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[Introduction] I have no words to describe you now, because I am too familiar with you. I have been numb to see your changes every day. I am just afraid that one day you will really go far away, I didn’t even have tears in my heart, sighing, that’s all.

I have known you for more than two years, but it seems that as long as six years have passed, I don’t know why? At this moment, unspeakable pain still emerges in my heart. What can I say? I can only say that the world is too realistic, cruel, but also terrible. I can no longer describe my mood at this moment, recalling you at that time and you in front of me now, just like the two people presented by the dislocation of time and space, the dream and reality were presented in front of us for no reason. Will you regret your previous choice? It is the most sincere choice for young and ignorant people. Now you can’t wait to have such a piece of chatter. Maybe you are a little sad and sad for the person you once loved. In fact, nothing is bad, just because each other is too material, the attitudes towards things are also different. Under the pressure of life, after all, what you need in front of you is what you need at this moment. Love and marriage are really different, but I have never thought that such extreme disadvantages appear, it is so dirty that it is hard to hide. Yes, I admit that people can’t live in vain or do whatever they want, so they cherish the magnanimity in life more and approach fireworks and secular life little by little, so you say, if I had never thought that I was like this before, yes, even if I thought about it for thousands of times, I couldn’t imagine, or this is the fate we were born, only so numb as a walking corpse rushed to another Yellow Spring. I was scared, but also heartbroken. I felt heartbroken for all the reality that could only be lowered down, and for the final decision that would be completely broken with the past. We have gone too long, experienced too many things, and you are no longer the girl who was young and ignorant at the beginning, you used to cry in the silent night, and you used to be stupid, with a simple childish smile, and then looking for your Lijiang without hesitation, I still vaguely remember that you stand in the crowd, and that pavilion is so different, wearing the red enchanting floral group, it looks like an innocent angel who strayed into the world. Dreams are too far away from each other. Although we are close to each other, we lose each other and can no longer find each other’s deep hearts. I smiled innocently. I could only drink a cup of sake to hold a memorial ceremony for my young girl’s youth. The dream that went away with the wind was the dust trace that could not be captured, we have wiped out all the sweet and sad things. Now we have become beyond recognition and dare not look back on the past. I have no words to describe you now, because I am so familiar with you that I have been numb to see your changes every day. I am just afraid that one day you will really go far away, I didn’t even have tears in my heart, sighing, that’s all. What will happen in the future? Take good care of your baby, your family, and live your life just for the present. Everything is almost perfect. Is this your wish for that birthday party? Now that the dream has come true, I really want to say a blessing, but when it comes to my mouth, I stop swallowing it. Is this really the only way we can do? Follow the life, and finally blend that vivid self into the fireworks and secular world, which is called being content with the status quo. Is the world peaceful from now on? If I went back to Lijiang to look for the wind chimes that had made wishes, would I begin to hate the naive self in the past when looking at the crude handwriting in the past? Will you hate your past like you? Fear. It should be said that the change of human beings is really a terrible thing. It is too strange. Just two years later, what else can we do in the following years? It seemed that everything had become a foregone conclusion, just like a dead branch, alone in the dust, hate it too tough, with such an inhuman attitude fierce in the world. Alas, what else can I say after all? What will happen in the future? When dreams come into reality, it has become a kind of past, when the girl chasing dreams turns into a hard heart, when everything is no longer so touching, only the numb material life can fill each other’s emptiness.

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