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Distractions

[Introduction] I ran forward with my imagination mixed with the speed of time, passing by without hesitation. Sometimes, sometimes, I can’t grasp it even though I want it, and I love it very much but can’t describe it. So, it is rotten in my heart and left in the rain. With hoarse shouts in my eyes, I tried my best to get rid of all the things that burst out into the lyrics I wrote. It turned out that I was so weak, with scattered dust scattering on my black coat, touching the deep entanglement of my soul with Rotten hands. At that time, my pride was cleared away, and sometimes I imagined something, like a lost faith. There is a subtle feeling in the Young’s eyes, like the growth of hormones, casually breaking through my forbidden area and spreading into the place of age shortage. I ran forward with my imagination mixed with the speed of time, passing by without hesitation. Sometimes, sometimes, I can’t grasp it even though I want it, and I love it very much but can’t describe it. So, it is rotten in my heart and left in the rain. I will tell you in my way, or tell you that my purpose of quietness is to make you more noisy and thorough. [Responsible editor: yi er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Sleepwalking

Ink nights. In the distance, every small square shed a cluster of warm light. I suddenly thought of the train when I was traveling in my childhood, and there was a roaring light beside me. Fall asleep in the rhythmic clinging sound of train gears and rails. No dream, but a sense of security slowly. Now, lights dim. The blurred eyes are not the heart, and the darkness that sinks out seems particularly abrupt and lonely. The crisp and melodious flute is intermittent, intertwined in light and shadow. The night is cool in the bright light. Happiness and sadness are always tied together. From beginning to end. Who is telling tactfully, who is singing softly, whether anyone is willing to listen, and whether anyone can understand. I don’t know. I don’t want it. I remember saying more than once that I always felt that I was sleepwalking. It was just late at night, but I stubbornly thought it was three or four in the morning when it was almost dawn. Whether riding back from outside school or walking forward alone, the front is like an invisible dark whirlpool, while I am walking towards the invisible destination step by step. Never look back, dare not look back. I was afraid to see no one beside me, I was afraid to see the indifferent eyes, and no one even wanted to pull me. But I have no choice. Recently, it has fallen into a state of confusion and confusion. This feeling seems to have happened a long time ago. At that time, I suddenly became reluctant to talk to others, and always swept everything beside me with eyes that didn’t care about anyone or anything. I am used to sitting alone in the corner quietly, and I can spend a day in a daze. That oneself is strange and familiar. A deserted city, lonely and alienated. Whether the bright stars and moon can condense into hope when falling into eyes. Suddenly very homesick. The home with father’s shoulder and mother’s nagging. No matter how much injustice he suffered outside, he could hide in the home to heal his wounds. If you shouldn’t be fragile, tell yourself to smile and be strong again and again. The short four words are so heavy. However, there will still be sunshine tomorrow morning. The swirling leaves outside the window are like butterflies, fluttering in the wind. Can they also warm the autumn at the end of the year. I haven’t seen this gradually deserted space for a long time. Long-lost words are moaning without illness. I want to say sorry to myself for not taking good care of myself during this period of time. Please forgive me for my little weakness. I will be better. Soon. Grace. Certain. Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Nocturne

[Introduction] read thousands of books, walk thousands of miles, and know thousands of people. Some people should be reserved as passers-by, taking a car ferry, leaving at different stations, they should not turn back and try to remember their appearance. When they meet in different places, they do not need to recognize them, nor do they need to know each other in words. Strangers should face the parting with a calm mind and do not have any nostalgia. Some man. Some man. Repeat the same song for the whole night. I feel that the music is playing faster and faster, and I only hear the same lyrics repeating constantly in my ears. Last year’s yuan night, the flower market was as bright as day. Month Liushao head, after. It is not shameful to violate many old agreements unconsciously, nor to spend time thinking about right and wrong in them. I will not do this either. When we make a promise, we hold some kind of faith. However, the reason why we fail to stick to it is that we fail to stick to our faith. Therefore, face the promise with joy and trust, calmly and calmly make it completely a devout listening. If there is God’s will, be grateful, otherwise the old testament will tell you, but it still belongs to others. The cloud lifted the veil, the half-covered moon, a sky with tears, dizzy blue resentment. Structured. It was also when there was no sleep at night, the lost neon lights, advertising archways, cement roads, street trees and zebra crossings. The towering buildings were pale gray and blue, and the last bedroom lamp was put out in the high-rise residential building, the warm yellow color was hidden instantly, and the city was silent under the night. If you shout to the deserted street and turn back through the wall, the voice is different from yours, just like another person facing each other from a distance, but there is no one around. Horrible illusion. Throughout the Old Testament. When I become cautious, I don’t agree casually or easily. I don’t believe in eternity and doubt love. I will always guard you. Thousands of whispers cannot compare with a meal of daily necessities. You and I are just the epitome of the vulgar, just a drop in the world. Urban cave dwelling is not equal to seclusion. I have regular routine and keep in touch with the outside world. A long journey does not mean escaping. I choose some places to stay in a planned way. Too many roads eventually lead to my own residence, which makes me feel calm, and I am not going to go back. Read thousands of books, walk thousands of miles, and know thousands of people. Some people should be reserved as passers-by, taking a car ferry, leaving at different stations, they should not turn back and try to remember their appearance. When they meet in different places, they do not need to recognize them, nor do they need to know each other in words. Strangers should face the parting with a calm mind and do not have any nostalgia. Some man. Some man. The spring breeze is also green on the south bank of the river, which is a season of recovery. The nourishing tremella is smooth and refreshing, flowing down from the throat, with a slight fragrance and sweetness. People should have the ability to treat themselves well. Sometimes I become easily moved, but it is difficult for me to have sympathy, which is not contradictory. The video show showed a couple of dancers performing retro love in Latin. They reached a perfect ending after struggling and suffering. The male dancer was holding the waist of the female dancer and spinning, but I felt a warmth in my eyes. The news law program reported that men defrauded women in the name of online love and even committed misery, but gradually they were too lazy to sigh with emotion. Trust is such a fragile thing. The young children only smile lightly when they declare themselves, and no one is frivolous. I won’t sigh for the passing time. I think some older people in front of me live a better life at their age than they do, and I have no time to turn back to regret anything. No one can give me what I lost. I simply let go. After one song, the last accompaniment stops. I breathed steadily in the room, like a sigh. Come to an end. [Responsible editor: Ke Er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. 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Blue

[Introduction] most of the time, tolerance is not indulgence. Maturity reflects your own opinions and resolves the small harm and disrespect of others with a gentle attitude. Why is the boundless sky blue? Why is the vast sea blue? It is because of its generosity and tolerance. Blue is clear, blue is clear, blue is clear, blue is clear, blue is deep; Blue is quiet, blue is warm, blue is aboveboard, and blue is inclusive; the blue is peaceful and generous. The blue is mature and somewhat arrogant, so I like blue. Sometimes, I think, if we use colors to compare people, childhood may be pink. The immaturity of childhood, the innocence of childhood, the dream of childhood and the eyes of a child looking at the world are all as beautiful and relaxed as a cage of gauze, just like a light pink with longing. Young people should be green, and lively young people have the vitality and vigor like newborn calf. They can’t hold back their stubbornness and go through the yearning in their hearts without scruple. Young people, who are orange, have too full passion and desire, and dare to freely spread their penetrating light. Then, when people reach middle age, they will be blue. When I was over forty years old, I was suddenly enlightened. Many things in my life were not entangled. I had a calm vision for people and things, just like the tranquil blue. Although I still can’t see through the complicated world, I have already understood life, understood and understood tolerance. I am not eager to express myself, nor can I easily deny everything that is contrary to my own wishes. I still keep the open and honest attitude in my heart, but the attitude is implicit and quiet, so it reflects warm, peaceful and mature. Most of the time, tolerance is not indulgence. Maturity reflects your own opinions and resolves the small harm and disrespect of others with a gentle attitude. Why is the boundless sky blue? Why is the vast sea blue? It is because of its generosity and tolerance. I often sit beside the water, staring at the boundless sky blankly, thinking: there are too many dirty air flowing into the space in the world. Why can the sky be so blue? Standing at the seaside where the water and the sky meet each other, I wonder why the sea water is still blue when thousands of streams hide dirt and dirt and flow into the sea? The blue sky knows how to watch the floating clouds swimming quietly, the Sea knows how to watch the storms howling coldly, and when to be warm and alienated. Fortunately, people stand between heaven and earth. The vast sky is blue, and the sea, which accounts for 70% of the land, is blue. I like blue! [Responsible editor: Ke Er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Humor

[Introduction] the vivid examples cited in his lecture deeply attracted every listener sitting, and there were warm applause from time to time. Time passed quietly unconsciously in the whole wonderful speech, after the intermission….. Due to the power failure of Xinqiao film, mental health training was temporarily changed to Mitsui. We students all arrived on time, but we were professors who didn’t come to give lectures. After waiting for a long time, the venue began to be a little uneasy, and the voice gradually became noisy. The person in charge of hosting the work said that due to the change of location, the professor could not find the gate and could not get in. Now he has sent someone to pick it up. A few minutes later, a little man in his fifties who was sweating all over his head walked into the lecture hall. He said: I often come out for meetings and said that I changed the location in Mitsui temporarily. I am quite confident. Is it not easy to find? I didn’t know that it took me more than half an hour to get in. When I arrived at a doorman, the security guard told me to enter from another door. I couldn’t enter the door after a long detour, which made me dizzy. Alas, it’s too hot to have a rest. But speaking of rest, he gave a lecture seriously. He was really a pragmatic person. After talking for a while, he asked if there was any tea to drink, which would moisten his throat. It was not strange either. Everyone only had to listen to him, and no one thought of preparing water for him at all. At this time, hearing what he said, the host hurriedly poured him a glass of water with both hands respectfully, saying repeatedly that he was really embarrassed. The professor continued: I am late today, and I have to be punished, so I don’t want to drink water. At this time, applause rang out from the audience. After talking for a while, this time the host did not forget to prepare water for him earlier, and gave it to him respectfully with both hands. The professor looked intently and said with a full smile: this time the condition is good, there is reward: there is tea. It caused laughter from the audience. He continued: Well, it means that my lecture is good! (Hehe, very confident) I have to talk seriously to see if I can reward lunch. The audience immediately burst into warm applause and laughter. I am so happy to have the opportunity to meet such a humorous professor. No matter what he said, he could conclude that listening to his lecture today was definitely a worthy trip with his humorous language. He learned his wonderful humorous language without learning anything else, this language infected everyone sitting and made everyone laugh from the bottom of their heart. The vivid examples cited in his lecture deeply attracted every listener sitting, and there were warm applause from time to time. In the whole wonderful speech, time passed quietly unconsciously. After the half-time break, his humorous language continued: The host teacher just told me that he had given me a reward lunch today, tell me to be calm. Considering that you are also hungry, I will try my best to finish it early. See how considerate you are. There was another round of applause from the audience. A person with an outgoing personality and knowledgeable language humor can bring laughter to everyone. No matter what he looks like, his image is tall in people’s mind, and his charm is infinite, I will always get everyone’s love and affirmation. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Broken

Tagore once said: I have flew over the sky, but I have never left any trace of birds. The rain was flowing carefully. A woman and her son were walking in the rain, and the woman held an umbrella for her son. I saw that most of the woman’s body was wet through, and most of the umbrellas covered her son’s body. This reminds me of Zhu Ziqing’s essay “back”. The author slept hard and ate dry food in order to make his son live better in school and save some money, the best for my son. Mom, I’m going to college …… my son said to his mother. The rain gradually sprays into the sea. In the dream, the woman’s son fell asleep peacefully. At 1 o’clock in the morning, this scene reminded the woman of her son Mao Mao’s life in recent years. Get up at five o’clock every day and then go to school. When I went home at 9 o’clock in the evening, there were many review materials in my schoolbag: the scores of the test paper were all over 60 points, and the bright red forks occupied the whole test paper. At this time of every day, Mao Mao wrote and read with a pen, carrying related words, and fell asleep with tears from the corners of his eyes sliding across his arms……. In school, one day, the teacher called Mao Mao to the office and said, “What’s the matter with you? Your grades are so poor. Don’t come to school tomorrow! He ran back to the classroom. In that narrow corner, the positions of students were determined according to their grades. Whenever the teacher came over and was about to open his mouth to say something, the teacher waved his hand and walked away to the student with good grades, talking attentively to the student, over and over again …… Mao Mao finally disappeared, far away, leaving a letter: I have flew over the sky, but never left my trace, mom, forgive my unfilial piety. And her mother was crazy, looking for it crazily. Sitting at the intersection and looking at it every day, shouting Mao Mao. Postscript: thank the editors of prose online for taking time out of their busy schedule to read our articles. May you be happy every day and say: you have worked hard, prose online will make you more wonderful, and thank you for letting my article be published, which makes my dream one step closer. Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Ascetic

[Introduction] Yunnan is a good place worth visiting, where the heart will become pure without any distracting thoughts, just like the water over there is so clear that it is as clear as jade. It is a good place to bathe the soul. Maybe the information there is relatively blocked but the heart is broad, while the heart with developed information in the city is blocked. The reason why it is called asceticism is that this journey is really hard! I can’t eat well and sleep well. I spend most of my time in the car. I had to get up before dawn and set off. I almost stepped on the Moon to go back to the hotel at night. The tour guide also said that playing in Yunnan is like this, seven or eight hours a day in the car, only one hour in the scenic spot. Indeed, it hurts to sit on my ass! But I don’t regret it. It’s beautiful. That place is really beautiful! The mountains in the south of the Yangtze River are handsome, while the mountains in that place are towering, which makes people awe-inspiring! The mountain in Jiangnan is described by her, while the mountain in Yunnan is described by him! I finally understand why so many people yearn for Yunnan, and why no one says Yunnan is not good along the way! When you see the mountain over there, you will forget everything, and you will feel that you are small (there is nothing smaller than human beings)! Especially seeing the Yulong Snow Mountain and the meadow beside him, what word can be used to describe him? Magnificent? Mountains? Mountainous majesty? No, it’s far from enough. Looking up at the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, I have to sigh with emotion about the magic of the Creator. The sense of awe arises spontaneously. Really, in addition to awe, awe is awe! No wonder Naxi people will worship him as God! At that time, I wanted to turn into a tree at the foot of the mountain. A grass looked up at him and looked up at him! Yunnan is a good place worth visiting, where the heart will become pure without any distracting thoughts, just like the water over there is so clear that it is as clear as jade. It is a good place to bathe the soul. Maybe the information there is relatively blocked but the heart is broad, while the heart with developed information in the city is blocked. I feel tired in Yunnan, but my heart is bright! Go to Yunnan when you are physically and mentally exhausted. He will wash you all the lead and dust! In Yunnan, home is a dream. I have doubted for more than one time that I am really from that city? When I got home, Yunnan became a dream again. I doubted again and again that I had been to Yunnan? [Editor in charge: Man Tree]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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A

When there are friends, I look forward to a person again. I always feel that a person is quiet, free and unrestrained. And when you are a real person, you have another idea in your heart. For example, at this time, I. In this late autumn night, there was no friend around me, alone, standing in front of the computer. Although the night was not deep, the lights of the city could be seen outside the window, and the noise outside could also be heard, but these seemed to be so far away from the I am, so unreal. On such a night, one person, a cup of cold white, of course, could have added something, such as tea, or a cup of coffee. But I like to be cool. Maybe, this is just like the life I have lived, and there is no need to mix other unrealistic materials. A person’s night is quiet, which is a fact. To be honest, I like this tranquility, and also yearn for this tranquil moment. Alone night, I like to accompany with Wen. The night with words is warm and beautiful. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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No

In junior high school, I am was a lively girl in the class. She was small, thin and cheerful. She didn’t say dirty words. She was a good boy in front of the teacher and studied hard. Although she was not beautiful, but everything else is good. I remember a classmate told me that many boys in my class like you. I smiled and continued to do my homework. At that time, I was still a child who knew nothing. Time gradually passed, and leaves fell many times, not to mention people. Later, I met a girl who regarded me as a relative sister, she always calls me affectionately. Although I don’t like her, I like the feeling that she cares about me. Many classmates hate her. I don’t know why, maybe she has poor grades and is always with the girls in school. But she was always with me, and everyone dared not say anything. Once she asked me: do you like A? A is A very handsome person and A lot of pursuers in our class. I always know the name of this influential man, so I don’t have fantasies, I shook my head, and she whispered to my ears again: I heard that he also liked me at that time. I just had a girl’s dream, with a little panic, but what is more is panic. My heart beat very fast. I felt the boiling blood for the first time, and my brain burst into the pot. A has always been handsome in my impression, white and tender, with the flavor of scholar, but it reveals a domineering spirit. But he seldom talks to me. So I was busy saying: I have no feelings for him. Later, I realized that A liked another girl in our class. The reason why he said he liked me was because I made A bet with others. I was very angry after knowing this. Fortunately, I said I didn’t feel anything about him at that time, otherwise, you will lose face. Later, A and that girl were together. It was A fairy tale story. They were very happy. I didn’t remember the ending. I just knew that everything was A fate arrangement. After my parents knew that they fell in love, they were separated. The girl transferred to another school and broke up unhappily,. If you are hurt and emotional, you can’t be too addicted,. At that time, I am said to myself that A didn’t choose me. I was very sad, but nobody knew. They all thought that I didn’t like anyone in the class. For many boys, I seemed to be unable to touch the light. I am Aquarius girls. Very special. I always think so myself. My friend said I couldn’t guess. The surface is lively, sometimes it is so quiet that people dare not disturb. My family is my pain. Endless family wars are filled with the smell of war. I hate this feeling and gradually my grades decline, and my heart becomes agitated in high school, I met the first one who said he liked me. I couldn’t breathe under the heavy pressure of study. For love, I didn’t expect him to be a favorite of many people, I didn’t believe that she would like such a thin and ordinary-looking person, so I refused that once he stopped me on the parallel bars on the playground with his hands on both sides of me. I was surrounded. In fact, I enjoyed that feeling very much, but he was not the person I liked. How I wished he was A. I said all the hurtful words and escaped from his arm. Very panic, very scared, very guilty. I was scolded by my friend when I returned to the dormitory. In fact, he is really good to me. I was almost suffocated because of my family. I’m so lonely. More and more hate learning. When I was in college, I fell in love with the man I loved deeply and the man who hurt me most in my life. z was the one I liked in high school. On that day, I plucked up my courage, I confessed to z Online. He told me that he had a wife, and he also liked me. He always thought there was someone around me, so he never thought of expressing himself. I remember I joked and said to him: if you don’t follow me, let your mother give me the same one again. He said he laughed in front of the computer for half an hour at that time. z’s temper is very weird. He is in a bad family, rich but indifferent. He often sees him sitting alone in the corner silently, playing with his mobile phone, I didn’t talk to anyone. It was such a down-and-out back that made me feel impulsive. I wanted to stay with him all the time and make him happy with me at that time forever, I am also a girl who knows nothing. I am full of hope for my love. I always tell my good friend that his good love has changed me a lot, it was a pure love that we two maintained our relationship through text messages. However, because I love each other, I have no hesitation to retrieve the pride that a girl should have for apologizing, which is worthless in my hands, the best girl in the class always says he is cute, and he is always willing to help anyone. His boyfriend is excellent, he would be unhappy if I didn’t have a girlfriend. He would always joke with me from time to time. I kept a place for him in my heart. He was the treasure of my life. During the summer vacation, we never went out together, first, I dare not. Second, he seldom asks me. I didn’t have enough excuse to tell my parents to go out until there was a classmate party. z said to me that day, you are mine all day. He stopped me, and I liked his overbearing look, snuggling in his arms. At that time, it seemed that Flowers would laugh and eat without him having a table with me. At that time, my stomach was not very good, and he always told me: don’t eat spicy food, I always asked people around me to take good care of me. At that time, my heart was gradually full of honey. This was the purest first love. I thought, in the future, we can walk through the distance between us hand in hand for the rest of our life. In the university, we are closely separated by a flower bed. Those who are close but dare not dare to be bold together, and there are many girls chasing him, he was afraid that I would be jealous, so generally he wouldn’t let me easily send a message to me from his former classmate W. We chatted, and he told me that he liked me. I saw me after the reunion, and now I’m chatting. I began to wander between W and C. C really haven’t contacted me for a long time. I am like C, I couldn’t help it. I sent him a message about it and broke up with him. He agreed immediately. I cried all night in the dormitory that night. W became my boyfriend in the next few days. I felt his warmth. He said that he was my permanent trash can. I could tell him all the unhappy things, he will not leave me. I like the feeling of being cared about, but I can’t like W. Because I like C, I told my high school friends. She encouraged me to pursue what I liked. I did it. I hurt W. C said he missed me too. I am with C again. But things are different from people. Time goes by quietly. People often say that the first love will not go to the future. I don’t believe it, but he taught me to believe in this world, the reality is always cruel. He fell in love with the monitor of his class. At that time, seeing them embracing each other and walking closer to each other, his heart was as painful as a drop of blood. I loved the beauty between us for three years and three years, because of the entry of a stranger, we couldn’t last long. He told me that he loved me, but he loved him more and I loved him, so he fulfilled his night. My bitter sobbing echoed in the dormitory, my heart was so sad that I couldn’t breathe. My tears covered my cheek. I don’t hate him. As long as he is good, it is like that if you are well, it will be sunny. Since then, I have never contacted him. I deleted all about him, and I dare not go to see my former classmate’s space, because there was a photo of him and me, he hurt me, and I lost all my confidence in love, I can’t face my normal life any more. I never thought of separation. This time, I have never recovered the immature love. My youth, which turned out to be really bad, allowed me to make such a mistake, even the immature love, I will leave some traces in my life, just like the sky. It is because of the flying of birds, the washing of heavy rain and the covering of clouds that I can see through my heart and broaden my love experience, I don’t cherish what I love, nor can I keep what I love] love is not as easy as I imagined. 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