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Rain

[Introduction] Although the traffic police finally decided that the other party was fully responsible, I was wondering if I had no responsibility at all? If I could be more careful, find the signs of the opposite side turning earlier, and take measures earlier, maybe the collision accident would not happen? It rained heavily, and the windscreen wiper was adjusted to the fastest speed, but it still couldn’t see the road ahead well. The raindrops of broad beans hit the roof closely, and their ears were occupied by the huge rain. It was impossible to hear the whistle of the cars outside the car warning each other. For a moment, it seems that you are in a world with only rain but only my mist. The car walked slowly and cautiously like walking on a thin ice, but the heart sank untimely in a kind of quiet happiness. Half an hour ago, I sent a friend who could be remembered in my life to the bus home, and then went to the hospital to pick up an old couple whose children were not around and sent them home, I plan to drive to the home trade market to order food and make some delicious food to comfort myself and my family on Saturday. This ordinary life of ordinary people is always happy in my heart. Even on this heavy rain Road, happiness is dragging me tightly. Suddenly, in the front of the rain and fog, I saw a black car heading straight towards me. I stepped on the brake in fear, but it was too late, with a Bang, our car still crashed into each other. It was an Audi A6. No one was injured when looking at the situation. I sat in the driver’s seat and didn’t get off. I took a deep breath and stabilized my mind. A young driver walked out of the opposite car and went straight to my car door and said with a little blame: beauty, how did you drive? I think, how do I drive? I am going straight, and you are making a sharp turn on the yellow double solid line. It seems that there is nothing wrong with me? I told him, call the traffic police. When I said this to him, somehow, my heart was particularly calm, and there was also a kind of calm. Alas, what am I calm about? Fortunately, the traffic patrol platform is near the roadside. Thanks to Wang Lijun, the director of Chongqing Municipal Public Security Bureau, many traffic patrol platforms have been set up in many streets and lanes, which is very convenient for ordinary people. The traffic police witnessed the accident of the car crash, so they did not invite themselves. After taking photos at the scene and receiving the driver’s certificate, she politely said to me: beauty, please show me your driving license and driver’s license. Fortunately, I usually don’t have a driving license, but today I have a complete license, it seems that I have prepared it. At this time, I got off the car and checked the situation of my car carefully. Not so good. The front side of the car is far from the left side. The corner of the left side of the car is very irregularly sunk in, like a twisted face due to pain. The headlight and the turning light are all broken into colorful snow on the ground, some liquid unknown to be oil or water continuously drips from the bottom of the car corner, like tears drop by drop. My car, it is in pain. At this time, I suddenly lost my opinion when I was calm and calm just now. After all, it was the first time for a person to face such a traffic accident, and he didn’t even know what to do. I remembered my friends who were the traffic police. The phone calls came one by one, and only the third friend’s phone was connected. He arrived at the scene at the first time with a fast speed. After asking about the situation, he comforted me and said, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing. Then, explain the handling procedures and matters needing attention to me one by one, coordinate with the insurance company, ask the car repair shop, leave the other party’s license plate number and contact information, and all of them will be handled for me according to the normal procedures, there was not a little trick of the traffic police dealing with traffic accidents as people imagined, until they finally sent me home in the rain. I really appreciate having such a sincere good friend. When I needed help most, he appeared in front of me immediately. What he had done after his arrival made me feel much more secure at once. In fact, before he came, I also imagined even a little weak expectation, imagining and expecting him to help me do some small tricks within his power. It seemed that I am blasphemed the character of this good friend and his professional ethics as a policeman. What I also wanted to say was that the opposite side of the crash was also some people with good quality. After the driver blamed him slightly, the driver’s boss came down from the car, which seemed to be working outside. Their car was also damaged by the light and a small part of the right front corner car body. After checking their car, after looking at me for a few times, I seriously cooperated with the traffic police in all kinds of registration procedures, without any more blame or any sulk on my face, which I didn’t expect, because I have seen and heard too many disharmonious incidents in traffic accidents. Although the traffic police finally decided that the other party was fully responsible, I was wondering whether I had no responsibility at all? If I could be more careful, find the signs of the opposite side turning earlier, and take measures earlier, maybe the collision accident would not happen? Thinking like this, I think I can understand if the other party blames me. However, everything is fine and both sides are peaceful. I silently felt the happiness of my misfortune in my heart. A crash accident that nobody wanted to encounter made me find many beautiful existence in human nature. The warm and polite traffic police, honest friends who help each other sincerely, and several people who don’t know each other but have good self-restraint, all of which are so kind and good, it is enough to make up and cover up the shock and unhappiness brought by the crash. Happiness is still dragging me tightly, even at such a time. Thank you so many good people for giving me happiness! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. 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Don’t want

In recent days, I have stayed up late to watch the era of naked marriage. I kept saying that the two young people seemed to be playing house. I felt very melodramatic and had nothing to see. But in the process of watching, I was still moved to sit on the ground with my back against the wall, tears crept over the whole face recklessly, as if the road he had just walked appeared before him without omission. I was just an ordinary person, and I didn’t have the courage to marry naked. Besides, there was no concept of naked marriage at that time, but I dared to give up everything for love, this will undoubtedly become the most remarkable feat in my life. You know, love, sometimes it is just a nothingness, without so much attachment, it is simply a place to die without burial, but knowing that it will end so stubbornly, this should be a realm. When you fall in love, the feeling is romantic except sweetness. You can put aside life and all constraints, and no matter what you do, you can’t build a barrier on the road of love. But once entering the marriage, how can those so-called pledges of eternal love be hit in front of the trivial details of life? In the end, Liu Yiyang only defeated love with this detail, which was full of tears. It was meaningless to retain at that moment! If it is said that living with parents-in-law after marriage is a hidden danger of the rigid relationship between husband and wife, then the relationship between husband and wife will be doomed to further collapse from the moment of giving birth to a child. Although this child is the crystallization of both of them, there are too many people who can have an endless say for this child, and the reason is grandiose. Liu Yiyang first encountered the problem of naming the child, and Tong Jiaqian also said the word that hurt the couple’s relationship the most. In fact, in life, there are many things that originally didn’t have problems with the relationship between husband and wife, but when facing problems, everyone shifted the origin of the problem; Then, the problem of feeding children, at first, my parents-in-law didn’t help looking after the child, but just took a look at it. Why did they keep blaming Liu Yiyang for the diaper she prepared for the child? That was the way young people took the child, since there is no trouble for you, please stand by and watch without saying anything. When looking at these plots, I recalled my past unconsciously. Everything was so similar and familiar. The child’s name finally failed to be as I wished, and the right was to respect the wishes of father Bao. The failure to breastfeed is still a pain in my heart, but at that time, because of this problem, I am was so embarrassed, so cruel and irresponsible, and I almost became the target of public criticism, you can be killed at any time. But maybe I was lucky because he stood beside me and supported my decision. Now, seeing the baby jumping happily and being very robust also relieves my sense of guilt to some extent. Sometimes I think if I can’t wear it by myself after giving birth to a child, it will be the biggest regret in my life. There may be a lot of reasons to refute, but after all, most couples can only have one child now. If the growth of this only child is not completed in front of their own eyes, no matter for adults or children, it will be an irreparable loss. Liu Yiyang and Tong Jiaqian had been in love for eight years, and they had no choice but to break up after living together for only one year. It can be seen that children have a great influence on the relationship between husband and wife. Children are the real weapon to test feelings. If you can’t pass this level, it means that the relationship between husband and wife has not been cultivated to a certain extent. However, if you don’t have the opportunity to experience this level, then it is a pity to say that in the long journey of emotion, I am afraid that you will never surpass this level. Sometimes, the two divorced because of the problem caused by bringing children. The litigant understood that they had no feelings and could not live together. The onlookers will say that the child can’t be without father or mother, and it is better not to leave, so as not to cause harm to the child. Personally, I think this is the weakest excuse. Is it true that I have no feelings in just one year, Eight years of love is not a game. Everything is just trivial and becomes the catalyst for the disappearance of feelings. If two people without feelings live together reluctantly for the sake of their children, that is the biggest harm to the children. In this case, how many of the divorced couples really gave up their marriage without emotion, and they were not defeated by the details. To put it bluntly, they were defeated by their heart that did not dare to face up to the reality. Therefore, if it is possible that children are the most useful prescription to sublimate the relationship between husband and wife, leave the children around and try their best to complete the whole process of children’s growth by their power, you will find that when your child grows up, your marriage will become more indestructible and impeccable! Marriage life is trivial, messy, messy and unreasonable. Under the current era background, naked marriage is a kind of courage, but it is a kind of ability to continue the prosperous marriage life afterwards. I like the songs in this play very much, and listen to them repeatedly after downloading, but only one sentence always makes me confused. I have the whole world, but I can’t have Ordinary Love. Love in love is great, which can make you feel that you have all the happiness in the world in a flash. However, the love after marriage is so ordinary. It is even so ordinary that you feel that even if you have the whole world, what does it mean to you, such an ordinary love will make you feel Steadfast and satisfied! So far, I just want to ask: men and women who are ready to enter the marriage hall, are you willing to abandon the ordinary love and ordinary happiness at this moment to own the world? In fact, Tong Jiaqian’s leaving Liu Yiyang could not be abandoned, but she didn’t choose Du Yi at the end of the play, instead, she still left the opportunity to Liu Yiyang who was not very outstanding in all aspects, this makes me see the firmness and persistence of love. Du Yi is very good, handsome and successful in career, but all of these can’t compare with the ordinary love in Tong Jiaqian’s heart. Maybe it was not appropriate to classify Liu Yiyang as a wretched man. After all, he was not bad to that extent, but compared with Tong Jiaqian’s superiority, he was also helpless. In any case, Tong Jiaqian’s final choice may prove this sentence truly. As long as you have the ordinary love between me and you, you will be my whole world. Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. 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Closed

It doesn’t matter who treats me well or who treats me badly. Playing games and listening to favorite songs are the most comfortable life for yourself. Since then, I just belong to myself! This year was too bad, which made me feel frustrated and sad. Even, I feel disdainful of my own state. Such weakness has been too long. In the room, I talked with myself. But I forget that many things cannot be blamed on anyone. Yes, too many things are self-inflicted. Such as the end-result of feelings. However, why do you always feel something is wrong? I shouldn’t be so sad. Love is blooming in spring, however, it is time for flowers to bloom. Maybe, I am indifferent, but after all, I am a coward who is afraid of loneliness and loneliness. Therefore, when there is no one around, in the quiet night, I will think of too many sad things. I will turn on the computer, listen to the music, and suddenly cry. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Run away

The New Year’s Eve of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Dull

[Introduction]: So the two began to clean up the boring process in order to find a small supermarket. Finally, I went through two streets and found a small supermarket in a small hutong, and bought a pack of tissue paper. Along the way we came, we went to Ginza to find the bathroom as usual. At noon, I came out from the students’ home after finishing my tutor. The sky is still gloomy. I feel so fresh when I absorb the cool air into my lungs. It should be called early spring, but such a long winter always makes people unable to get used to it. The friend I had made an appointment didn’t come, so I had to go shopping with another friend for a while. Just after a light rain, maybe it is mixed with a little learning. Standing on the side of the road, I ignored the exhaust from the coming and going of the car, and took a few breaths, which eased my sleepiness slightly. Calling his friend’s cell phone, he said he was on the opposite side of the road. He hung up his cell phone and really saw his chubby body appear on the opposite side of the road. I couldn’t help laughing, still giggling as usual. Such a person who had nothing to do also found another person who had nothing to do. You can imagine the next boredom. My friend spoke first: accompany me to the pit! I also said unambiguously, OK, and then they were worried about the lack of toilet paper. So the two began to clean up the boring process in order to find a small supermarket. Finally, I went through two streets and found a small supermarket in a small hutong, and bought a pack of tissue paper. Along the way we came, we went to Ginza to find the bathroom as usual. After a few steps, a supermarket with striking signs magically appeared in front of two round eyes. My friend said in surprise, “Damn it, just opened? Speechless to right. When I came to Ginza slowly, my friend ran directly to the bathroom on the second floor, which was a very hidden corner. Oh, I forgot to say that my friend works part-time in Ginza. Walking into the bathroom, I said, I will not accompany you to squat, wait for you outside. Walking out of the bathroom, I suddenly felt so tired that I squatted on the chair outside. Thinking of the guy who stood me up, I came to fire. Calling him, he still talked as before, with a mouthful of roasted sweet potato in his mouth. He didn’t understand three of the five sentences, so he simply hung up. Anyway, that meant he wouldn’t come today. Next, I unconsciously looked at the customers coming and going, the old men and the young women, feeling very wonderful. I imagined who would come next, but the result was always unexpected. Clothes, lights, music, everyone passing by seems to be someone’s director. See a line of words on the fitting room, shop in Ginza and enjoy life. Is this the so-called life? Oh, maybe I am not, because I am not here for shopping! I hurried through several ideas in my mind, and finally gave up the effort to define life, because at this time I had realized the passing of time again, after about ten minutes, my friend hasn’t come out yet. Did he not come out, or did he also stand me up when I was in a daze? However, I am squatted at the door and guarded the bathroom. He had no reason to slip away under my eyes. At this time, I recalled why in some TV plays, the escaped escaped escaped easily in front of the distracted prison guards, and why Zhu Bajie made the female demon slip away easily under the iron rake. When I was about to go back to the bathroom, my friend came out. Damn it, I had a bad belly! I still laughed foolishly. Where shall we go? He answered immediately and went to buy some pancake fruit to eat! His immediate answer made me have no room to think, OK! However, after a few steps, this buddy just said that he had a bad belly! Life is really a little confusing, especially in a state called boredom. On the way, there was a match between the ground and the ground. Mixed in the crowd, that kind of thinking about life disappeared. Is it because of going to spend money? When I bought pancake fruit, the question of where to go appeared again, I ‘d better go to the computer! My proposal is also meaningless. I just bought a computer, so this is a meaningless proposal. My friend took the pancake fruit and turned round and round. The elevator reached the fourth floor in a hovering state. Most of the pancake fruit had been solved. Just arrived at the fourth floor, all kinds of computers were placed in front of us. After a glance, I had already read all of them before long. At this time, the pancake fruit was lying in the trash with ease. Still, people come and go, computers, lights, counters, New Year music. I can’t tell whether it is noisy or quiet. My ears are numb here. Suddenly I felt tired when walking. We squatted down, and we squatted on a pair of sofas in the middle of SONY HD TV. Without a salesperson, more than a dozen televisions played the same picture, maybe there was a sound, maybe there was no sound. Want and listen, play the same role here. Silently! As time goes by in the neat picture transformation, we are also judging why the red color presented by TV of the same brand is deep or shallow. All kinds of reasons for calling it the reason. Finally, there was no conclusion, as if things should have been like this. The squatting ass always didn’t want to get up. After struggling for several times, we finally changed to a TV house of another domestic brand at the end of the DVD. It seems that it is not as good as foreign ones! So this topic dominated our next conversation, but our conclusion was beyond their expectation. We should still support domestic products. In the future, we must buy this kind of domestic products instead of SONY. Shop in Ginza and enjoy life. I didn’t find the feeling of enjoying life. I was tired, so I decided to go home. When I opened the door of Ginza, I clearly felt the coolness in the air again. In fact, sometimes we forget to say goodbye when we are separated from our friends. That’s me. Waiting always makes people anxious or bored. Waiting for the bus is even more so, but this time also adds a feeling: cold. A fully loaded car was parked in front of me. I didn’t choose to squeeze it up, because I turned my sight to a girl who climbed the handrail across the road, not because she was so attractive, I am want to see if there is a car suddenly passing by helping the girl. As a result, I was very disappointed. She got on the bus and disappeared. However, in a few seconds, I waited for several players to take part in the hurdles competition. Their luck was better than Liu Xiang’s, and they all crossed luckily. But this is a time when I really have no mood to wait here. Therefore, I decided to travel to a city. Carrying a small bag, there was indeed only a book in it, walking on the road paved with square bricks like a student. The dull buildings on both sides, the endless traffic on the road and the locust tree standing by the road were surprisingly quiet in this cloudy weather. The gray sky, perhaps the gray component accounts for the majority, wrapping everything tightly. Taking a sip of air, I seemed to see the light rain in the morning and the accumulated water on the bluish gray stone road. Walking, I feel tired and sleepy. So I went to the blind Road instead. The feet feel the hardness of bulges one by one. I feel more secure. I closed my eyes and opened it again, but I still didn’t fully believe that it was safe to walk on the blind Road. I closed my eyes again, walked for a while, and opened it again. As expected, I installed a car parked on the pedestrian street, and I was very lucky that I didn’t knock it. I dare not imagine what I should do after the crash, whether to run away or wait for explanation. Unlike usual, I stopped the bus in a place without a stop sign, and the driver opened the door unexpectedly and let me in. It’s a long way to go. Close my eyes, I think of you. [Responsible editor: Leaves]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. 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Office

Since yesterday, people who came into my office to work told me carefully before leaving, saying that they seemed to smell a very special smell. Is? I also seemed to smell it, but I couldn’t tell any smell, let alone find the reason, so I just did it. Today, I went to work one hour earlier. When I entered the office, I suddenly felt that the odor was stronger, which definitely reached the odor level. But I searched everywhere and found nothing. My office has always been famous for its conciseness and hygiene. Where does this stench come from? The trash basket is also very clean and odorless, it is really strange. According to my usual habit, after cleaning the office, I poured water on the small bonsai on the table with the leftover cold boiled water. There was still light rain outside the window, so I picked up a small bonsai and put some rain on the windowsill. When the flowerpot is picked up, a layer of creeping white worm —- maggots immediately appears on the desktop. Suddenly, the mystery of the stench in this office was solved. In order to decorate some green in the office, I went to the street some time ago to buy a small bonsai and put it in front of the computer. At the same time, I brought a green plant from home to keep it in the drink bottle after drinking. Two points of green indeed brought a lot of vitality to the office. A few days ago, when a beauty colleague discussed with me about the experience of planting flowers and plants, she revealed a secret to me: watering flowers with the leftover milk is an excellent fertilizer. Therefore, I squeezed the rest of the breakfast these days and the rest of the milk for guests to drink into the flowerpot. After a hot double break, the office was full of stink, and so many disgusting maggots unexpectedly came out. Take out the flowerpot to take a shower to change water. After cleaning the office carefully, the bad smell disappeared completely. It seems that good experience can only be absorbed after careful demonstration. However, the bad smell in the office was relieved, and I felt much better today. Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Lonely

[Introduction] when it is fragile, the fragile factors are always stimulated together and flooded out of control. I think of the lonely alley that I walked alone in recent days, which is dim. In recent days, in the battle with blood and tears, I have heard of carsickness, seasickness and airsickness, and I feel that this kind of thing is far away from me. However, only after truly experiencing this miserable experience can we know how profound it is. Yes. Carsick. But also train! I can’t remember when I got carsick last time, maybe five or six years old. I vaguely remember that I was on my way to see my aunt with my uncle. My stomach felt uncomfortable when I got on the bus, but somehow I shouted to eat ice cream. At that time, I thought ice cream was a magical and luxurious thing. I finally lost it after taking a few bites. Finally spit. Uncle brought plum and orange. Maybe I took care of it properly, but the impression of carsickness was blurred. There is no sequelae. After more than ten years, I felt carsick again, but I felt terrible. Everything seems normal before getting on the train. The train went south for half a day, but there was nothing unusual on the way. Until the evening, after crossing the Yangtze River, I began to have a stomachache, which was extremely uncomfortable. I don’t have any medicine. According to what the pharmacist said, looking for the acupuncture points under the knees and pressing them, it will gradually become better. I made a bowl of noodles at nearly six o’clock. Shibuzhiwei. I just remembered that I hadn’t eaten anything in a day and only drank two bottles of milk. In a daze, I woke up and slept. I didn’t know when and where I had been. When I woke up, I thought it was already early in the morning, but unexpectedly it was only 22:30. I drank some water, read a few pages of books, and then turned to shallow sleep. However, this time I was not as confused as before and turned sober after several seconds. Like in a dream. Only feel uncomfortable. It seems that all organs in the abdomen are going to be crushed and hollowed out, and the spirit is in panic and almost despair. The rumbling sound of the friction between the train and the rail in the ear vaguely came from a distant place, but it came into the ear heavily. Hitting the broken fragile nerve one by one, it seemed to be the accelerator of the internal grinder. I vaguely knew that I was so sad that I wanted to roll, and I was eager to lie on my soft bed at this moment. Maybe I just want the train to stop at this time. But in the narrow space, I couldn’t lie down and had no strength to stand up. The stomach is also rolling to join in the fun. I want to vomit but can’t spit it out. I want to cry but feel so sad that I don’t even have time to cry, and there is no tears to shed. I always felt uncomfortable, and the shaking car made my head dizzy. Suddenly I was afraid, but I wanted to be sober but felt that my spirit was still in a free state. The clamor was completely out of control. In an instant, a word flashed in my mind: the form and spirit are all gone. I think I will die like this. Is it possible to be free. At that time, I wanted to give up the struggle, so I just fainted. But in the next moment, I became greedy again, unwilling to be disillusioned. When you are a little sober, raise your hand and gently touch your forehead, then you will know that you have a layer of cold sweat. The touch is cold. I gradually realized that the clothes had been soaked, and the whole person must be as embarrassed as if he had gotten out of the water. The whole body is cold, and the cold permeated from the bottom of my heart. The car was still shaking constantly, the stomach was still rolling constantly, and the cold sweat kept seeping out of the pores. Air-conditioning shrouded body. Different from the cold and biting winter. The coldness in the winter is the invasion from outside to inside, while the coldness at this moment is completely from the bottom of the heart, gradually spreading outward and soaking. It cools itself and then freezes the surrounding air. It seems that I have been isolated from this world and can’t feel any temperature around. I don’t know how much the temperature in the air is. I just feel that the cold weather in winter is not terrible. Because people at that time were still warm. Right? The disgusting feeling has never disappeared from the beginning. I can’t lie down and feel uncomfortable when sitting. I should stand up and let my breath be normal. Holding the edge of the chair, he stood up steadily, but the sense of dizziness tended to increase, and he dared not to sit down any more. Holding the chair for a while, I looked at the watch, and it was nearly early morning. Almost all the passengers around are sleeping. Move to the washroom. Fortunately, the seat is not far from the washroom. Otherwise, I really don’t know how to get through the crowded passengers. Until entering the bathroom, the discomfort of tumbling stomach remained. The face in the mirror was gaunt, and the lips were even pale with no blood color. I was immediately shocked by myself. Head light against the wall waiting for Vertigo diminuendo. For a long time not Hui-Shen. I don’t know how long it took, the sudden knock on the door woke me up. When I opened the door, I saw a man’s enlarged face. He said that he had been in for a long time and asked if there was something wrong. Smiling and saying nothing, he moved back to his seat. But I was so tired that I couldn’t even afford a book. Slip in the seat. The cold sweat on my body has not stopped yet. Wrapped coat. The thoughts are complex and free. When it is fragile, the factors of vulnerability are always stimulated together, which are rampant. I think of the lonely alley that I walked alone in recent days, which is dim. In recent days, the battle was full of blood and tears, and the real and fake bitter tricks were both physically and mentally Haggard and exhausted. This is why! How much compromise, what you get, and what you lose. Even if the whole body retreated, it was just branded with the ridiculous word. Whether the dilemma we are about to face is a dilemma. Should go from here. The car was still shaking and slowly heading south. Discomfort still. Abdominal emptiness is more uncomfortable but I can’t eat anything. Neither dare to fall asleep nor fall asleep. Even if it’s just sleep. I am afraid that I am confused and helpless in the muddle. Next time, can you not let me go alone? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. 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