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[Introduction] nearly three years of college life bid farewell to the life I used to live in pursuit of light. I also suddenly changed 180 degrees from the boy’s character in the past to the silent lady life, at first, I couldn’t even imagine and accept it. Is this still me? I used to think that I was a competitive girl, because I didn’t admit defeat since I was young, just like a boy always wanted to be the best! In this way, the character and temper of boys are generated! Although it is impossible to be the first one, I always warn myself to ask myself to be better! This kind of strength has always inspired me to work hard and struggle! This competitive character gave me a lot of joy and honor, but it also brought me a lot of troubles and a lot of psychological burdens, because the indomitable temper made me miss many opportunities, finally, he didn’t realize his ideal Hall, and walked into Hengshui University, a corner of the land of North China! Here, I have spent almost three years in a muddle, and the unwillingness in my heart has never calmed down. I still remember that when I just came here, there was a difference from my imagination, but I immediately persuaded my inner displeasure with the difference between the north and the South, and began to make up my mind that I would take part in the postgraduate entrance examination and enter Hunan Normal University, which I had always dreamed! Such enthusiasm and promise! I feel that my future is so brilliant, and my heart is naturally as sweet as honey, so I ignore everything around me! Maybe I realized that I was too competitive in the past, maybe I had grown up, or maybe because of the influence of the university environment, I no longer competed for strength and wanted the best in everything. I told myself that I only needed to work hard, I just need to improve myself and realize my dream! Under this thought, nearly three years of college life bid farewell to my previous life of seeking light in everything, and I suddenly changed 180 degrees from the boy’s character in the past, I started a silent lady’s life. At first, I couldn’t even imagine or accept it. Is this still me? Although I also actively participated in some clubs in my freshman year, held positions in them, and once ran for cadres, I still didn’t have the competitive mentality before I went to college, and only wanted one to participate, the call from the bottom of my heart tells me that these are not important. I only need to study hard. I want to take the postgraduate entrance examination! The silent efforts of my sophomore year also made due achievements. Although it was not the first one, the second one was finally a comfort. At this time, I didn’t care about the best, because I felt that I still had potential! I think my future is still bright! Gradually, I found myself lazy. Gradually, I found myself shaking my mind. An inexplicable feeling told me that my dream was just for a diploma seeking a job, I began to hate learning and didn’t care about everything. I just wanted a kind of relaxing idleness. My Test dream was shaken and shattered by me. Although my parents, relatives and friends all advised me to take the postgraduate entrance examination, postgraduate Entrance Examination is my best way out, but when I am for my heart, she is so sure, so determined to ask me what is the reason for postgraduate entrance examination, to escape the pressure of employment? I acquiesced, because this is the fact, I just want to escape, I finally want to work, I am afraid that there is no job after graduation! When I made up my mind to give up the postgraduate entrance examination, I had no direction. I just felt that I was in the ruins of nobody, blindly struggling for the future I longed! When I saw my former friends climbing to the peak in the second interview of the postgraduate entrance examination, I thought they were great. When facing the present classmates fighting for the postgraduate entrance examination in the future, I thought they were brave, but I am always changing my heart, dreaming of change, a dream without fixed point! Written on April 12, 2010, Hengshui University School of Literature and Communication, Hengshui, Hebei province my blog http://blog.163.com/xiaoyu19880417@126/blog/static/113419230201031213357764/ [Responsible editor: yi er]] Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. 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[Introduction] it is the same with coffee of other flavors. I stubbornly want it. I am more and more agitated, depressed in my heart, but can’t break out. I hate myself like this, I talked more about it everywhere, about a kind of coffee called kakubuo, and no one believed me any more…. In the chilly spring, I felt inexplicably agitated in my heart. When I read the four words katchino, I suddenly loved it persistently, and felt that it seemed to have a familiar feeling, touching the unknown love in my heart, that was a sacred land, where the ideal was in my heart. It was in a row of coffee, but it came out again. I felt very surprised that the cold weather was unexpectedly warm, I don’t know what kind of hope it is. It rekindles the faint light in my heart and guides the hope in my heart. I am cheering to find it. I don’t know where it is, maybe it has never left a trace in this world, or it is famous in the world, but it has not been accepted by this small city, maybe it has been spoiled by urban people at will, or it is placed in a noble coffee house. I walked cautiously in this city, and I decided to find it. Even if I went through every corner of the city and the city was almost everywhere, I still didn’t see it, I decided to go to the coffee house. Although it was a place where noble people could go, I still plucked up my courage and walked into it anxiously. The decoration of ancient wood color was very quiet with soft light, I felt very comfortable. Two receptionists in short skirts came leisurely. I was about to smile and passed by without expression. I looked at my dress, spit out my tongue and smiled, hearty laughter came from behind. A man with a big belly, wearing a gold and silver jewelry that could cost a few dollars to sell as an iron catty, came in, a small aisle, when I was hesitating about how to go on this road, the man held me aside with a belly, or I was afraid that I would flash aside for being injured, or I felt much better suddenly, because he was rich but not well-educated. At least in this aspect, I was much richer than him. I went out and continued to walk aimlessly in this city. People came and went, and everyone cared about their own affairs, walking fast, it seemed that no one saw each other. I smiled bitterly and looked at the bare trees. I was eagerly looking forward to the arrival of summer, the places I had been to and the people I asked. There are more and more people, but no one knows this kind of coffee called kakubuo. I am very disappointed and the people around me persuade me. Forget it. It’s the same with coffee of other flavors. I insisted on asking for it. I became more and more anxious and depressed, but I couldn’t break out. I hated myself like this, I talked more about it everywhere, about a kind of coffee called kakubuo. No one believed me any more. It was a smile of ridicule or sympathy. I asked myself what happened, how could I wake up in the middle of the night and never fall asleep? I tried to take sleeping pills. I also counted sheep, but it didn’t work at all. I still missed this kind of coffee called khaki bunuo in my heart, which was getting thinner and thinner, I decided to go outside to relax myself. I raised my head and didn’t let myself see the tears dropping. There was a big advertisement hanging on the big curtain of the square: cappuccino. Tears finally came down. [Responsible editor: yi er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…