybe it is only the light sip of shallow goods in the daytime that stirs up the sediment at the bottom of the cup at night, which makes you feel that it is not the original taste. Maybe the flashy in the daytime can only fill the greedy facial features, and the silence in the dark night can enrich the inner soul. Thinking of literati writing is mostly late at night, I don’t know whether it is to face the individual heart or to let the individual heart face the whole world. Mr. Lu Xun introspected to squeeze out the small one hidden under the leather robe because of a small matter. And is my leather robe the dark and quiet night. The darkness also has the light of streetlight, and the silence also has the roar of vehicles in the distance. Nevertheless, the free and easy in the daytime and at night will also become self-pity; the warmth of the day will become suspicion and disdain at night; Even the relaxing jokes in the day will become the weight of injury at night. Apart from all these details, from the macro to the vast universe, who is me and who am I. No one smokes at home, but there is a faint smell of tobacco coming. The next door is still upstairs, but it is closely related to the distance. Through the filtering of the wall, this cigarette has no sorrow of the owner. If you don’t light it yourself, the flash of fire will tear the gloomy night. This is neither hardship nor sadness. Fortunately, the sun also rises at dawn. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Other side

Jade people never come I think of the moon in the bright moon Hidden Mist lift the first look diagonal path forget to come I love the other shore everything into the bosom flower leaves never see the birth of the wrong two generations open green nothingness three way the next day pass flower broken burial fire li accompanied the leaves into the feelings look into the sky and miss the jade people never listen to the hidden song of separation the rain falls the city flowers fall and dance dyed clear long blush erosion the road cluster seems to see the dragon claw flowers open three roads forget the river now the tall buildings in the south toast to invite shadow read old drunk shoot bronze bell sparse lakes tears full pupil also want to calmly difficult and then calmly Origin dream keep isolated city infinite youth avoid beings so hypocritical Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Next Life’t be a woman

I didn’t want to be a woman since I was young. Women have too many inconveniences. Men can pee while women can’t. This is just a dwarf. I tried it when I was young, I also stood and peed once in a deserted place, but finally I peed a pair of trousers. I was born with bad temper, not to mention tenderness. My grandma used to me with bad habits, stubborn temper and small temper …… when my family and I were bullied, I hate myself even more because I am not a boy. Boys can protect themselves and their families with great strength. There were many girls in my family, my mother was weak, and my father stepped down again in those years [pulled out the white flag]. It was common for us to be bullied. My brother and sister were beaten by others and dared not go out. I became their patron saint, but some people still wanted to bully my father, so I was even more angry. Under this circumstance, I became strong and fragile. If I were a tall and brave man, I would not put down those snobbish scumbags. I want to be a man, but I don’t care about men. I never look at men directly, [except my father, My father is the greatest, the most upright, the most decent and the kindest ……] I will not be a woman in my next life, but a man. I will be a man like my father in the next life. When I was young, I worked with adults, listened to a lot of things about men and women, and also listened to male teachers and female students …… so I never went to the male teacher’s office alone, and I didn’t go even if the teacher was angry, the teacher called me four times in primary school and asked me to cut things. I said I wouldn’t use scissors. One morning when I was in middle school, my teacher asked me to get the tuition. Teacher Wang called twice, but I didn’t move. Teacher Wang’s angry face changed and he told me to the Chinese teacher. The teacher didn’t criticize me, saying that my character was the same as his. I know all my teachers are good teachers, but I can’t. I I am’t go to the teacher’s room alone. Now I say to the teacher: Sorry, I used to be ignorant. Men are really good, which is obvious to all. Most officials are men, and more men do great things …… anyway, they will not be women in the next life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…