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After finishing the busy shooting last night, I finally got a good sleep. I lost sleep for two consecutive days, and my brain was in a mess. To get a good sleep quality, besides being busy, I know that there is also a phone that I was concerned about at that moment before going to sleep, and more importantly, the tone inside the phone, at least I can feel that the other party is happy and relaxed. Patrick! When this name came to my mind again, when I found that I really had nothing to do with this person, then congratulations to myself, I really love him! After saying that, he took a hot bath on the phone, with a faint fragrance on his pillow, and unconsciously fell asleep with books in his arms. The home was very comfortable, counting the days when he came back from his business trip, over and over again. My girlfriends said, what were you busy with while he was away? As a hidden yellow-faced woman, others can’t see it! After hearing this, I pouted my mouth and smiled foolishly. What did I do and what did I do? Actually, I didn’t want him to see it with my own eyes? Although it is also a part of life, every time he is around, it seems that he doesn’t pay so much attention. I don’t know why! It seemed that it was just for creating a surprise for him and seeing the comfortable smile when he entered the door. Speaking of surprise, I am really sorry. I am a person who likes romance, but he knows how to express romance. He always prepares gifts that he thinks are very good without his knowledge, but he can’t help feeling it, tell him what it is in advance? It’s so silly that it drops the crap, where can I get a surprise? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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One day, I suddenly thought of how much love I should give you for the subtle emotion between us. Sometimes, I don’t even believe it. What I haven’t said over the years is whether it looks like a broken string. It’s wrong to try it on. Between us, how can I leave your shadow in my heart, perhaps let me have some distinguishing perception. How ridiculous the night is, try to hide sadness. Put the emotional changes on the darkness, and say nothing. Just like many years ago, I wrote down my love letter quietly, which was sour and sweet. Many years later, the love letter of many years ago is still not given to you. How empty your eyes, my indifferent heart, when can you touch them together? The simple confession is like a stone of thousands of years without moving. So I’m afraid, so I ask? How much love do you need? I can give it to you! Your Silent expression is more silent than my heart, like a cold Millennium frozen. Then you said, many years ago and later, there was no need, not at all! I laughed at myself and began to imagine the ending bit by bit. The past that cannot be recalled and the future that cannot be grasped are already sad. Then from now on, the love I should give you is for a moment or for a lifetime, or for a lifetime or forever. At that time, I didn’t understand. Then I asked God, how much love should I give you? [Responsible editor: yi er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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First Love

The New Year’s Eve of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Life

The New Year’s Eve of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Ordinary

I am very ordinary and simple. People who know me basically know that my personality is multiple. When everyone is very silent, I must be the one who speaks the most. When I appreciate the beautiful things, I will be the quietest one. In addition to working hard every day, the next thing is nothing more than something for friends. I like to do things for my friends that I can do for them. I am good at computers. My colleagues’ computers all like to ask me to help them look at them except for their problems. Sometimes I neglect myself in order to help others. Perhaps, I am a person of this character, because I communicate with anyone I know with a sincere heart. I believe sincerity is mutual. In spare time, I like surfing the Internet and chatting, and share my good mood with everyone. At the same time, I also like to constantly summarize and improve myself to make myself more mature. Pursuing Progress is my essence. Always give yourself confidence and motivation. Give yourself higher spiritual support. In addition, I like reading some books with philosophical principles, and I also like reading stories about Li Zhi. Those words make me more rational in life and more persistent in doing things. I have always been an active person. I like sports since I was young, morning running and mountain climbing. Every morning, I get up early and go to the playground for a few laps. In the sunny afternoon, after meals or before meals, call on colleagues who also like sports to climb the mountains around the school. Although I didn’t come to this school for a long time, almost every mountain around left our footprints. Sports bring me a lot of happiness. In life, I like cleanliness, and now my biggest hobby should be to tidy up my small room. The room was not big, and there was almost no furniture. I just changed the things in the room a few days later, or bought a new tablecloth to lay on the desk which was moved from the classroom as a dining table, or go out to pick a bunch of fresh wild flowers and put them beside the computer. Or change the wardrobe to be busy in it, only you can feel the feeling of enjoying it. (Recently, I also fell in love with the decoration program “interchange space”.) This is me, one of the ordinary people, living the simple life I like at school. [Editor in charge: Man Tree] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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1.汽车上了金寨高速,我看到的除了路边的广告牌,匆忙的建筑暗影,还有绿油油的稻田,偶尔还会看到几头水牛,尾巴不停地摆动,驱赶虫蝇。光线变得越来越刺眼,我曾说过人就是这样,给苦也能吃,什么样的日子都能渐渐去适应,慢慢的我们就会发现,不同的只是生存方式。但你离开了那个区域,那里还是会有人活着,那里的人照样选择他们的存在。汽车照样在跑,烟囱照样在冒烟,姑娘一如往常地在拉客。即使是我们死了,还是会有人替我们去在另一个区域,去看这个区域的朝起朝落。 2.当车子驶入蚌埠境内的时候,我们每一个人都紧张了起来,嘻哈声戛然而止,仿佛像一批即将被关进牢狱的囚犯,迫不及待地吮吸着这文明世界的味道。望着守备森严的坦院围墙,莫名的恐惧感袭来,因为谁也不知道在这里将会发生什么,车子一停,我们就被驱赶了下来,不对,是轰赶,我们被关了起来,车子停了没一会就走了,我望着它离开的影子,直至转向灯闪烁,消失。 3.窗户旁边的那两棵梧桐树长的郁郁葱葱,阳光透过房顶从对面打来,落在叶子上,上层叶子的影子落在下层,下层落在地上,斑驳的树影,在知了的声音下一晃一晃,格外的悠闲。突然发现自己好些年头没仔细拿着一颗干净的心去观察天空了。还是小时候,放学的时候会背着个书包,晃晃悠悠地回家。其实,你看看天空依然还铺在那儿,它也没有不想不让我们看,只是我们习惯了低头地生活,所以看得更多的是地面,而不是天空。 4.天渐渐黑了下来,这时候我坐在马扎上,抬起头,望着比自己高半米的窗户,天空显得很是单调,但却很蓝,唯独一两点淡黄色的云,一会儿过后,我又用两只手托着个下巴,呆呆的向外看。楼下的两辆坦克躺在那儿,纹丝不动,但在我的意识里,它的履带仿佛滚动了起来。从汽车开进停车线的那一刹那,我已经进入了另外一种生存方式,在这个院子里,一切都是靠秩序来运作的,你要是想乱来也可以,但之后你会发现真的没必要那样。 5.J走进来拍了一下我的肩膀,说我在发呆什么,我说不知道,但莫名其妙的有股恐惧袭来,可能是因为我刚来还没有完全适应的原因吧,或者说我根本就不属于这儿。真想立马跳到万米的高空,沐浴在云层中,享受天空的浩瀚,望一望下面这个大院子。《天空之城》这首音乐,我身边另外一些人的生存方式,包括我的朋友,他们有的以后还要出国,而我就要在这呆下去了,慰藉自己,有些东西来了就要失去,但愿总体的重量还是增加了。 6.慢慢的,我们似乎习惯了紧急集合,两分钟,有的时候赶不上,我就干脆隔着四道阶梯跳下来,正如W所言,在这儿,床是用来看的,楼梯是用来跑的。但静下来的时候,我发觉自己的脚伤开始有点反应了。第一天晚点名的时候,L悄悄趴到我耳边说你看夜空多美。我抬头看了下,真的是这样,部队大院上空的月亮显得格外明亮,四周没有隐晦,但院子四周一片漆黑。能见度不能超过一百米,我在想,那月亮上是不是也存在着我们这样一批人呢?我们有着共同的使命。 7.学员浴池旁边那条道路两旁的路灯。稀稀落落的,经常会看到一些老人从路边走过,点名的时候,草丛里的蚊子像性欲高涨的疯男人一样,一群群向我们扑来,但却不能动,在直视前方的那一会,我感受到了它们那尖锐的吸管插入了我的身体里,然后喝了个饱,它们满足了,但却加剧了我的绝望。 2011.7.9 1.一大清早,大院里起了一层薄薄的雾,梧桐树上的毛毛球还是绿的,迎着朝霞,我们四个区队开始了第一次出早操。楼顶广播里时不时地播放着《没有XXX,就没有新中国》,因为风的缘故,声音没有那么清晰,奇怪的是这广播里播的全是好事,似乎我们生活在一个完美的世界里,这里感受到外边全是公平,虽然这里没有公平可言。 2.每次开饭的时候,我都会感到很温馨,因为这时候我们四连的人又能见到彼此了,不同的区队,有点陌生。这时候,我会经常遇到连里的那几个女生,她们冲着我笑,我也充她们笑。好像是我们被囚禁了一样,有点地下党的味道,一切就这样展开了。 3.昨天来的时候,还以为能在这过上舒服日子,今个一大早,野人班长的一席话加剧了我们的紧张程度。 如果你们再不紧张起来,我们有的是时间,可以从吃饭,睡觉,午休里挤,有的是方法,整人的方法。 4.昨晚没有睡好,空调开得那么低,弄得我裸睡不成,规定不准裸睡,但我实在没办法,蚊子嗡嗡地在我身边飞来飞去,扰的心烦。我用毛毯蒙着头,它还是在发疯地做狂。 5.神经就在这一紧一松,一松一紧,像一根橡皮筋。慢慢的,我们的忍耐力就提升了,我想这也是世界上任何一种职业都需要的。况且它比任何一种职业都要光荣,用班长的话说: 这才是真男人。 6.上午,四个区队集体参观了坦院的院史馆和坦克车库,讲解员是个美女,但这个美女却让我丝毫没有兴趣。望着她头上戴的发卡,都令我感到新鲜,因为在这儿什么都看不到。宽阔的大道上停着一辆越野车,下来一个上校,望了我们一会就离开了。 7.进入车库,一百多辆坦克,很浓的机油味扑鼻而来,我们爬到上面拍了几张内部的照片,站在院子里,我向外望了望,真想纵身跳出围墙,去寻找我所谓的自由,但除了燕山的一座小山头之外,别的什么都看不到,因为这是在郊外。 8.我觉得吧,有些闲人会经常说傻当兵的无非是政客的工具之类的话语,我就觉得他们好傻,尽管我不是很聪明,但我知道说保护自己的人傻该是一件多么愚蠢的事,就好比说自己老公下流一样,何况天下男人都一样。要是能把这些闲人送到部队体验半个月,我想他们就会殊变了。这一点,美朝韩做的很好,所以美朝韩很少有那样的闲人,不过,最近日本又出现了一个 小韩寒 ,好玩吧。也难怪,在中国,部队不是每个人都能进的,要么是坏人,要么是好人,但有些人连做坏人都没得资格。 9、上了一下午的洗脑课,让我感兴趣的是那座教学楼跟我记忆里小学的教学楼相似乎,格外的干净,一尘不染。在这里,卖弄不了半点虚假,一切全来真的,因为这是玩命的地方。 10、吃过晚饭后,我们开始了在坦院的第一次训练,但没什么强度可言,只是绕操场冲刺了一圈。然后大家自由的活动开来,在家属区楼下有一块健身器材地,大家像孩子一样,有的荡秋千,有的玩跷跷板,感觉总是那么的可爱,仿佛先前在安大战友之间的拘束完全放开了,人还是装出来的,才发现我们装的程度一点也不深,你看人在苦难面前会被扒的干干净净。 11.之后,在操场上,大家玩起了贴膏药的游戏,唱起了流行歌曲,就像五六十年代的大包干一样和革命青年一样,大家都洋溢着激情。肥天鹅把气氛推向了高潮,到唱 你快回来。。 的时候,班长实在受不来我们的傻气,笑的受不了就躲到一边去了,很多军人家属们在散步,她们在望着我们笑,我们也对她们笑。望着他们散步的样子,我想到了我未来的她也会加入到她们中间。 12.晚上,出去购物的时候,区队长跟我们几个笑着说,星期一你们的魔鬼训练周才正式开始,我们都吓了一跳,对待这群 魔鬼 ,我不能用常人的审视眼光来对待他们。 13.也不知道为什么,我总觉得部队的一切都那么干净,无论是教室布置,道路,花草。就比如这里,这儿的路没有曲的,树没有歪的,花没有艳的。你能告诉我这是为什么吗? 14.我觉得我现在说话的方式已经不是说了而是吼了,舌头抵不上喉咙了。今天心情还好,因为看到了几天都没看到的东西,比如超市、女性、甚至荧光灯。我很难想象一个生活在部队里两年的义务兵该是怎样的煎熬,吃菜的时候,肉要给班长,自己喝汤,帮班长洗内裤,处处怕这怕那。 15、这两天,流了四次鼻血,也没顾得上是为什么,现在躺在床上能偷偷地玩一会手机即时莫大的幸福,那这个幸福有多大呢?我给你比喻一下,你给你喜欢的人发短信,那份急切等待他们回复的心情即时我的心情。 2011.7.11 1.带着浑身的疲惫,我坐在马扎上听着那首《想你的三百六十五天》,心里酸酸的,我想念外面的一切人,一切事物,熟悉的,不熟悉的;相关的,不相关的。一旦闲下来,心都会莫名的悲伤起来,望着北方,我的家就在那下面。我深深地知道在这里,有些东西需要改变,而有些不需要。 2、我坐在屋里偷偷地听着音乐,我的生活可以没有自由,但却不能没有音乐。他们玩着台球,乒乓球,卡啦OK,这是那些士兵所享受不到的待遇。有人说保暖思淫欲,我觉得真是这样,在这里,我没有任何关于性、欲的念头,因为那需要极度宽松的条件,而在这里没有,也不会有。 3、他们几个在宿舍打扑克,扑克上面写着廉洁从政,还配有油画。 4、我觉得现在最幸福的事情就是训练了一天紧张的队列,然后回来偷偷地坐在床上看着《灵魂只能独行》,听着朴树的白桦林,望着窗外哗哗啦啦的树叶,远处山的轮廓,灰蒙蒙的天空,一只鸽子停在瓦屋顶,四处张望了了一会就飞走了。 5、刚刚偷偷地把手机开机了,看到F发的一条短信, 我想你 ,我哭了,我为什么会哭呢,眼泪不知道怎么变得这么容易落下来,我他妈的跟个娘们似的,来时,已经告诉她了,我们不可能。 6、很多时候,我会选择一个人静静地在屋子里想一些东西,一些不靠谱的东西,比如这时候我的朋友在做什么,我的孩子长得什么样,父母在想我吗。不想一天都生活在热闹里,我渐渐发现我的灵魂需要安静,需要思索,倘若我自私地让自己的身体去指挥灵魂,那生活会变得悲哀很多。这如那首歌词, 生命如此短暂,没有时间纠缠毫无意义的琐屑 。 7、晚点名之后,班长带着我们做了一次小体能,光着膀子,肚皮,汗水,口水,贴着地板,劈腿,鞭腿,我突然想到了班长和我们在一起那么开心,要是我们离开了坦院,他会有多难受。 2011.7.12 1、上午教学过程看的是阅兵的仪式,气氛很宽松,我发觉每次听到国歌的时候,全身就会发麻,由头皮麻到腿,仿佛那一瞬间我是个高尚的人。还记得我曾经说过: 一个中国公民听到国歌的时候如果还嬉皮笑脸,东倒西歪的话,我想他(她)已经不是一个中国人了,更谈不上是一个人了 。 2、如果再一个小人堆里,众人总是说到黄笑话,歪道故事找到一个人,而涉及到严肃、正派的事情与他无关,那其实这个人是很悲哀的,因为他在别人的眼里仅是一个笑星,在自己的生活里是个小丑,但绝不是明星。从进来的那一天,我就明确给自己说是来学本事的,队列、气质、作风,而不是来作秀的。如果说我不喜欢表现自己,那可能是我真的变了,所以我不太会主动去唱歌、调侃以及作可爱了。 3、匆匆忙忙地一天又过去了,发觉在这儿的一天过得真快,与安大那种度日如年的感觉相比,这里的人是幸福的,灵魂丝毫没有懈怠。可见,充实不见得要主动。 4、望着远处市郊区的座座烟囱,厂房头上的天空是湛蓝的,像极远处展望,渐远渐暗,发觉自己像一个囚犯。这时候,自由对我来说太可贵了。怪不得有人说, 若为自由故,两者皆可抛 。可见自由是比生命还可贵的,我算是体会到了,所以我要珍惜。我想,这时候,市里的夜生活又要开始了,公交在一个个站台停靠,人们下班了。酒吧、迪厅、馆子、一切的一切都在运作,同一个时间,会有不同的生活场面,但很少有人会想到这时候部队的战士们刚刚吃晚饭回来,不过多久还要去体能训练。 5、在这可供娱乐的资源是有限的,所以我尽情去享受每一份资源。听到《倾国倾城》的时候,我又犯老毛病了。去年的这个时候,我和她还好好的,我们在电饭煲里用罐头烧甜汤,味道美美的。现在我还记得那种罐头的形状,两块五一瓶,不是很贵,但我们一次都买好多。听到听到《风往北吹》的时候,我的脑海里呈现的是一个包厢里,我们三个人一起在唱这首歌,也是我第一次听,就喜欢上了。就像我第一次见到X的时候,就喜欢上她了。我们一起玩CF,一起坐在草坪上看天空,一起挤公交,一起逛国购,一起肯德基,哭过,笑过,拥抱过。找一个价格不是很贵的宾馆,做属于我们自己的故事。但生命中的过客那么多,究竟哪一个可以留下来呢?分手的原因是我们不了解彼此,但现在静下来想想,我连自己都不够了解,又怎能强求别人理解我呢?况且,我这种迫切希望别人了解我的心情像不像一个发情的老处女勾引别的男人上她呢? 2011.7.13 1、早上那一幕,我恨死那个野人了,没文化的粗兵,两分钟的早饭,把食堂弄得人仰马翻,给你两分钟上楼,吃饭,下楼,你可以完成吗?回来在俱乐部练歌,一个个浑身都湿透了,满脸大汗。 2、我们开始厌倦了这里的生活,望着西边房顶的那个大喇叭,不停地吐出某党,我觉得有点乏味了,你觉得呢?每天停在枝头的就那两只鸟,几句闲话,片段绿色,生活是否贫穷。 3、好久没喝过饮料了,喝的东西除了绿豆汤是带色的之外,其余全是白色的,白开水,矿泉水;矿泉水,白开水。 4、想象一下,现在这个世界还有谁是真正自由的呢?谷歌军事卫星可以精确到每一个人的行踪。当然,如果你是一个收破烂的,或许你真的自由了,因为你有了被歧视的自由。 5、今天在队列里走回来的时候看到一个老人带着一个孩子在散步,我想到了病危的外婆。还记得,小时候,她来看我们兄妹的时候都会挎着个皮包,里面装满了花生、糖果,尤其那时候金丝猴奶糖比较好吃。走累了的话,她都会在金庄的一个桥头上歇息一会。知道有一天她走不动了,是哪一天,我也记不得了,我想,她一定很想我回去看望她,我不是一个好外孙,没有良心。 6、已经五六天没照过镜子了,慢慢忘记了自己长得什么样子,只是偶尔在队列走过玻璃门窗的时候瞟上一眼,很是狼狈的样子。 7、生命中很美的一刻:刚刚睡醒,坐在床头向远处望去,浑厚的房子的轮廓,不动的世界,血液在流淌着,眼睛越来越明亮。 8、这次体能训练时在雨中进行300米的,我咬紧迷彩,坚持了下来。雨中的我们跑的格外真实,我好久没淋雨了,在安大的日子,想出去淋雨,但都没有勇气,因为懒。而在这,你不必在乎自己身上是湿的还是干的,亦或是脏的。男人嘛,遮住自己的三点就可以了,不,准确是说是一点。雨点打在我的身上,丝毫没有凉意,每个人都像是关在蒸笼里的蚂蚱。跑玩之后,班长说了一句话,也就是我眼中的那个野人。 操!你们有人下队去拉后边掉队的人吗?每个人都只顾着自己拿第一,这样的话,他妈的即使你们五分钟跑完,又能怎样呢?只能送给你们两个字,垃圾。你们是一个集体,死了一个,剩余的也活不长,干吊! 我对这个野人的看法有点改变了。他是个有血性的汉子,这是我在安大那个肉蒲团子里所体味不到的。 9、看了把半天的军兵种知识视频,现在看到夜幕下的麻雀、蝙蝠、蜻蜓,都以为是轰炸机,直升机。就好像你看惯了拉客女的眼神,再看到类似的眼神,一眼就能认出来。 10、我觉得,现在的人更多的活着而忘记了身边的人,有时候想想那些长期窝在深山老林里搞科研的二炮人员才是真的伟大,因为没有了他们,我们就什么都不是。别人可以让我们自己说自己不是中国人,就好比那个上海佬说自己不是中国人而是上海人一样,小丑尔耳。 11、晚饭回来,我坐在床上发呆,听到外面清脆的鸟鸣,就回望了一下,望到静的不能再静的树叶,像被刻在空气中一样。突然想到,我是看不到它们落叶了,所以在我的意识里,坦院的梧桐树叶永远是绿的。一个人不可能同时感受春夏秋冬,总有一个季节是刻骨铭心的。 12、平凡被我们低估了。 13、我抱着洗澡盆从路灯下走过,树林上挂着一张简陋的蜘蛛网,在泛黄的灯光下,一闪一闪的,来上一阵风,它还会动。 14、我用的是凌仕沐浴露,买过之后才发现是艳照门的男猪脚代言的,其实男人的味道在这里是不需要可以去POLISH的。你只需要自然地在这里生存,总有一天,你浑身都会沾满味道,不管是男人还是女人。我把那段广告词给摘抄了下来: 女孩子总有各式各样的拒绝理由,但有一种东西,他们永远不会拒绝,凌仕诱因沐浴露,混合巧克力般让异性无法抗拒的魅惑香气,让你瞬间变身巧克力男生,她又怎么能拒绝你的魅力呢? 2011.7.14 1、这几天的早上都是四点二十左右醒的,原因是被尿憋得,看样子以后晚上不能喝太多的水了,但是出了那么多的水,又怎么办呢? 2、那一片草坪,面积不是很大,其中夹杂着一小簇黄色的花,但那都是野花,很少有人来修剪,其实也没必要。我觉得在外边看到的花木三天一修。而在这,全凭着自然的力量生长。同一个起跑点,不同的高度与杂度。 3、昨晚下雨了,早上醒来打开窗户的时候才发现雨下的挺大。若不是雨点打在屋棚上发出阵阵急促的声音,我还以为雨停了。扑面而来的夹杂着泥土气息的气息的空气,像是在窗外等候久了的情人,急切地扑进来。四五只鸟从墙上的一个小洞里钻进来,我很是诧异它们竟能打这么深的洞,要是我的话定没那本事,或者说是没那耐力吧,它们在这很安全,不知道它们是怎么找到这样一个与世无争的地儿的。 4、我第一次发现梧桐树叶是五瓣的,你呢? 5、来到坦院,一直是在那几条路上走,刚刚终于多走出了这监狱里的几平方地。水房旁是一行破的不能再破的红墙瓦房,蓝色木门早已退掉了好几层漆。几乎每间房子面前都摆放着一架破自行车,里面有人住,路旁有一台压井,生了锈的。前面是一堵矮墙,围墙上长满了丝瓜、南瓜,墙角还有一棵香椿树。 6、我在想,这样的日子还要持续多久,想想看,若是一天天计算,还有十八天,那要是用班长带队值日周期来计算的话,再过三个班长就可以结束了。有时候吧,看待问题不要太死,换一种计量单位,就能多一份耐性。 7、总觉得,对于我来说,要想记住在坦院的生活,最好就是下载一两首没听过地曲子。不管它是好听还是不好听,等我走出这个大院的时候,再去听,我确定它会是好听的了。 8、午休的时候做了一个梦,但被哨声弄醒后,就不知道梦的内容是什么了,只知道自己做了个梦。 9、今天一天跑了五千米,一百二十个俯卧撑,一百五十个仰卧起坐,爬了一千一百个阶梯。 10、数着眼前雨,静静靠着你,数着檐前雨,后来没有你。透过纱窗望向外边,世界被分成无数个小方格,密密麻麻地。我觉得我还是很难适应这种生活,并不是训练,而是诸多人在简单、索味中求乐的那种方式,总觉得很幼稚。那种急功近利的心境袭来,而他们在平时却说为兄弟出生入死,你不跟他们一起找乐子,他们会说你只会空想,没有作为。我想要是一年前的我在这里会更出色的,那时的我还不懂得哭、笑。 11、我发现,现在的蜻蜓飞的比小时候的高了,你觉得呢? 12、我和Y在打扫卫生的时候在一个抽屉里无意发现了一包蚕豆,我们俩一人一半给吃了。 13、W调侃道那个女士官班长有点像日本的艺妓,仔细琢磨琢磨还真像,抛去那些邪恶的想法,她们的脸上涂了一层层的粉,不喜欢笑,生活中似乎没有什么可以刺激到她,果然是这样。 14、J1来到我们宿舍问J2,打水时在哪打?一副很着急的样子,J2说我来打吧。于是,J1就放下水瓶离开了,我觉得我和他差不多。 15、听着《雪之梦》,望着外边急促的雨点,雨水从树叶上滑落,总觉得不是很和谐,雨水的重量要比雪大得多,想象一下,气温骤降三十度,冰天雪地里的我们是什么样呢?忽而想起了先前被强奸的那三年里经常学到的一首词: 少年听雨歌楼上。。。。 以前只是用于调情,现在才发现,那是种早泄的感觉,欲罢而不能。 16、说到去年的这个日子,我想起暑假的时候,有一个泗县的女孩坐车来找我,我不知道她为什么来找我,哦,想起来了,她要我陪她一起赶庙会,对于我这种不喜欢热闹的人来说是件囧事。我只和她坐上一会,讲了点话,之后把她安排在一家宾馆,我就回去了。等到车站的时候,她给我发了一个短信说她喜欢上我了,要我回去陪她。其实,你说,我会回去吗?我没有回去,但这不是我装C,她要是我认识的人,或许我就回去了。一个异地的单纯女孩,你忍心伤害她吗?那一夜,我的手机一直是开着机的。 17、可能会有人说,这几天都是有雨的,我们在这会很轻松,但他们错了。在部队,日常的生活制度是不会因为天气而变动的。所以会有雨中三千米,雨中军体操,雨中的我们更加狼狈,所以我宁愿它是烈日炎炎,这样日子或许会过的更快些。 2011、7、15 1、一个人不能仅仅局限于一种职业上,不能吊死在一棵树上,需要说明白的是有些人会以为这不敬业,我想,很多人就是因为过分敬业而失业。 2、中午的训练本以为会很轻松,训练量是这样的,全区队分班绕着操场走齐步,大概有十圈,之后又走了几通。最令我们难忘的是那个野人班长心情不好居然拿我们作出气筒,要我们提着马扎,拿着水壶,加上身上这身装备足有十五斤,跑了一千米。雨滴越来越大,我感受到每一个人都使劲全身力气了,他让我知道了什么是苦日子。这几天的训练量越来越大,已过去了三分之一。 3、我的方向感不是很强,在合肥的话,我是个方向迷,分不清东西南北。但是来到蚌埠,没了高楼大厦,没有无际的院墙,没有车水马龙。于自然间,我知道了东西南北,我知道鸟儿从哪儿来,往哪儿去。 4、布谷鸟的叫声短促而有力,三个节拍,其实,我觉得它的声音不仅美在音韵的和谐,更多的是声音停顿那一刹那,人们对于下一组叫声的期盼与声音在田野间的涤荡。要是它停在这一组,突然不叫了,你会失落吗? 5、在新时代,我们有一个无所不知,触手可及的老婆。如果汉化一下,可以说谷歌会耐心地给你解释优酪乳和酸奶的区别,至于把谷歌当老婆,我担心戈普尼克夫人会有点不高兴。就好比,哪个中国的作家会把百度比作老婆呢,除非是孙二娘那样的老婆。 6、废弃楼宇水泥林立的荒芜之地,静坐、奔跑、冥想、仰望,只有眼神对话沧桑。这个时候,我想做的就是,支起一张灰白色的背景纸,来一场街之艳遇。 7、我目睹着天黑的过程,望着两边渐红渐暗的云霞,像浮冰一样游在天空,游到北南,却没有东。起风了,树叶哗啦啦地想,远处的霓虹一闪一闪地,趴在窗户旁,可以闻到一股股炊烟的味道,于是,你明白了什么叫做月黑风高。 8、刚刚偷偷打开手机QQ空间,碰巧看到一个好友的说说,大概是这样子的,男的和女的分了,男的恨女的心硬如石,女的说男的用情不专。人的意识也是如此,恨非常强,但爱则不多,石头不需要被保护,它始终是死的。但是在它旁边的玫瑰花就需要养护了。之后那男的又牢骚满腹,说他寂寞了。这让我想到,在都市里,那些饥饿的狼,往往很难觅到事物,因为他们夸张的嗷叫,已很难让人心生怜悯。事情就是这样的,像不像一场小丑表演呢。 9、我抬头望见楼顶的阳台上有一只鸟在不停地叫,声音听起来那么急促,它的两个小嘴一张一合,头左右来回地摆动,活生生地一副生命,不一会,又来了一只鸟,它们一起飞走了。这个世界每一秒都有人死去,你的开心事你的,不是任何人的,最好不要刻意去追求开心或者悲伤。就像前面说的那句话一样 生命如此短暂,不要纠缠毫无意义的琐屑。 10、除了接过一个朋友的电话之外,我已经一周没有和外界联系了,因为很多时候你在和别人联系都是自寻烦恼。我在努力积压着自己对外边世界的向往,控制着,为的是走出院门的那一刻,重获自由的狂欢。 11、有一次,我在包公园附近等公交,看到桥墩附近有一个打烧饼的中年人,一辆颜色早已褪尽的三轮车上放着一个炉子,车把上吊着一盏灯,四周用纸板罩着,生怕这光跑的远了,但跑的不远也不好做。他只是安静地在那和面,撒葱花,不怕没有人来买。这和其他做生意地人是不一样的。我看了会,有不少行人来买,我也就凑上去买了两个,吃起来味道挺不错的,咸淡分明。 12、如果有人问我,现在的中国人大概是什么样子的,我可以弱弱地回答:你在食堂吃饭,看到有人回头在望什么,接着很多人回头望,慢慢的大家都回头望了,同样的情景可以发生在车站、电影院或者大街上。 13、在安大,周末通常我是这样度过的,周五晚上出去逛逛街,去的不是很远,像易初、明珠、周六则睡上一上午,下午起来,上会网就接着出去玩了,白天的时间可以去市里,但和X分开后,我就多去了一个地方,滨湖新城,因为在我与她的记忆里,只有那一片是空白的,不会触碰我什么。 2011.7.17 1、今天一大清早四点多就起床了,因为轮到我站岗,天还是漆黑的。很小的时候,怕走夜路,现在这儿看黑。以前的我又怎能想到现在的我这般模样呢。身边点了盘蚊香,呛得要命,但在这荒郊野外,蚊子就如同柳絮一般多。蚊香就像孙悟空给唐僧画的金刚护体圈,蚊子怎么也进不来。 2、外边除了叽叽喳喳的鸟鸣,一切都安静地如死神一般。偶尔会听到外边高速上轰隆的车鸣,撅起耳朵仔细听的话,还会听到田地里下地干活的四轮机。不知道这个季节有什么农活可以干,难道是收玉米了? 3、有人接岗后,你回到宿舍,想再睡一会都不成,还没刚眯上眼两分钟,广播里就放了三大纪律八项注意的歌曲,安排的如此严密,让人无间可乘,真会整人。 4、灰色的桌面,湿湿的一个练习本,一支笔,小小的MP3,风很大,纸被一张张的掀开,里面承载了太多的记忆。 5、你还记得小时候和你一起在雨中行走的人是谁吗?我记得,是母亲。儿时上课的时候外面狂风暴雨,心中万分焦急,于是头不停地向窗外瞥去,你看着别人的爸妈爷奶都来了,生怕母亲没有来给你送伞。不多会,你就会发现她就站在门柱旁,她对着你笑,只如今发现雨更多的是与爱情有关了。于是,过往的亲情化作冰冷的白雪,结晶,破碎。 6、刚刚,在走廊里拖地的时候无意中听到那首《认真的雪》,想起了我还有一个朋友,我叫她鸭蛋,他叫我狗蛋,她说我们都是蛋族的。鸭蛋,我们好久没联系了。 7、我是这样来安慰自己这段日子快过去的,今天十七号,明天就是十八号了,过了二十号就快了。本来是八月三号结束,其实只要到了八月一,就会很快了,明明还剩十五天,我却用十天的方式来安慰自己。 8、你知道音乐为什么可以增强人的记忆力吗?在Z的手机里,我找到了许多以前听过的歌曲,又找到了好多记忆。但这些歌曲我不能老是听,因为听得多了,现在的记忆就会被烙刻在上面,结果是以前的记忆模糊了。所以,有些老歌不能常听,否则就不叫老歌,没啥味道了。 9、夜幕降临前的天空像是孩时嬉戏打闹孩子的脸,抹得脏兮兮的。 10、今晚的事情是这样的,有必要记录一下,晚饭开饭前一支歌的时候,恰逢科大,工大的区队在一块。同一首歌,我们带有挑衅性地比他们唱得响。结果,回到宿舍的时候,听到外边他们的区队被集体惩罚,这是领导的面子无处可放。看了一下表,他们已经重复地唱《团结就是力量》一个多小时了,间断地惩罚他们做俯卧撑,我可以听得到有一些人的嗓子已经喊得嘶哑,或者带血了。在这里,不管你是科大、安大、工大还是安理的,其实你们都是学员,一毛二,各司其职罢了。 11、我说我们要正式进入魔鬼训练周了,你们信吗?他们觉得我们上一周很散漫,下一周的训练科目是持枪和防毒面具以及军兵种知识。今晚被整的太惨了,尤其是那个双腿深蹲(一个人骑在另一个人的身上,底下的人站立,蹲下,蹲下,站立。)L有一百二十多斤,我只做了十六个就不行了,另加二十个俯卧撑,喊一做,二起。十分钟后,我觉得我的腰已经不行了,现在瘫在床上。班长调侃道: 以后等你们的心肝脾肺肾都强大了,你们媳妇会挎着你来谢我,说这话的时候我们一直是撑在地上的。 你们是想让我把你们当做新兵?学生?还是军官呢?想做学生的话现在就可以滚回去睡觉,他明知道没人会做孬种,事实就是没人离开。以前,我还觉得我的腰挺强大的,尤其是那玩意,现在自卑了。L说:现在浑身上下除了老二不痛,其它都痛。 2011、7、18 1、昨晚梦到外婆去世了,惊醒了两次,奇怪的是在入睡之后梦还能衔上。已经半个月没和家里联系了,不知道那边怎么样。有人说梦往往都是相反的,但愿如是。 2.五间屋子大的面积,墙壁脱落的可以看得见里层的水泥,屋顶吊着几盏老式灯,昏暗的房间里,空气充满了霉味,潮味。进入房间里,你会闷得想吐,呛人的气味扑面而来,像是鸟粪。我们就是在这里练习戴防毒面具的,橡胶皮层把脸磨得掉了一层皮,不知道这样安排是偶然还是必然。 3、说到落汤鸡,很多时候人们联想到得是失落,寂寥,孤单以至绝望。雨中训练已经习惯了,不知道从哪天起,这里也进入了雨季。郊外的荒地,天空下着蒙蒙细雨,打在身上,凉凉的。我们区队被拉到一座不大的雨棚下避雨,但这雨很是奇怪,它倾斜的角度足以让其飘在空中的每个角落。无奈,队伍被带回了。跑回来地途中,队长大声问: 你们是什么? 回答的声音很散乱。又一次问道你们是什么? 男人,你们是男军人 他吼道。 4、回到房间,他们几个把板凳靠在一起,拱成一个小方桌,打起了斗地主。输了的做十个俯卧撑,我不会打牌,就坐在床上看着,时而把手伸出窗外,看看雨有没有停,它要是停了,惬意也就消停了。我在想,世界上还有比这还幸福的事吗?我们几个人,在这一起睡,一起吃,一起痛苦,没有利益的纷争,你不拿心和别人交,拿什么呢,因为在这里,除了心,我们一无所有。 5、很多时候,正儿八经做生意的人是赚不到钱的,就好像宿舍门口那一对天天守候在那贩卖军装生意和食堂一楼下老实做生意地年轻夫妇。事情是这样子的,中午去食堂吃饭的时候一楼底的那个小摊主在被一群干部批评,男的可能心地比较刚硬,只是在那笑迎之,女的就在那愁眉苦脸地坐着。他们只是在楼梯口摆个小摊,卖些饮料,冰激凌。再看看岔路口那一对贪心的夫妇,贩卖军装这事暂且不谈,先举个小例子吧。他们卖给我们军鞋的价格是35,少一毛不卖,卖给那些学员的价格是40,少一毛不卖。晚饭的时候看到,那对年轻的夫妇已经把摊子收到房间里了,只是门还是开着的。女的坐在窗户前向外望去,她知道我们开饭了。 6、每到天黑,广场上就渐渐汇集了从家属区走来的老人、小孩和妇女们。孩子们追打的场面,中年妇女们集队跳舞的场面,那首我们在校时恰恰舞的音乐,似曾相识。景非往日,山脚下的这个小院里一片祥和,灯光很简单,只有黄的白的。 2011.7.19 1、习惯了有雨的日子,雨水的温度要比雪低一些,打在身上,也会让刚走出房间的人打一阵冷颤。虽然着上迷彩,也还是会有点冷。我们被拉到坦克车库里练习枪支,浓浓的机油味丝毫没有因为雨水的来临而消淡。七斤的九五自动步枪,虽不是太重,但这样来回的肩枪,持枪,手上就磨掉了一层皮,两肩被枪托打的很痛,一会就麻了。 2、远处的燕山,一片浓郁,树的存在改变了山的轮廓,或许山是半圆形的,但看上去却像三角形。在山风的追赶下,水汽变得格外狼狈,灰蒙蒙的一片天空。苍郁的山腰上,偶尔会飞过几只鸟儿,绿中透露出一点苍白。 3、区队长大声喊道: 你们在练习操枪的时候,枪口永远不要对准自己的战友,记住!是永远!明不明白? 答道:明白。漆黑的夜空下,一片悸动的灵魂。 4、在这里的每一天都会发生一些令人刻骨铭心的记忆,以前体能家训只是班长给我们额外施加的,为的是增加我们的肌肉和耐力,效果也显现出来了。刚刚,三区队被集合在俱乐部,本是用来娱乐的地方,这下立马变成了训练场,氛围紧张了起来。我们一号人是这样接受训练的,做了一百六十个俯卧撑,很多人用尽最后一口力气还是趴在地上不能动弹了,但没多会又撑起来了,起来后,我的感受是这样:手腕酸的抬不起来了,胸大肌里的神经跳动个不停,地板上一滩水,地面被我们的身体擦得干干净净。回到宿舍还要洗自己的衣服,这种感觉完全是一个人在孤军奋斗,不知道你明不明白。 5、你说这世界上怎么会有这么巧合的事呢,昨天打水的时候和我聊天的那个四加一模式的大个子,今天头上竟然缠了一层纱布。一片迷彩绿中,我一眼就望见了她。为什么他的头会破呢?为什么会是和我聊天的那个大个子呢? 6、训练中,J的脚扭伤了,肿的很大,班长背着他去医务室,我望着那背影,就像一个老父亲带着儿子去田间干活一样亲切。我想到田还带着伤在家疗养,我们在这活的好好的,你要照顾好自己。 7、午休的时候,P来找我说教导员找我写一篇关于集训的报道,匆忙的时候,我把拖鞋丢在了走廊。结果,大队长开完会从屋里走出来的时候差点摔倒了。班长后来庄重地笑着说: 幸好没摔出个事来,要是摔个半死,我和你都吃不了兜着走 。这惊险的一幕。 8、我该怎么开头,D喊道九班405集合的时候我就觉得怪怪的,因为平时都是班长喊得。站成两排,进到屋里看到他们一个个面色沉重,我想到是有什么事要发生了。班长说: 刚刚接到通知,我们区队的三个班长要回老连队执行任务了,所以三个班长又会有新人来担任了 。每个人都木讷了,刚刚开班会还谈笑风生,五分钟后就发生这样的事。望着班长,每个人都不是那么阳刚了,我们心酸了,甚至开始抹鼻子了。班长开始收拾自己的床铺,我们凑上前帮他去拿。不多会,新班长就来了,是个三级士官。这一层楼沸腾了起来,在楼梯口集合,望着呆呆站在黑夜里的三位班长,他们的行李早已放在一辆三轮车上了。这时候,J还躺在床上养伤,不知道外边发生的一切和将会发生什么。野人班长说: 哭什么哭,都是大男人了,瞧瞧你们这熊样 不多的日子,我们有感情了,以后到部队的时候不要忘了我们曾在一起战斗过就行了 七班长说出这段话拖了好久,哽咽。 我们走了,好了,回去吧,没事的,以后好好干 记住,我跟你们说话的话,无论何时不要让别人瞧不起你们 ,我心中的那个野人班长说。每个人都哭了,泪水顺着脸庞流下。敬礼!又是分别,人生怎么会有这么多的分别呢,回头想想每一个被他们整的场面,我的心就一阵阵酸楚。我躲在卫生间里哭够了就走出来了,他们也是一样,俱乐部,水房,宿舍,都有眼泪。就这样,他们消失在一片漆黑中,我还可以听得见三轮车车轮子的声音,那样的声嘶力竭。 9、晚点名的时候,区队长说: 好了,不要哭鼻子了,这就是军人,任务需要的时候必须放下一切,五分钟内放下一切。我忘记了,班长是怎样在五分钟内挣扎于对我们的感情。现在的我,就坐在那儿呆呆地盯着地面望着,要是在之前,这个点儿我们正在俱乐部接受训练了。只如今,人走了,就仿佛那打落的乒乓球,往返地跳,跳的那么苍白无力。 10、新班长说大家在接下来的十天内要当兄弟好好相处,你们这种情分是在地方大学所体会不到的。记住,这就是军营。我在想,我还要和他向以前那样用心交往吗?我知道八月三号那一天终归会来临。或许,这一切对于他一个三级士官来说已经平常了。 2011、7、21 1、这一天大清早就起了浓浓的一层雾。我知道 久晴有雾必阴,久阴有雾必晴 。这是以前母亲告诉我的。 2、训练照常进行,仿佛老班长D的离开就是一场梦。新班长告诉我们D就在对面的院子里训练的,虽然隔着一堵墙,我们都看不到对方,更不知道里面发生了什么。 3、不知道踢了多少通正步,只知道回来时已直立不起来,脚踝的老伤又复发了,我该怎么办,坚持?放弃? 4、Z说: 我做了一个梦 什么梦? 春梦 他回答。和谁呢? 那个女班长 他偷乐着。你他妈真爽,我的梦里要么是怪声、暗影,要么是猪狗,连个如花也没有。 要是今晚和另一个女班长再做一次就好了 他边说边比划着。你当这是嫖妓啊。不多会,我躺在床上睡不着觉,因为蝉叫声扰的我心烦意乱,之后,发现自己睡醒了,那是梦中的蝉鸣。 5、看到一条新闻:女子明知患艾滋后还卖淫,犯传播性病罪被判刑。那是不是说不患艾滋的话卖淫就合法化了? 6、下午的科目是投掷手榴弹,看看同学们一个个投掷时的样子,五花八门,足以让人开怀大笑。爆破的范围是半径七米,这样看来,男生挂彩不少,女生全部阵亡。 7、衣服一直是湿的,这种黏在身上的感觉就好像自己没穿衣服一样,雨天,水,晴天,水。 8、算了一下,室外的温度应该在三十七度左右,操场上弥漫着橡胶的味道。这个时候如果你坐在地面上不懂,汗水也会流个不停。我改变了对她的认识,觉的她是个好女孩。还记得那位大校女教员给我们上课的时候说的话:你们找女朋友要找有灵性的,有的女孩子五官长得精致,但给人的感觉却平平淡淡。有的相貌平平,却让人心旷神怡,为什么呢?那就是灵性。你们以后找军嫂也要找有灵性的,她就是有灵性的。 9、这样一幕,新班长晚点名的时候,胖子没有走好,虽然是洗过澡之后,但每个人身上还都是汗臭味。班长斥责胖子没有走好,W说: 报告,他是高中生,来我们这体会的,不是国防生 。班长: 高中生不是人吗?我也是高中生 。之后就没人吭声了。带回的时候,胖子没有立马回家,而是站在一旁,等我们走光了他才走。我回头看了一下,他一直在望着我们,这个高一的孩子,傻傻的笑了。 赞 (散文编辑:江南风) 我家微信时代的年三十 前年,公公过生日时曾准备给他买个智能手机,主要目的是想教他们玩玩微信,也好让他们… 国版《解忧杂货店》观后感 每个人都是靠着自己的努力,才走向了更好的人生。 咨询信的答案,只是在鼓励一颗已有… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月14号) 2018年1月14号: 今天,吴江的气温比较温暖,不似前几天那般寒冷。昨天与今天,吴江的… 做个不停止成长的人 莉莉老师上瑜伽课时带着浓重的鼻音不停咳嗽着。可能不舒服,她今天示范动作少了很多,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月13号) 2018年1月13号: 昨天,姐姐和外甥小大卫并没有过来我和母亲暂住的金家坝东湾村这里,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月12号) 2018年1月12号: 前天的时候,我说:“母亲明天去昆山。”然而昨天,母亲并没有去昆山…

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Blue Winter

He waved his hand and tried his best to wipe all the illusions away from his eyes perfectly. Illusion in Andersen’s fairy tales, a ray of warm afternoon sun streaked across the right arm shoulder of the Yi people. The wandering line of shadow was dancing lightly with every dazzling colorful light. I have been trying to get rid of every mistake without posing a beautiful shadow. His name is Lan Dong, and he often smiles gently to the sky every cold morning. Blue Winter stands in the wind. In this time when winter is as bright as practice, I feel the touching warmth facing the sunshine. Like missing something, or watching who? Lan Dong’s mind suddenly became the puzzled doubts of the bystanders. The unknown secret implied the red rust-like sorrow on the corridor lingering in his world. The campus was very quiet after school. With this rare time, he took a collection of works written by Haruki Murakami, the Forest of Norway, with his crumpled yellow notebook, and went to the top of the teaching building quickly, with the noisy footsteps on the ground, the mottled back gradually disappeared in the narrow corridor, just like the fleeting years he often mentioned in his mouth. As time went by, he still looked dull. Holding books in hand, thinking about the world of mortals. Under the ferocious wind, a black coat, the same black casual pants and a pair of white sneakers which were dyed with dirt gave out a trace of emotion like silk brocade, without any dependence, the wind erodes the already cold body on the surface. How to solve the worry, only du Kang. He even expected to go north to the Yi people in the city in the distant time to comfort his confused heart. Ordinary silence, the smooth and cool winter wind fluttered like a cicada’s wings, and it was thin and flickering in the blue winter world. His delicate eyebrows might frown occasionally and then calm down. Having heard of him, he has always been longing for the state of a person’s life. Therefore, his wish came true and he began to live an ordinary life on the other side of his family. However, after a long time, the space remained unchanged, and the more indifferent he became, the more he gradually felt that he had not attached too much to his family. Maybe he has become a free bird. He likes the blue that he never liked before. He will miss the charm. Because of this, sometimes he would silently look up at the sky he expected with the best Radian through the glass window. But in fact, he just wanted to express his inner sorrow tactfully. In Lan Dong’s mind, he didn’t want to have happiness while keeping a glimpse of sadness. Never worry about sleepless, the window is empty on the loose moon night. Often at these times, cold birds and decaying grass are accompanied by appearance everywhere. Lan Dong likes listening to songs, especially the Nocturne of classical style, which intoxicates him truthfully, so he listens to it wholeheartedly; He likes to generalize the things around him in general, which can make him stay in the secret even Lawless; he likes eating apple and strawberry, which makes him enjoy happiness in taste. Oh, by the way, recently he fell in love with cotton candy, so he would travel all over the streets and lanes of the town to find different tastes. However, after a rain, the door door was fastened tightly, and the eyes were cut off by disappointment instantly. The four corners of the lonely building stood out. The blue winter rose up and walked quietly to the cold wall on the floor. The slender fingers streaked across every place slowly. A closer look showed the gurgling water in the white corner, the pleasant state of mind permeated by this, ferry, from this shore to the other shore, as if there was no need to try to crush the water that came up in the past. Lan Dong is like this. The decree lies in obscurity and has a personal interest. No one will know any of his thoughts. When he finished his work, he couldn’t imagine that he would go back to the original place and then sit down on the cold ground. It seems to be a little pale, but it also gets things that don’t need to be deliberately made up in the next second. He looked and watched the Forest of Norway without getting bored. The master in this article seems to be the same as him, waiting for the appearance of extremely accidental things, but it will also light up the dim light in his heart in the sea of people, and he does not want to be a lost lamb. Lan Dong is very selfish. He always learns the characters in the books he reads in life, from behavior to speech, from character to life, thus getting used to his own way. Although it brings endless joy to others, sometimes it inevitably brings unintentional harm, just like Haruki Murakami’s article Watanabe’s behavior, just like blue winter’s first love. All the thoughts are only satisfied for oneself. The singing sounded in the campus, and there was a faint rainbow emerging from the water mist which came from somewhere near the high and never-lit high light in the sky, and the wind finally faded away. Lan Dong’s lips and teeth are moving quietly. It seems that they are also humming with the campus songs. The melody is very familiar. It is Liang jinru’s “warm”. Maybe it was a little tired of being alone. Lan Dong stood up again and left that quiet place. He looked back, thinking that this moment of petty bourgeoisie sentiment should end. I went back to the empty classroom and learned a wide variety of books. Hundreds of twists and turns, blue winter is still silent. He put his head on the pile of books on his desk, huddling up like a cat, holding the book The Forest of Norway in his hand. Maybe that book gave him a lot of Enlightenment, so he was unwilling to put it down. People often say that white lies are beautiful. Lan Dong learned this, but he couldn’t remember when, when, where and when he did it again and again. In fact, I fully knew his mind, but I was in it and made up such a lie for him. He told me that I couldn’t go to college if I didn’t study well; Told me that my home was incomplete and peaceful now; Told me that he wanted a better life without worrying about the lack of material and spirit, just like those rich families; he told me a lot of things in his mind, but for others, he kept changing his face and poured out the best lies to others to complete his truth. Sometimes, he lived in his own shadow, and all the personnel status in thousands of books had long been left thousands of miles away. Lan Dong is like this, there are a lot of unknown worries, and those worries that have nothing always have his heart. Lan Dong, lying on the table, recalled a straight sentence in the forest of Norway: no one can find where the well is. Therefore, don’t deviate from the track. Lan Dong thought it was very interesting, so he gave the rest of his time to his dream and followed the track in that country. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. 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Met

With some melancholy mood, I write down luxurious words for you. We met on the evening of October 21th, 2011. I vaguely remembered that on the evening when the moon was thin, we got off work, carrying a bag alone and catching the bus to happiness unhurriedly. In the car, I was in a happy mood, looking at all kinds of people, the young people who hurried to catch the car, and the aunt who took the box outside and sold some small things to earn a living and sat next to me. Tired eyes, a little loose hair, faded peaked cap, plain dress, living on her shaped like this, maybe she did not show much sadness and helplessness, but my heart has been tortured by life so vicissitudes. Presumably, you are happy. You can also run several times in Jieyang so easily, sit by the window, let the night breeze blow your youthful face and immerse yourself in luxurious care, in the distance, there is still a person waiting persistently, who is quietly paving the way for himself, and the degree and diploma are gradually improving, but this process is hard. It is good to breathe fresh air instead of the girl who only lives in the dormitory when she comes out for bubbling occasionally. The dim streetlight, which always has to withstand some tests of life, seems to set off the hazy beauty and provide us aspiring young people who have just entered the society with a poetic sense of beauty. In life, beauty is always around us. If we are worried, we are indifferent to beauty. Last night, I burst into tears. The information that has been laid down has been sent for a long time. It has been typed and deleted, deleted and typed. I suddenly received a message from XW: I have changed my room, can you help me clean it up. This may be a sudden comfort. I have seen your deepest face and the softest smile. In the hot and cold world, the lights give me the ability to live happily. I said a few words could not represent the heavy sorrow in my heart. I said I wanted to write a long letter to you to commemorate the dejection of this beautiful memory. What you can’t get is always the best. Why not keep this simple friendship fresh? Through secularization, we always look at our affairs from a naive perspective. We believe that treating each other frankly is the most beautiful lie. In the eyes of others, they will feel ridiculous. Such behaviors no longer exist in this society. Can we continue to believe everything that has been smeared? In my eyes, you are a clean person. Even if others generalize and stir up the flames, I still firmly believe that I am right. I don’t allow people around me to be pointed at by others inexplicably. For words and emotions, I am a very sensitive person. This inherent sentimental feeling has created such an easy-to-compromise expression as mine. The world of mortals is still the same. At the moment of prosperity, we are all actors in each other’s lives. We played one play after another together. Now, the plot has ended and there is an ending. We are lucky that we are not deeply involved in the play. How many people will we meet in our life? Fate is as fragile as dew in life and death. We only believe that our friendship is like an endless river. I admire our frankness and honesty without any ambiguity, because we know how to face the reality rationally. Therefore, I boldly told my parents that we were still a complete child before we entered the play in this way, and we would not be black and blue in the future, such as spring warm anthomaniac, silly and so on. I like the mood of watching the sea, the familiar smell, the silence suddenly stopped, sitting in the car and lying happily for a while. There was also that music fountain, a little cold night wind, leaning against the handrail beside the bridge, wearing clothes that you and I could use as skirts, enjoying the meeting in this overflowing season. There is also that mountain, which can pray for you. I hope everything will go well if you just start in this area. I began to feel a little painful today, which may inspire my memory. I climbed to the top of the mountain that day and felt very fast. I climbed to the broken stones of those scattered grass to watch the sunset. The Overlook at that time caught up with the sunset at dusk. We took a group photo there. The afternoon sun slanted on the top of the mountain, and the Earth was old and yellow. I wanted to show our group photos, which were quiet, peaceful and smiling. I also began to envy myself. I could have such a beautiful scene to accompany me to perform such a simple play. But after all, it would end. Many years later, when I took out this old photo, what kind of excited and moved mood would it be? You said: it is very similar to the wedding photo of 1970 s and 1980 s. I really want to say, who took wedding dresses on the top of the mountain? Later, I changed it, and you put the garbage in the back of PS. I think it is more like the attached picture of the textbook of primary school. There is a peaceful atmosphere, isn’t it? Next week of 21 night close to 7 points, is our understanding to now of 1 months. Obviously, in the past half a month or so, our memories are full of happiness, although the road ahead is not clear, even if it has not yet begun to be denied, we can also put friendship above other things. Let us continue to love each other with the generosity and prosperity of life, even if the years and human feelings are deceived by mean and desolation. Our friendship will also meet you forever at this most beautiful moment. Treasure all the memories, pick up the scattered feelings, and continue to work hard for their own lives! From the bottom of my heart, I envy the girl whose happiness came a little late. Now you are also struggling hard. Happiness is about to wake up. Remember to accept this grand gift. Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. 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In the text, the implication is very profound. You can loosen the imaginary red horse and stretch the wings of imagination as much as you like, even if your thoughts are going to catch up with or exceed the speed of high-speed rail. No matter what happens, it is this unpredictable group of so-called, as long as you improvise and enlighten the deaf, ha ha ha, or intermittently make skin laugh, flesh laugh, ha ha ha, all problems will be ruined and solved. Ha ha ha, it is a great wisdom. It can see through life and watch the world quietly. No matter how big things are, it is no big deal in its eyes. Ha ha ha, it is great kindness. It does not bring any unnecessary harm to oneself or others, let alone offending people. Ha ha ha, it is a fool, it is a fool of wisdom, not to worry about the matter. I have heard that there is a leader who is a model of hahaha. When it is not easy to say a word, hahaha is a reply. The rest is your performance. Doing well is the effect of HAHAHA. Otherwise, you will not understand your intention thoroughly and have extremely poor understanding, in the end, it was hard to please. When you encounter something unrelated to your scope of responsibility, you will never take it seriously with yourself or compete with others. Most of the time, we are still old-fashioned. We only compare in our hearts but never care about words and deeds. This way of dealing with affairs in life is typical of getting along well with others. Obviously, it has nothing to do with yourself and no risk. It is really ha ha ha. Recently, I read an essay written by a famous writer, which created a virtual cage village. When the author who likes folk customs came here to understand the voice of the people, he met women with rich family and over half a hundred years old. When asked that the new secretary in the town was the son of the deputy mayor, once the villagers who petitioned for help were run over to death by a car, the villagers had to live in buildings and other questions, the answer was: ha ha ha, ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha ha. This level of response is far beyond what the women themselves should possess. It seems that the characters in literary works are also the portrayal of people in reality, and they can also find references in life. It is no longer emotional when encountering things that are related to the interests of the people. It is to adhere to the motto of being happy with no competition in the world, or to have a sharp increase in the sense of weariness or something, which makes them hurt their hearts. Only God knows, only those who open their mouths, hahaha, know clearly., ha ha ha, profound meaning. Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…