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[Introduction] the habit of writing diary has gradually been covered up in those trivial housework! I cleaned every corner of the house, but this habit was covered with a thick layer of dust! Until two years ago, I opened the dusty notes again!

When I want to write something, I like to use my mobile phone to record the fleeting inspiration, however, due to the fact that after downloading several songs on the mobile phone, it unexpectedly overflows without consciousness, but when sitting in front of the computer, it could not knock out those words and sentences in my heart. Sometimes, I don’t know why I miss this network like this. Is it written?? It is said that the Internet is virtual, but most of the time it really affects our life. I think it is very difficult for I am to leave! Words are not only the pouring out and sustenance of my heart, but also the motivation and confidence of my life! I wrote monologues one by one not to show off anything, nor to attract people’s attention. To be honest, just because I like it. I remember when I was young, my father often told me how he came from childhood, his experience, his background and his sufferings, my father said that he could write a thick book in his whole life! At that time, I thought in my heart that when I grew up, I must write down my father’s miserable life and read it to his old man! Maybe from then on, the subconsciousness of writing has been formed silently in my heart! But later, I didn’t go on the road of reading, and my dream of writing ran aground! I remember that after I didn’t go to school, my father worked hard to find a job for me for the better life I could live, just for not to stay in the countryside and live a life with my face facing the loess! However, I still failed to live up to my father’s expectations and gave up a fairly good job! Just because it was too small at that time, what could a teenager who had never left home do? After returning home, my father was disappointed and unwilling to give up. What disappointed me was that I didn’t stick to it. What I didn’t give up was that I wanted me to accompany them. I saw their eyes full of tears! But after all, I am only so small. What can I do at home? It can’t be picked up and can’t be carried! Later, the father and City found me a job, was 99 years to 2000 nian, that was my first job for the cheapest a job. 100 yuan a month, unexpectedly stayed in that small city for two years! I don’t know how I lived at that time, but I just remember that I began to write diaries at that time. Writing about my self-abasement, girls of my age are still enjoying the warmth of family like a princess, while I have stepped into the society. But who can blame for everything? How could it be such a fate if I didn’t have fun when I was studying? Maybe it was really too small to understand anything at that time, and I didn’t expect that it would affect the future fate! There are all kinds of medicines in the world, but there is no regret medicine! In fact, my experience was very simple. After staying in that small city for two years, I came to this strange city by chance. The person I want to thank most 20 years ago in my life is my aunt. Without aunt, there would be no my present; Without aunt, maybe my temper would be worse; Without aunt, maybe I didn’t know so much, my aunt taught me many principles of being a human being and some good habits in life. I remember that when I came to this city, I often wrote home letters at the beginning and sent them to my aunt’s home every time. Then when my father went to my aunt’s home, my aunt would read it to my father (because my father didn’t go to school), and every time my aunt would say in front of my father that what I wrote was very emotional! There were no relatives and friends in this city, and the life at that time was simple, narrow and simple. I am always introverted and not good at talking with others. Only books and diaries accompany me after work. Now I open those notebooks again, which are full of homesickness at that time. The words are very trivial and not smooth, even just the mood of sentence by sentence. But it did record the details at that time. The biggest and happiest thing in this city is: find someone who loves me! I remembered that I didn’t figure out why I decided to settle down here when I decided to get married, because I always told myself in my heart that I am must go back to my hometown. But why did you decide to get married in a muddle? I can’t adapt to it for a long time. After a period of running-in, the days after marriage made me understand that this man in front of me is the man I want to entrust for life, and the man I deserve to spend my whole life for him! The days after marriage were sweet and hard. Later, having a baby made our marriage more solid and happy! After all, we are still young parents. The age of twenty is not the best age to bring children. There is nothing, career, economy and so on are not qualified to have children, but since God has given us a lovely angel, we should shoulder the responsibility we should shoulder in growing up and grow up with our children! Counting the days, we have gone through the ups and downs of more than eight years! In these years, life is also sweet. Although the life is not very rich, the whole family can be regarded as living in harmony. The three members of the family will also travel to the countryside when they have a rest, I remember that at that time, my husband rode a motorcycle with our mother and son, and we could ride for two or three hours to go out to play. There were also many places around Chengdu! Although I traveled so far by car at that time, I was happy and happy! Besides being a little bit small and lazy, husband is absolutely incomparable to other men in other aspects (such as no smoking, no drinking, no gambling, no going out and so on). However, when I contracted all the housework, it was inevitable that I would lack a balance point in my heart. Sometimes I would think that I was a full-time nanny, which should be regarded as a star nanny! Ordinary nannies are not like me. But considering his excellent side, at least having a sense of responsibility and absolute loyalty can be regarded as a great comfort! How can there be perfect people? People always have some shortcomings more or less. The most important thing is tolerance, isn’t it? A man with great ability will be awesome! Looking back, what is yourself like? It is a blessing to find a man who treats you wholeheartedly, so I still do not regret marrying such a man when I am content! But the habit of writing diary has been gradually covered up in those trivial housework! I cleaned every corner of the house, but this habit was covered with a thick layer of dust! Until two years ago, I opened the dusty notes again! Gradually all the feelings came back, and I have matured a lot through the journey in my heart in the past two years! Not only the words but also the people are making great changes! Sometimes I don’t know whether it is good or bad? But I like living in this way, and I like the confidence and happiness brought by words! In fact, today’s maturity also pays a lot of spiritual… how to say, a kind of spiritual thing! When people praise me for my good writing style or a talented woman, I know that I am can’t bear such praise, and there are many people who are better than me! What good things can I write with my middle school education background. But I think it is very good to get praise for my ability, which proves that I am successful! Although I can’t finish my father’s wish to write any autobiography, there is such a classification as “grateful parents” in my diary. I think this is the best reward for my father! I will repay my parents’ kindness to them in the way of heart! Although my mother left, I believe that my mother will also feel my love for her! Therefore, no matter whether the writing is good or bad, I will continue to use my simple words to express my little bit by bit and record the joys and sorrows of my life.

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