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[Introduction]: although I think I am a mechanist, I clearly understand that I am not. How can a person who believes everything is inevitable be interested in Sartre’s proposition of accidental existence? Perhaps, my birth is the emergence of a contradiction, and my death means the extinction of a contradiction. In fact, according to the normal order, I should read in bed now. I already self-proclaimed mechanical doctrine, every night half past eleven bed, reading one o’clock sleep, then morning 7-point 15 and natural wake up, Noon 1 point rest 30 fen zhong guarantee afternoon of effort. This day is just like Kant, living more accurately than the clock. Hobbes, a British philosopher, has long defined everything in this world as necessity in Levitan. As the spirit of all things, human beings are just a machine that operates strictly according to the process, and human hearts just become spring. From this perspective, for the eternal time, life is just a limited repetition, repeated emotion and reason, repeated pride and inferiority, repeated pain and happiness. However, today I just mean that my life begins to lose interest. The whole afternoon was very uncomfortable. This kind of discomfort is not like that you are wrapped in a tight coat, or that kind of discomfort brought by the hot and dry weather. This kind of discomfort is like the disgusting feeling of rogandan (disgusting) in Sartre’s works to the existence of the outside world. This kind of discomfort also made people sleepy. I listened to two lessons in a daze. Occasionally, I would stare blankly at a mineral water bottle with half a bottle of water left. Thinking is really confusing these days. I was like a person who was about to expand to the limit, and my mind was filled with all kinds of words: realism, maths, Montaigne, Camus, Paradigm. These words began to boil in my brain, hot steam came out. I even suspect that people’s behavior lies in their understanding of vocabulary and language. But this is also the sorrow of people. Once people learn to express, they will inevitably fall into a difficult situation. Speaking or silence means betrayal and silence means escape. Human language is the killing of human nature. Especially those languages that have been carefully considered in advance. Milan Kundera has long warned us with Jewish sayings: when human beings think, God laughs. In short, although I think I am a mechanist, I clearly understand that I am not. How can a person who believes everything is inevitable be interested in Sartre’s proposition of accidental existence? Perhaps, my birth is the emergence of a contradiction, and my death means the extinction of a contradiction. People need or in this kind of self-contradiction, constantly self-affirmation, then I constantly deny myself, and finally feel my existence in affirmation or not. I prefer to find my own defects and spare no effort to expose them. Shortcomings can better illustrate a person’s independence than advantages, which Montaigne told me. Montaigne often described excretion and genitals in his essays. What human beings don’t like to express is exactly the crux of human beings themselves. A long time ago, there was another proposition called living elsewhere. I think living elsewhere is not as good as living here. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…