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When I was young, my father had been busy with one of his own food stores. I used to be a happy housewife’s mother. I went to work before I was 7 years old. My sister was 4 years older than me, when I was in primary school, my grandfather was a teacher, and my grandmother was also working in state-owned enterprises at that time ………. at that time, when I woke up in the morning, all the people in my family left, leaving me alone. I got up, washed my small face, and ate the breakfast left for me. A man put his back tightly against the wall and looked at the empty house with his eyes open, fearing that a ghost would suddenly appear in the room, and his heart was full of fear. Sitting like this, waiting for other children to wake up and come to play with me. At noon, I had to cook a good meal for my sister who went to school, waiting for her to come back for dinner. For this reason, I have lost the happiness of hiding cats and jumping ropes with my friends. After going to school, because of his poor talent, he did not pass the top three in every exam, and his parents never overworked his homework. But when my classmates threw sandbags and rubber bands, I might be helping prepare dinner at home. When I was in junior high school, I went to a school two kilometers away by myself every day (because I was admitted to a key school in the town and didn’t have classmates from primary school to accompany me). In winter, we often set off with stars overhead in the morning, and go home alone wearing the moon after having night lessons at school at night. In the second year of junior high school, when I saw that only a few students in the whole school were admitted to the university, I asked Secretly: will I be one of them in a few years? Therefore, I made up my mind that I would go to the city’s key middle school in high school! In high school, I was admitted to the city’s key middle school as I wished. At the age of fifteen, I began to live in independent accommodation, taking care of my study and life every day. Three years passed quickly …… I entered the college entrance examination, but no one thought that the college I entered was Changshu Institute of Technology. In fact, even I didn’t expect it. That’s it, I left my hometown-Zhuji in the doubt of self-accusation and others, and started my four-year college career in a strange Changshu …… in the last year of the four years, considering that I was not experienced enough, so several students applied for a summer job in a restaurant (it was very difficult to find a summer job at that time, and the general unit did not want a summer job). The purpose of doing summer job was to contact the society, understand the complex relationship among people in the society, and want to get rid of the student spirit as soon as possible… the four years of college life will come to an end soon. Before leaving school, my classmate’s father came to our school to recruit managers, naturally, I was very lucky to be interviewed by my classmate’s father, whose company is a textile raw material company, which is located in Changshu! Finally I graduated and worked. I got up, ran, washed and carried the biscuits as breakfast. It was my daily habit to prepare for work …… soon after I entered the company, because of the dishes in the canteen, I couldn’t get used to the taste, so several students discussed how to prepare their own daily necessities, oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar tea. But when I was young, I seemed to be tired of cooking. However, cooking was delicious, which was strange to me who only studied in the past. I bought a pile of books for life, learn! There is no difference between the sweet and sour pork ribs made according to the menu and the chemical experiments, which gradually have the flavor of the restaurant. Being motivated, independent, confident and strong are the characteristics that I have adhered to since childhood, but what kind of hardship is hidden behind it. At work, we have to rely on ourselves to plan and implement big things and small things. In life, we have to deal with all kinds of fragmentary things by ourselves, even when we get sick occasionally, we are reluctant to tell our families. After a hard day, I went back to the dormitory and opened the door alone. The room was deserted without sound or temperature. So I have formed a habit that as long as I am in the dormitory, there must be one on TV or stereo, because only sound in the empty room can make people no longer feel lonely. When you are depressed, you may take turns to call your friends and chat everywhere without revealing your troubles. No one has the obligation to share your unhappiness, let alone do not want to disturb others’ peaceful life. When I am extremely sad and sad, I will only pour out my heart to my best two friends. In front of them, I can pour out the pain, sadness and tears in my heart. I really appreciate that they have been selflessly supporting my soul for so many years and accompanying me through the most difficult period. Intimate friends are rare and the most precious wealth. I know that sometimes I can’t let others understand me, nor can I really understand me …… most of the time I leave a good impression on others, but because of this, others also expect me very much, this puts a lot of pressure on me. Everyone thinks that I am very lively, generous and decent. Nothing can beat me. In fact, I am just a simple person. Sometimes I am also a child. I will be arrogant, sad and unreasonable like a child. Most of the time, I hope that I am like a Miss Jiao who knows nothing and can easily get others’ love and consideration. I envy Miss Jiao, who moves slowly and doesn’t understand the times at first sight. Since I was young, I didn’t have such an environment that I could enjoy the privilege and temper of being a girl like a real girl. I have never complained or thought about it, but recently I have been longing for nothing and nothing. Maybe now I am just like a girl. I always feel that I have missed the romance in my childhood and the simplicity in my teenage years. I have stepped into maturity directly, been appreciated by others and lived a hard life. I always let myself see hope in the ups and downs, and experience the ups and downs in hope and happiness again and again …… I know that others’ high comments on me are what many people want, but in this way, even a little mistake will be questioned. I am very tired. I really want to say to those who question me because of this: I am not a God, I am just a woman …… maybe this is the price of my independence! However, since I don’t want to make do with life reluctantly, and since I have chosen the current lifestyle, I have to face all the hardships in life and work calmly. After the sadness, a smiling, gentle, friendly and considerate little woman still appeared in front of everyone. I hope that I will always be like this…

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