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Mom, I don’t want to read any more when I say this sentence, my heart is painful, that kind of cone pain that can’t be said out! The mother on the other end of the phone didn’t say anything but sighed heavily. Maybe she never thought that her obedient daughter would come up with such a sentence! I hung up the phone in a hurry. I didn’t know why I felt guilty. Although my mother and I often quarreled for some small things, I never said that I didn’t want to study, because I knew she bet all her things on me, but now I hurt her heart like this, and my heart was empty after the phone call! I don’t know what happened to me. I have a bad temper these days! Sometimes I just want to sit quietly, just like a walking corpse, don’t think about anything and don’t want to do anything, just sit quietly, it’s good to be alone quietly! Many people have left this summer! I am the only one left! It is hard to avoid sadness in my heart when facing the parting before. Now I am facing the parting more calmly, as quiet as water, so quiet that I can’t hear the sound of my heartbeat, I used to think that those most important people would always stay with me. What I once said was just a perfect turn and disappeared! In others’ eyes, I always act as a proud person. I don’t care about others’ opinions, and naturally I won’t put others in my eyes and engrave them in my heart. In others’ eyes, my heart is as icy as my hands, no temperature! However, others don’t know that the former I am such a person who values emotion and loyalty, but the cruel reality will separate people from the past, but the reality makes me farther and farther away from the former me, maybe this summer is too long, which makes me get used to sitting by the window and looking at the unreal things outside the window. It feels like my soul is out of the shell! There will be no focus in the eyes! It would be better if I got used to some things, wouldn’t I? It’s just that something in my heart makes my heart feel heavy. It would be better if there were amnesia medicine in the world, then I would rather use medicine to save myself and save my memory, then start a new story! Maybe then I can find myself lost. If my heart is lost, I will stay in the maze wherever I am. If my heart is tired, it is just exhaustion wherever I go. And I have already made a lot of efforts. Some things are doomed. And I have been waiting for something and refused to leave. I think I am really a stubborn child. However, I will not be a child any more in the future. In reality, it is impossible for those children who are unwilling to grow up to curl up in a narrow corner all the time, because we are all growing up without warning… The weather is very hot, and I have been used to looking up at the sky. Maybe only in this way can I look for something belonging to myself in some sense like an eagle… I have been in school for half a month, but I haven’t found anything that belongs to me. Apart from emptiness and loneliness, there are fewer and fewer things that belong to me, and there are fewer and fewer people who really accompany me, I don’t know whether we missed it or we are not qualified to have it at all. Reality will only make people less and less believe in themselves, in the difficult situation, I understand that there are fewer and fewer people around me who can truly trust… It seems that I am grew up a little, because I seldom shed tears. I remember that when I was a child, I liked to shed tears. Whenever I met unhappy things, I would hide myself in tears. Now I may be calm, I think nothing is worth my tears. The more and more false things in my face, the sincere tears have lost their original function and value… I took out my mobile phone and saw the message sent by Ying. I used to feel warm when I saw what she sent, but today I am as calm as water. She studied in a good university, compared with her, I am much inferior. Yes, she is different from me. She is always a kind and beautiful princess, and I am just a disaster caused by God accidentally. In others’ eyes, I am just a floral doll that can be trampled by anyone, and it is not worthy of being cared for to protect and hurt. And I also see those injuries lightly. I can’t embarrass others alive, then can I choose to make things difficult for myself and torture myself? Road, if you walk too much, you will be tired… Tears, my eyes hurt when I shed too much… And if the heart becomes cold, it will only freeze into ice… Maybe I should have been alive like before. I don’t need to care about others’ eyes, nor am I afraid of being short and long. I walk through the playground alone, through those waves of people, perhaps only by hiding yourself deep enough can you stay away from the harm… If possible, I would like to choose to sleep and never wake up… A person is just a person, and there will never be anyone else… This summer is so lonely, memories are so hurtful… I won’t smile or cry this summer… Those who are unwilling to leave this summer leave quietly, and those who have been together for a lifetime have gone far away… I don’t know who’s computer in the dormitory makes QQ chat voice. Is it true that the more people grow up, the more lonely they feel, and the more quiet their hearts are, the only lonely voice of their own voice… Maybe one day I can only squat down slowly with my shadow under the street lamp watching myself being pulled into a lonely figure… Leave, leave… Sad, just cry… If you feel distressed, you will go crazy… Pretending to be crazy and silly may be hypocritical, but at least no one will see the pain in his heart… This summer, everything has changed, but in the future I will only become more and more quiet, more and more deserted… If you don’t appear any more, what’s more precious in my world? Unfortunately, we don’t have enough time. Let’s try what is forever. Miss turns into Miss, heart turns into heartbreak, but we still care, who do you belong to in the end? My Sky is a little gray today. My heart is a season of fallen leaves. I don’t know how to spend the night. All the lights have already gone out. If you never appeared, will I feel happier? 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