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[Introduction] in real life, I am neither pessimistic nor lonely. I just stay at home and have less communication with the outside world. Sometimes I think that once life becomes a habit, I am very afraid. The curtain of 2010 fell with the bell of 2011. In the new year and on the new day, I stayed in the dormitory for a whole day. Except for eating in the canteen, I spent the rest of my time sitting in front of the computer. Many people went out for a walk, but I just sat quietly, thinking that loneliness would disappear with time. However, after a long time, I became more and more lonely. The past year has left me too much emotion, such as life is not going well, career is not going well, and emotional confinement. Five months after graduation, the work can be handled, but occasionally there are some bad times, but it is basically a small matter, and then it will be gone. When I just came out to work, sometimes I was confused and fell into a dead end of myself. Another sentence occurred to me: why the rope was not broken. There is always a causal relationship in everything. Maybe my understanding of life is not thorough enough. In the past year, many plans have not been completed, and now they cannot be completed. I always told myself to work hard and hard, but in the end, everything was greatly reduced. Many years have passed. Facing the childhood dreams, I always feel that they are getting farther and farther. Dreams in childhood will always become the pain of older people. Most of what I wrote in all the diaries were the loneliness and unhappiness of life. There is almost nothing about work. I always can’t write it, or sometimes I write something and delete it. I always feel that I don’t know how to talk about it. In real life, I am neither pessimistic nor lonely. I just stay at home and have less communication with the outside world. Sometimes I think that once life becomes a habit, I am very afraid. Good habits are also terrible, and bad habits are also terrible. If the habit is too good, it will become a mechanical life; If the habit is too bad, people will fall. It’s not bad, it’s OK. Since last middle October, I have not written logs in QQ space. As time passes, I will not write logs, and my brain will gradually become dull. For the pursuit of ideal, it always confuses the center, sometimes it always finds some excuses for oneself to evade, and the nature of laziness comes out again. In the new year, I still need to continue to work hard for my ideal. [Responsible editor: yi er]] Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Please forgive me, I decided to let go of your hand. Please, don’t hold my hands away, because you don’t want to imprison your emotions, and don’t want you to blame yourself. Love is just like this, which is beyond people’s control. Facing your choice, let me choose by myself. So, I chose, let go of your hand. Let go of your hand, not because you no longer love you, but because you love you too much, but because you can no longer love you, let go of the hand that you promised never to let go. The hand I held once, the softest emotion, passed through my fingertips, let me feel your deep feelings. Holding hands runs through our love and warms my memory. Can’t forget, can’t erase. The ten fingers of the frozen Love picture are linked to each other, becoming the wound of memory and unable to heal. Because they love each other, they take each other’s hands and bury their promises deeply in the palm prints that snuggle up to each other. Scattered and messy lines, kiss each other, secretly for life. This life, spring, autumn, winter and summer, will never leave. We used to hold hands and overlook the bright and open Peach Blossom. The pink and soft colors are the colors of our love. The gentle color came into our eyes, and the gentle you fell in my heart, which made me have to care for you attentively. Ten interlocking, laugh, and love juniors. We used to hand in hand, walking beside the quiet River, sparkling light, reflecting the heart of love between you and me, shining beautiful light under the sky of love. The tiny light is dotted with our love words. I asked foolishly: Will you hold my hand like this? You didn’t answer, just clenched my hand more tightly. I smiled, very sweet. We used to hold hands and walk in the quiet green forest. The rugged mountain road held my hand tightly. It seems that I am going to lead me through the road of life, even if it is tortuous and bumpy, as long as there is each other, I will not fear and keep moving forward. Ten fingers are linked together, which makes me extremely stable. I can rest assured to give you the future and let you plan your life blueprint. At that time, we were fixed as a tender picture in the light birds singing. We once walked under the starry night sky hand in hand. You pointed at the twinkling star and said to me, look, that star is more like your bright eyes. I know that in the distance, you will look at my sky. I said, look, that star is more like my glittering tears. You know how many dreams those tears have soaked. The hand that once held each other, held the heart that loved each other. I used to hold hands and firmly believed that we would not let each other go. Please forgive me for not fulfilling my promise. Please forgive me, I decided to let go of your hand. Let go of your hands and let your heart fly freely. The Light of Love flickers in your eyes, while the person who misses is no longer me. Let go of your hands and bid farewell to your gentle voice. You are still saying every warm word, but the person who listens is no longer me. Let go of your hands and never walk in your words. The words full of nostalgia in the article are still jumping under your pen, while the person full of happiness is no longer me. Let go of your hand, I will not touch the words that hurt people any more. The past is sealed in the bottom of my heart. Those pink words once expressed will not be browsed. Looking at it again, the nameless pain spread all over the body and penetrated into the blood vessels. No longer record miss and happiness, not that I want to give up, but that I have no right to record. The pink words faded gradually in time and turned into blue melancholy until they disappeared in my life. Let go of your hands, let go of my pain, let go of my love, let go of my vision. Let go, the tender fingertips instantly become stiff and cold. Let go, the hot heart instantly becomes cold. Let go, the vision once planned turned into a mirage. Let go, I, with a smile like flowers, no longer exists, from then on I face the world coldly. Please forgive me, I let go of your hand. Just as I forgive, you no longer love me. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…