Month: May 2020

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Beyond

[Editor’s note]: based on facts, the author demonstrates the truth that surpassing is not necessarily excellent. Say hello to the author and look forward to submitting the manuscript again. Nowadays, there are many outstanding talents in sports. Not only many sports achievements have been broken, but also the record of winning the championship has been surpassed one after another. Then, is the one who surpasses must be better than the predecessors? In China Football League A and Chinese Super League scorer list, Hao Haidong once firmly occupied the top of the list with the record of 96 goals, and then was overtaken by Li Jinyu, therefore, the latter became the first person to enter the-ball Hall of Fame of Chinese football league. As the main force of Jianlibao Team in those years, Li Jinyu was honored as one of the four little swans, and his strength was undoubted naturally, and it was well proved in the League A and Chinese Super League for many years. Industry insiders generally believe that Li Jinyu is the most nimble Vanguard in China, but he is also a typical opportunist at the same time. Although he considers himself the best Vanguard in China and claims that he is absolutely Dayu, but only at this stage. Hao Haidong is a rare genius, whose strength has been unanimously recognized by Asian football circles. It can be said that the name of the first forward in Asia is not free, and he has been the main forward of the national team for many years, and occupy an unshakable position for a long time. On the contrary, Li Jinyu’s performance for many years was obviously not the same as Hao Dong’s. Except for the number of goals [which are irrelevant to the overall situation], what could he be proud of in front of Hao haidong? Wang Nan is a female table tennis player who has won the most championships in the world today. He is 29 years old and still struggling hard on the court. His dedication is indeed admirable, she has surpassed Deng Yaping’s 18 championships in 24 championships. Therefore, Wang Nan is undoubtedly the best female table tennis player in the world. Recently a lot of friends take Wang Nan and Deng Yaping compared, as if have to than a compete not, I think, although Deng Yaping champion number less 4 PCs, but her than Wang Nan missed 5-year-old, think that year at the age of 24 she is very influential, but because of various reasons in 97 years fade out game, otherwise, Sydney Olympic Games women’s singles on the highest podium standing didn’t have to be a Wang Nan, what’s more, deng Yaping overcame the deficiency of innate figure, and there were much more outstanding foreign players in the same era than in Wang Nan’s era, so it was more difficult to win the final victory. Deng Yaping in two Olympic games on, got the participating all 4 gold medals, she also became the Chinese Olympic gold medalist largest number of players, however, the scene that Samaranch, president of the International Olympic Committee, gave her the award in person is still fresh in people’s memory and touched hundreds of millions of Chinese audience. Today, Deng Yaping has not only become a member of the athletes Committee of the International Olympic Committee and a doctor of Cambridge University, but also been rated as one of the top 10 outstanding women in China by Chinese people, Recently, she became the deputy secretary of the Youth League Committee of Beijing with her head held high in politics. For this alone, I am afraid that Wang Nan will never be able to reach. In addition, after Gao Ling won the Sudirman Cup, he also surpassed the record set by Li Lingwei and Han Aiping with 14 champions, while Li Xiaopeng equalled the total number of Li Ning’s 15 champions, however, transcendence is only a matter of time. In fact, due to the different times of each player, the differences of outstanding players of the same era, or the differences of physical conditions, there is not much comparability, if only sports performance is regarded as the only criterion, it will certainly be unfair. Therefore, I want to say that all players who have achieved excellent results deserve respect, especially those players with epoch-making significance, such as Xu Haifeng, Rong Guotuan, Li Ning, Xie Jun, Luan Jujie and so on. In the future, I hope that more excellent players will stand out, and I also hope that generation after generation of players will continue to write history and make a new record! 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Leisure

Wipe the glasses before turning on the computer. I suddenly felt that this kind of action was like a person of seventy years old who was going to read this year’s newspaper or last year’s newspaper to spend the cold day of floating life. So I couldn’t help imagining myself after sixty years. The appearance at that time must be much uglier than that of today’s double ten Shaohua?! I must have a lot of heart for my children …… I want to laugh when I think about it. Why do you pretend to be so old? Who knows what will happen tomorrow? Look, this is the difference between young people. Since time is so long and time is always ready to hone others, what should I do? There are dreams, but they are always forgotten accidentally. Taking care of today’s homework, tomorrow’s internship, the day after tomorrow’s re-election, and the day after tomorrow’s interview …… life is always a running account, but we forget that the person who keeps accounts is ourselves. Life needs to be integrated, otherwise it will become empty; And at the same time, life also needs us to quit. Taking a step back, it is not about tolerance, but about sober observation. Life is a multi-dimensional Road, emotion and reason, psychology and external, fantasy and reality, multi-dimensional intersection, rich and complex, happy and smiling, crying and complaining, correcting GE, happy Wine or lonely …… who is your scenery? Whose scenery are you? Who can go with you? Who can you give your heart? I can’t help being lonely, having misunderstandings and losing, and hurting interests …… so I torture myself every day, and life becomes a rotten account. If you don’t know what you have gained or lost, it will be your sadness. What did you come to this world for? What did you want to take away? What did you want to see and experience …… this is a philosophical problem. How many people have asked and explored for thousands of years, struggling and suffering, but these problems seem to be unsolved. Real, but helpless. All right, be simple. Since others are your scenery, you should treat this scenery well. Time goes by, the scenery looks new every day, then be happy, heartless, simple, bold, indulgent, serious, understanding, grateful, happy to see the meeting, you will get something if you are serious, and it depends on yourself. Be sure to remember to be happy but not arrogant when dealing with the winner; To be frustrated, you can be lost, but don’t regret forever. All you need is to be yourself. [Responsible editor: Ke Er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Alive

[Introduction]: Once upon a time, I thought it was a very simple thing to show filial piety to my parents. As long as I was polite and filial, everything would follow my parents and make them happy. When I was young, I always longed for a computer of my own and a room of my own. You can write freely on the computer in the room by yourself, turning your imaginary stories into fairy tales. That kind of fantasy is simple and pure. But now when I grow up, I feel that life is too complicated. I have my own computer, my own room and freedom, but I have no mood to write any more. When I was young, I admired the fairy tales of the Princess and the Prince very much, and liked the everlasting love of two lovers; I thought that when I met someone I loved, I could love bravely, not caring whether he was a prince or not. But now, when you meet love, you don’t dare to love. Marriage becomes a burden and needs chips to balance. Once upon a time, I thought that if I was with someone I loved, I would be happy if I didn’t quarrel or quarrel with each other; I thought that it would be a very romantic and warm thing to marry someone I loved. When he grew up, he realized that marriage was not so fun. He had to use the house and money as the foundation before he could talk about wedding dress, ring and love. Once upon a time, I thought it was a very simple thing to show filial piety to parents. As long as they were polite and filial, everything would follow their parents and make them happy. When I grow up, I understand that it is very difficult to make my parents happy. Poor grades, disobedience to accept the work arranged by parents, and undelight in marrying the candidate selected by parents will cause their parents to burst into rage. Only then can we understand that filial piety is actually a very difficult thing. We should not only have the heart, but also have the wealth and strength, and have enough glory. Once upon a time, I thought life was very simple, as long as I was happy, I thought life was my own, happiness was my own, and love was my own. But when I grew up, I realized that life was very difficult. There were countless trifles and rice oil and salt; Happiness was not only for myself, but also shared with all the people who loved you; love is not only a matter of two people, but sometimes it is actually a matter of two families. Knowing these, I suddenly feel that it is very difficult to live! [Editor in charge: Man Tree]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Life

[Introduction]: Spring in the North is windy and strong, and there is a saying that spring breeze does not blow spring buds. The wind blew, mixed with yellow sand, dark, straight to the mouth of the person. But today, the sun is sunny, there is no trace of wind, the sky is pure blue, and white clouds are in groups, as if the old people are walking leisurely. On rest days, there are a lot of housework to do and books to read in a cramped room. Time is tense, like an arrow waiting to be sent at any time, and it will die slightly. It happened that his son was clamoring to go to the mountain to play, but he couldn’t stop him. He put down many seemingly necessary things and went to the mountain to dig shepherd’s purse. In fact, I am was very eager to go to the mountain. Especially when the soul is overwhelmed, it can always wash away many flashy things in the quiet, distant and thick nature, return to nature and return to purity. Spring in the North is windy and big, and there is a saying that spring breeze does not blow spring buds. The wind blew, mixed with yellow sand, dark, straight to the mouth of the person. But today, the sun is sunny, there is no trace of wind, the sky is pure blue, and white clouds are in groups, as if the old people are walking leisurely. The weather was dry last autumn, and it never rained, even the wheat was not planted. Although there was plenty of rain this spring, the shepherd’s purse was still very few compared with previous years, it can only be found on the edge of the relatively wet sunny ground. In normal days, I am seldom go up the mountain to do farm work. They don’t know much about the land situation in the village, and they don’t know where there may be shepherd’s purse. Last time, I followed my neighbor and found some. But now is the busy farming season, they will never go up the mountain to do this business. I can only look everywhere blindly. I searched for it for more than two hours, but I didn’t find a few, so I was very depressed. I regret that I didn’t find a guide, or ask about the situation, and blindly come out to do what I had never done before, and ended up with a hard work without any gains. He was already far away from home. Now that he had come out, it was really a pity to waste this beautiful moment. So he and his son no longer focused on looking for shepherd’s purse, but just stopped and went around casually. In the terraced fields on the hillside, there were some peasants scattered fragmentary, turning the hoe which had never been changed for thousands of years. Sweat dripped down the ground along the dark face. Who knew that it was hard to plate Chinese food and grains, science and Technology have stepped into every aspect of life, but in some aspects of life, the oldest and simplest way of working is still kept. It was March, but the sign of spring was not obvious. There were withered branches and fallen leaves everywhere. The Breeze pointed over and the leaves rustled. Looking around, the distant mountain was dressed in gray clothes, and the yellow one could not see the prosperity of spring at all. The pure color collided with the senses, and I was tired for a while. However, on the roadside or the sunny slope, by accident, a few wild chrysanthemum, dazzling yellow, rushed into the eyes, and the heart was also gentle and happy, looking down at this natural gift, after all, spring stumbled in a thousand calls and calls. Apricot trees and peach trees in the orchard have already had a little bit of flower buds, which are not as withered as in winter, nor as swollen as their bellies when they bloom. I don’t think it will take about half a month, here is another world full of apricot, peach, plum, apple and pear flowers. It is full of flowers and colorful, with fragrance permeating, bees flying and butterflies dancing. The scene every year is always the most beautiful season here. Tired, sitting on the slope to rest, next to a tall persimmon tree, there is a bird’s nest between the branches, in fact, many tree sticks are piled up in a mess, very rough, people, I am always used to evaluating other things or things by my own standards, which may be very good for birds themselves. It’s a little pity that there are nests without birds. After a while, a magpie flew not far away from us. Its body and feet were black, but its belly was white. It was so arrogant that it paced its feet leisurely, my son and I kept silent for fear of scaring him away. When we wanted to watch carefully, it still flew away. Maybe it saw guests coming from afar. Welcome, I’m going to live and fly with his lover. Originally, he had no hope for digging potherb, but many people found him for thousands of times. Looking back suddenly, the man accidentally met a large piece of bitter herbs in the dim light. Here, sowthistle than shepherd’s purse precious, it is blindly medicine, qingrejiedu, even if we deliberately to find, also does not see more, so-called, shanchongshuifu doubt no, a silver lining. Seeing the rich achievements in this basket, I sighed with emotion in my heart: if we continue to follow others’ footsteps today, we may be able to dig a lot of shepherd’s purse, but we will certainly not get this unexpected surprise. In fact, life is not wrong! Following the same old path behind predecessors will never break through the original situation. There is no way in the world. If you walk a lot, you will also become a way. If there are no countless predecessors exploring and expanding the way, how can you know which way is the most correct and reasonable! Unprecedented, breaking the routine, for pioneers, being the first one to think, the first one to eat Pang may fall into the swamp of thousands of people, but after time, the waves wash the sand, A fair judgement will be given in the calendar, Copernicus, Lu Xun-no matter which career, the most dazzling pearl and the greatest page in the history at all times and in all countries, which one is not obtained in this way? Taking ten thousand steps back, no matter through the ages or in all directions, even if they are not recognized, as long as they have made unremitting efforts in life, it is not impossible. Too many creatures in the nature are already very happy to live. As the Long Man of all things, he is often tired by the outside and trapped by his hands and feet! There is no regret in life if you pass by without asking for high quality and regret. [Editor in charge: Man Tree]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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月亮

【编辑按】:爱情到底是什么,是说不清楚的,纵使用千言万语,万语千言来阐述,也难以解释的明明白白。哪怕用整整的一辈子,也不会知道爱情真正的味道,只能知道表面上的酸甜苦辣之感,要想活的真正的坦然,就只能不去碰触爱情,可是又有谁能做到呢?在爱情里,没有山盟海誓的存在,没有谁是谁的谁。 中秋,中午一起吃饭喝酒,我不知道喝了多少,居然没醉,晚上下雨,与月亮无缘,但在梦中与你有缘,你回来了,对我说:知道为什么我头也不回的离开吗?因为从住那到车站你连一句话都不说,我怎么回头。我感到前所未有的内疚,是啊,为什么连一句话都不说呢,当我醒来之前还怀抱着你,可醒来的时候原来还是一个人,因为那只是一场梦,可这个梦让我回到了2年前,头脑里呈现出我们的点点滴滴! 两年前好像也是中秋,在我们那个 秦梦 家族里,我们不知道收到多少礼物,你高兴的脸都笑烂了,那是在电脑的那头我看见的,我 秦梦语 大家都叫我鱼头,超级懒!你 秦梦莲香 师父喊你香儿,卿JJ喊你妖精,宝宝喊你祸水,超级特懒!每次我们都是坐在那玩,让别人去打去杀,只知道聊天,也许我声请的是女号,所以我们无所不谈,成为好 姐妹 !就这样在剑侠世界 秦梦家族 里度过快乐而又无聊的一年! 秦梦 意思是梦回秦朝,我们一起有30个人左右独霸 青龙 龙门 ,我和你就是最受大家恩宠的一对大活宝!每次只要有我们在,整个帮会就会鸡犬不宁,可我们自己感觉就是非常的开心! 后来我们都不想玩了,你先把号给了别人,自己去找了一个什么写文章的,我在那以后就消失了,可出现的是另一个人 鱼头 的男朋友,那也是我自己,我说你认识的 鱼头 走了,在也不会回来,我们分手了,这时候我们谈起两个人在一起怎么怎么相处,你还教我去怎么找回来,买什么礼物去,该怎么做,我在这边暗地里笑,因为是我自己,我怎么去找呢?后来就没谈到此事,感觉 鱼头 就这样消失的无影无踪。 你写的文章实在太差,我记得第一篇文章是我帮你改的,拿去还得到赞扬,这样你每写一篇都要让我看让我帮你改,我哪有那么多时间,可每天还是定时的来陪你写陪你改,进步是越来越大,你写的文章里有悲伤,含蓄深沉,越来越好!在很短的时间里能达到那样的水平可以算一个天才了,都非常的看好里,你的朋友就推荐你去做策划,简直是让人刮目相看,在短短的几天就学会,谁也不敢相信,现在的居然是以前写文章乱成一糟的那个人! 那时我们心照不宣,可我也开口了, 做我女朋友杂样,来成都吗? 可以,不过鱼头知道了有可能会剁了我 我们早就没联系了,不知道在哪,你知道吗? 做我男朋友有条件,在空间里,自己去看 恩,做我女朋友也要有条件 就这样都同意了彼此的条件,条件里没有金钱,名利!就这样你打算踏上遥远的路途,在你来之前你还给朋友说了,你这次赌一回,也许那里才是你的归属! 我记得是农历十月十九的中午,你到了,给我打电话喊我去接你,那么突然,我从住那出发到车站耽误了3个小时,你到聪明,跑到旅馆休息了2小时,害我还找个团团转,见面了,比在两个地方用键盘说话要好的多,你一路上说个不停,我到现在都不知道你具体说的是什么事。我们直接去见我爸妈,晚上我带你去我表哥家住! 农历二十一,是我一位长辈的生日,那天早上我有事出去了,你在表哥家里准备和他们一起去,可在10点半的时候我接到电话,找不到你的人,你真行,独自出去转了2个小时,我爸妈都到那了,你还没回去,都在焦急的等,我也没办法啊,只有把事情办完直接去那农家乐,你们先去,我独自一人到那,你到好,给我亲戚他们聊的正乐,我问你说什么呢?是不是他们给红包给你了哦,那么高兴,你只是笑不说话,中午吃饭的时候,我在亲戚面前给了你一个满意的承诺,当场宣布你是我的女朋友,他们都同意!你真能喝,一瓶红酒,我们两个人喝个精光,你喝了一大半,从那时到晚上,你说个不停,笑个不停,第二天我带你去游览成都到我家的路上,先到黄龙溪,后到眉山,农历二十三到了我家,说来可笑,晚上睡觉的时候我在楼上,你睡楼下,半夜我都不知道,突然听到有人喊我,晕,半夜谁喊我嘛,怪了,原来是你,我下楼来你说不知道是谁家的猫在那叫,我帮你赶猫,陪你说话,就这样到天亮! 赶走了那只小猫,你这只大猫怎么也赶不走了 呵呵,那样我走了你不怕吗?我还是陪着你好了! 农历二十五我生日,我们回到成都,我朋友来了10来个,一起喝酒,我喝多了,在旅馆我说那个陪你2年的 鱼头 其实就是我,晕,就这样你把这事给他们说了,搞得他们到现在都不理我,第二天我们回爸妈那玩了一天,下午朋友喊我过去,我们过去了,可回不去了,他们骗我不送我,我说打的回去, 走路 那么远走路?就这样从凉水井一直走到体育馆,足足走了三小时,你还精神好呢,说在走2小时都没问题,一路上我们谈了很多,谈到以前和以后!过了2天我们租了房子在凉水井,和朋友一起住在那边, 徐大飚 是你取的名字,她象是你仇人一样,刚2天还好,后来就争吵不休,因为你不喜欢别人乱骂乱说乱问,每天我下班回来你就说她的事,说个没完! 白天我上班,你就做饭洗衣服,有空就去网吧做你的该做事,这就是生活吗?我感到很开心,我知道你也觉得幸福,后来找了个工作,离我爸妈那近,我们就搬家到那边,有一次你不上班,我带你去工地玩,等我下班后一起回家,你坐公交车要晕车,所以又走路,一路说说笑笑的不知道走了好久,居然忘了家门,我们竟然走过了3站路,都傻乎乎的倒走回去,从下午5点,到家都8点半了,搬过去过后就谈起说我们结婚的事,因为很多事都不如愿,我们就在争吵中把这事给淡漠;也许就是因为这事,我父母不怎么同意,所以你心里一直就有一种不高兴, 明年等我们结婚后看我怎么对付你老妈 晕,那受灾的不是我吗?快过年了,我们搬家到万年场,在那我上班近,你因为这事辞掉了工作,到那边你每天就看《媳妇的美好时光》,你找了一份网吧收银员的工作,12小时的做,我们就没什么时间一起吃饭聊天了,各忙各的,就这样到了过年,从那时开始,我们就没那么多话聊,感觉以前的感觉一下就没了,你每天都象吃了火药一样,看什么都不顺眼,我又不喜欢争吵,所以就沉默下去,初一天你过生日,你生气,我不知道哪来的话,哄了很久你才吃饭,你那是第3次哭,第一次是被那个 徐大飚 惹哭的,第二次是我父母不同意结婚,你哭着要走,女人怎么那么爱哭呢?我就不懂了,哭着要人去哄,哄着哄着还偷着笑,真是才3岁一样,我比你好,我四岁!初三,你堂妹来了,她在四川省医院实习,来团年,我爸妈也来了,不是说不想见我爸妈吗?还部要他们来,你也不过去,今天也改变了吧,我知道你只是随便说说,你没那么的小心眼哈! 后来我们就忙来忙去,偶尔去河边转转,直到愚人节 4月1号,哪天你不知道的,因为我洗菜不对,你就说来说去,我也不知道怎么的说了一句 这样做来吃了会死人不嘛 停止了,也许是愚人节,我们是第一次这样的吵架,只是吵了两句,最多一分钟,我们昔日的浪漫,幸福的感觉好像在过年后就没有过,可我们也在努力的去做到,希望回到以前! 这月底我手机掉了,暂时用你的手机,说来也巧,就在几天后,我晚上7点过还没下班,下着雨,手机快没点了,车子也快没电了,我下班就冒着雨走了不到一公里,车子没电了,只好推着走,就在这时候收到你老爸的一个短信,喊你回去,老妈出事了,手机突然没电自动关机,我也没办法,路上有没人,只好就那样走,不知道走了多远,遇到修路的人,打了个电话喊他们来接我,都没时间,我就把车放在修路那,打的回来,全身湿透了,进门看到桌子上留的饭菜,你就趴在那看电视睡着了,我换洗完后,把这事告诉你了,你马上打电话回家,说明天就买票回去,第2天我帮你把票定了,你去把工作辞了,就这样回去了! 后来我在父母的阻挡下,和你的劝说下,我毅然踏上去你家的车上,到你家那一周时间,你是那么的开心,那笑那开心是发自内心,我记得在我要走的前2天,我应该给你父母一个交代,一个说法,你就使劲的人我怎么去说,你最后没办法,只好哭着说 你不说算了,不跟我说也算了,明天你就可以走了 我说放心好了,我会让你父母满意的,晚上你象见到鱼的小猫一样急,催促我去说,我没办法,其实也没说什么啊,就几分钟时间,就说了3句话,其他都是你父母说交代的事。呵呵,洗脸的时候你就拿这手帕蒙着脸一直在那偷笑,我问你笑什么,是不是我说的不好,你就边笑边摇头,我说是不是说的很好啊,你就边笑边点头,就象个小孩子一样,太可爱了!过了2天我就回成都了,回到成都我心里象是石头落下一样,很轻松,很高兴,你父母同意了,在你老妈病好了以后就来成都,过年都要来成都看你们,顺便就把婚事办了,这事算就这样定下了吧! 你老妈的病好得很快,过了一月左右就好了,在7月初你就回到我身边,我父母都来了,一起吃个饭,你又回到了以前那高兴的时候,天天就跳来跳去,不知道在高兴什么,可我工作上出了问题,上班时间没那么多了,钱也挣不了那么多了,可我知道,我有办法,为了我们以后,我从现在开始努力去去做事,可那天当着我爸妈你说了很多,我不是不同意,我早就同意,只是不想回答,你心里以为我不愿意什么一样,从那以后就不理不睬,就那以后我们已经走到尽头,都不说话,偶尔一起吃饭都不说话,我知道也许我们就这样完了,后来我发现了你手机的一个短信, 好说好散 ,我知道你要求分手,只是没开口而已,我那几天也无心情上班,不知道怎么过的,你走的那2天,你终于说话了, 我想吃排骨 我去买了回来,是你做的,第2天也是你做的排骨,下午的车票,就这样你为我做了最后2顿红烧排骨,我送你的一路上什么也没说,之前只说先分开一段时间,好好想想!都不知道该说什么,该怎么说!就这样用无力的眼神看着你走进车站,消失在人群!离开5天时间,也许是朋友告诉你我感冒了,你就回我一句话 自己一个人注意身体,听说你感冒了,以后多注意点 多么的温馨,在你走之前的那晚上,我没睡着,你帮我盖了被子,我知道,就这样你走了,我知道你不会回来,我应该怎么做,我知道你也不心甘,我也不心甘! 当你到你该到那地方的时候,你朋友发了个信息给我,说 你认识的她不是现在的她,你只是她的一个替代品,现在结束了,为你感到遗憾 是吗?是真的吗?后来我知道你说这句话不是真心,有一句话说得很好:好爱就深爱,要分就要彻底,不留痕迹! 你做到了,你知道你当初来的时候说是来赌一把,我其实也没放在心上,可后来我没办法不放在心上,因为你赌赢了,我输了,输的一踏糊涂,我已经准备把一生都输给你,可你不要你所赢的,放弃了独自离去,为什么会这样,我也不知道,也许就是现实在作弄人,你情愿自己去买个戒指戴在无名指上来骗我,也不跟我说实话,我怎么能相信你所说的,就这样分手了,也许这样对大家都好,一切都删除了,你的电话现在也打不通了,所有联系都没了,可留在心里的东西删除的了吗?我知道你也删除不了,但不得不删除,不想在纠缠下去,这样下去对谁都没好处,象你说的那样,也许我们根本不合适! 都在逃避,都在消失,现在我正努力的去工作,去挣钱,以前我答应过的事很快我就会做到,虽然你不在,虽然已经分手,可我也要去做,我答应过的事都会做到,以后我会留一间屋子放书,把你所有想看的书都放在那里,我也会看,你不是经常喊我多读书吗?多学习吗?我会的,我会注意身体,袜子每天一换,内衣裤每天一换,外套3天一换,工作和生活分开,不会让自己生病,因为我要做什么多事,为了自己也要去做!你也一样,多吃补血品,不要吃冷的,硬的,辣的,刺激的东西,那样你的胃病又要发作,那可不是开玩笑的,很可怕! 是你改变我的生活,我很感谢你,要是有下辈子我会把欠你的还给你,就算也不会在一起到老也愿意,相信我,我会做到,月亮圆了,人也该圆,希望你在那边过得比谁都好,希望你的事业成功,不要放弃你自己的理想,我也不会!《孙子兵法》我看过很多遍了,你以前总拿那里边的方法来考验我,到最后你居然用了最后一种:走为上策!我也避而不见,就这样成为最熟悉的陌生人!你真让人担心,可我有什么办法,只有在心里祈祷,你也在祈祷吗? 当你走了后他们知道了,就介绍朋友给我,我只有离的远远的,见面后就走了,因为我心里还没放下,所以避开了,也许是错,也许这样对你才公平,放心吧,我回去后合适也许就结婚, 爱一个人不一定在一起,可在一起就好好的去爱她 我现在明白了爱一个人应该去做什么,明白了两个人在一起应该做什么,怎么去做,那样才不会有分离,也许不爱也会在一起,但在一起了慢慢去找回爱的感觉,你常说做人不要太自私,要为别人多想想,恩,我现在才发现我不是没为别人着想,只是想到了没做到,所以才走到现在这一步,以后我会记住你说的话,一定对别人好好的,不管是谁!你也要一样,你要一意孤行,太过自信不是好事,我们都太过于执著,太过顽皮,把很多事看的很复杂又简单! 删掉了一切,但有一样删不掉!心里有座坟,葬着未亡人!我从今天开始把你彻底的埋在那属于我们的回忆里,在也不会有丝毫的挂牵,我们也许伤的太深,连朋友都不可以做,我看只有这样才能慢慢的在生活中把对方遗忘,各自走向各自新的生活中去,要不然到最后受伤的还是自己,你做的很对,要不是这样的话我们也许还在相互的纠缠下去,永远不知道怎么去放下! 不要忘了你还欠我一次一起去献血,不要忘了我答应带你去吃最好吃的烤鱼 当你最后一次哭的时候是我们吵架最厉害,也是最痛心的那次,我知道你已经伤心到极点,难道我不是吗?一首《痛彻心扉》让我也藏不住眼泪,一曲《偷偷的哭》让我眼角滑落久违的泪水!当你知道的时候也会吗? 一个男人不能欺骗女人,那样只能欺骗一夜,一个女人不能欺骗男人,那样会欺骗他一生,对吗? 【责任编辑:十年磨一剑】 赞 (散文编辑:可儿) 我家微信时代的年三十 前年,公公过生日时曾准备给他买个智能手机,主要目的是想教他们玩玩微信,也好让他们… 国版《解忧杂货店》观后感 每个人都是靠着自己的努力,才走向了更好的人生。 咨询信的答案,只是在鼓励一颗已有… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月14号) 2018年1月14号: 今天,吴江的气温比较温暖,不似前几天那般寒冷。昨天与今天,吴江的… 做个不停止成长的人 莉莉老师上瑜伽课时带着浓重的鼻音不停咳嗽着。可能不舒服,她今天示范动作少了很多,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月13号) 2018年1月13号: 昨天,姐姐和外甥小大卫并没有过来我和母亲暂住的金家坝东湾村这里,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月12号) 2018年1月12号: 前天的时候,我说:“母亲明天去昆山。”然而昨天,母亲并没有去昆山…

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Don’t go

That day, we quarreled again. You said, “you are tired, this time, you really have to leave. I dragged my numb mood and wanted to leave alone quietly. Sitting in the place where we once laughed together, I cried hard. Although I really wanted to let you go, I still couldn’t let you go. I called you again and again to retrieve the relationship of this year. However, your determination made me feel helpless, and I hoped that someone would suddenly appear to help me. Everything is so familiar, even the wind tonight is the same as before. The people who passed by looked at me with strange eyes. The phone kept ringing. I knew that they were all looking for me except you. However, I just want to beg you, don’t go. I am afraid of another ending. I am afraid of the same heartache. I am afraid that I will always be sad, sad, and then grow old. I am not used to the quietness without you. I am not used to laughing alone in the street. I am not used to anything without you. Put down my so-called self-esteem, I just want to keep my love. [Responsible editor: yi er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Doctor

[Introduction] a friend told me that in some developed capitalist countries nowadays, someone is ill and his family members do not take them to the hospital, which is a crime and will go to jail, thinking about going to hospital without children, these so-called democratic and liberal people still advocate freedom. Since the new health care reform, the country has taken a series of measures, such as establishing the basic drug system, speeding up the construction of the basic medical security system and so on, which have effectively eased the stubborn disease of difficult and expensive medical treatment. Last year, there was a national political advisor said doctor not difficult, doctor not expensive, are many who beat. Now I personally understand that the CPPCC member actually said it well. In recent years, my physical condition is somewhat poor. Because people often say that it is expensive to see a doctor, I often practice medicine by myself when I have headache and fever, and go to the pharmacy to buy two pills of medicine, but usually I don’t go to the hospital. However, the personal experience of going to the hospital twice in the past really changed the previous old concept. One day at the end of last year, I felt a little uncomfortable and went to the bathroom. Bad, diarrhea, her inability shall ask off rest. I went back to the dormitory and lay down. I wanted to have a rest and it would be fine. The disappointing gastrointestinal system was against me, forcing me to go to the bathroom one after another. Taking some medicine was of no help, I had to go to a nearby community service station for medical treatment. After entering the consulting room, it will be my turn in about three or four minutes. What’s the situation? I replied that I had diarrhea, about once every half hour, four or five times already. Drips!, the doctor said and knocked a few times on the computer keyboard to pay! I quickly added to the doctor: doctor, I have chest tightness, urgent breathing, and my whole body is sore and soft. The doctor stretched out his hand and gave my right hand and left hand two or three seconds respectively. Then he listened to the right, middle and left sides of my chest with a stethoscope for a while. The whole process was only ten seconds, doctor said nothing! Therefore, I was relieved to pay 79.73 yuan, waiting for the injection. Here, I truly realized that it was not difficult to see a doctor. It only took a few minutes to queue up and only a few minutes to see a doctor; It was not expensive to see a doctor, and the injection and medicine were less than 80 yuan. One night at the beginning of this year, I was working overtime, with severe stomachache and no medicine at hand, so I had to go to the nearby hospital for emergency treatment. After the doctor’s simple inquiry and auscultation, he will write a prescription, fill in the medical record and pay the fee. Soon, my stomachache improved a lot. I left this hospital when I was sure there was no big deal. Before leaving, doctors and nurses told me that there might be dry mouth, so drink more boiled water. In fact, this visit only cost dozens of yuan. In less than twenty minutes, I gradually felt dry mouth and became more and more severe. I had to drink saliva in about half a minute, which lasted for nearly two hours. When I got up the next day, my eyes seemed to be stuck with a translucent film. It was very hazy to see people. The words on books and newspapers were all black spots. I thought that I didn’t sleep well, so I asked for leave to rest. In the afternoon, it was still the same, so I had to call the doctor who treated me last night. The doctor said it was likely to be the side effect caused by the injection of atropin, and the symptoms would be relieved after the drug ingredients were completely excluded from the body, wait. As the doctor said, the next day, my eyes were as clear as before. A friend told me that in today’s developed capitalist countries, some people are ill. If their family members don’t take them to the hospital, it would be a crime and they will go to jail. If they don’t take their children to the hospital, they will go to prison, these so-called democratic liberalists always advocate freedom, But when I was sick, I didn’t have the freedom to go to the hospital. It was terrible. That friend’s elder brother encountered this kind of headache in a Western developed country. Because he was an illegal immigrant, he was particularly afraid of the government’s discovery, so he wanted to have a baby at home, but it was such a private affair at home, was neighbor report, soon came dozens of military medical and nurse, with 2 military helicopters, less than 1 minutes to come to his home, family was sent to hospital. Not only for the whole family to eat and drink for free, but also for the milk powder. The children are their own. Why do they need them to feed them? The free country even has no freedom to raise their own children. My friend also said that after the child came home, there were so many doctors coming home every few days to help him, to give the child a physical examination, and to evaluate the child’s growth environment, he also threatened that if he didn’t feed his child well, he would go to jail and confiscate the child, etc. It was really sad that his child could not be fed according to his own wishes. Therefore, it is better for our country. At least it is not so difficult to see a doctor and give birth to a child. You can go to a doctor wherever you want. You can go to a big hospital, a small hospital or even a qualified small clinic, this is very convenient and free. Now it seems that since the implementation of the new health care reform in our country, it is indeed convenient for people to see a doctor. And I also personally understand the benefits brought by this policy of benefiting the country and the people. It is not difficult or expensive to see a doctor. [Responsible editor: Ke Er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. 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Red

The world of mortals is a journey. The height is not very cold, accompanied by water. Embracing and carrying, boys and girls in the sunset. A few months ago, a girl got cancer. They traveled around the hospital every day. The smell of the potion didn’t get any chemotherapy, which made the girls lose weight a lot. Messy hair, vaguely can see a few white hair, as if lost luster. The boy’s eyes were deeply concave. He didn’t dare to sleep these days. Seeing the girl fall asleep, his heart was very stable. During these years, the girl had become a part of his heart. The girl wrote in the diary; The cat should go to sleep, and I will give you fish to eat. The cat is the nickname of the boy. The cat fed the girl’s fish soup. After blowing cold, looking at the cat as thin as firewood, the girl called the cat and fed it in at once. They drank and watched together. The girl smiled all the time, standing straight like a blooming plum blossom. The girl wrote in the diary; Cats should be healthy and happy, and may good luck accompany you throughout your life. When the boy fell asleep, the girl’s tears flowed into the boy’s body and turned into a cloud, an indelible soul. I wish this life is a flower obsessed with you, except for the flower accompanying you from childhood, the only flower: I wish this life is a piece of sunshine shining on you, give you a warm embrace, the only one who can hug you. In the world of mortals, we depend on the sky and ourselves, just like the weather, place, and people, we only cherish them. Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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School

When the school started, I found that none of my friends here Smoked. When I came here, I brought a few packs of cloud smoke. I couldn’t change my habit. I was embarrassed to be alone. I was used to being at home. When I was a child before, others said that this child was pure. After that… in that place, what brothers worship is whether you are doing well or not and dare not to chop people.! When I went home, did everyone say that I was not a hooligan? After passing the exam, I accidentally got here. Brother, calculate it. It has passed eight provinces and three cities including Beijing. Yunnan-Chongqing-Sichuan-Hubei-Shaanxi-Shanxi-Henan-Hebei-Beijing-Tianjin-Liaoning-crossed two rivers. My mother said that she had been worried since the day I left. After all, I have never been far away before. It’s so far away. It is still the nagging at school before. Don’t be hungry …… when I am alone, I think it’s really warm. They all say that the mother is worried about it. It is said that there are pairs here, and I don’t care about it. A fortune teller said that I didn’t arrive until I was 28 years old by marriage. I was very angry at that time. I was numb at that time. But to comfort myself, there are thirty flowers for a man. It’s over. I have to pay the tuition I am an ordinary person. I once swore that everyone would see me, but I haven’t done it until now. My heart is occasionally passionate, but I am not a poet and cannot express my feelings effectively. I don’t know how to write sad sentences when I am lonely. I come from a place which is far away and only has mountains. Whether you are angry or arrogant. I ran to the mountain which belonged to me to sing. There are two voices, one is my coarse howl, the other is also my coarse howl. I just replied from the other side of the mountain. I regarded him as my buddy. When I was 19 years old, I came to a place called Seaside City with my humble traveling bag and my humble dream. Walk into the courtyard called Campus. Start a day called University. University of about. er jiu nian China. I have to add something to this day. I. I want to lightly hold the hand of a woman from the Industrial University… I think. If I was born to be an affectionate and delicate woman in the University of Technology. I must marry a senior fellow of the University of Technology who is as tall and straight as Dongshan. After class, chemistry class, I went to sleep listening to the third row from the bottom. I was in a daze, either on the desk or on the chair. Long ago, I could sit and fall asleep naturally, making people around me unaware. The teacher doesn’t know either. Sometimes, I really don’t want to be young like this. Alas! I felt the vibration of the mobile phone, and vaguely found that it was my classmate who sent a text message asking me if I was asleep, which moved me at once. Somehow, though he betrayed me, he insisted in front of others that I told him to beat cs. Primitive is primitive, I think, I want to talk about it. Tell yourself the best, touch a cigarette in a daze and lie down. I thought about something casually and deliberately, such as the past. I thought about the wind and natural sound when I fell asleep accidentally. Slowly, there is a soft sense of powerlessness, like cotton, unspeakable comfortable. The happiest thing in the world is sleeping. The Heaven is the bed, and the wrist is the pillow. Those who do good things say that bed is the grave of youth. I don’t believe it. People who have nothing to do will talk about it everywhere and want to create famous sayings. Suddenly I wanted to say a lot, but suddenly I was speechless. Maybe the inspiration is still brewing at this time. For me, it seems to be deliberately corrupted, and unreasonably sentimental. It was late at night, where did the seemingly absent singing come from? The long-lost feeling came to my mind. I was not touched and couldn’t help crying. But I used to use it when I was young, but now I use it secretly. Where can I get a cigarette. Let my mind smoke, run, run to the night sky, and then disappear. In fact, this place is really interesting. Some people always think that they are princesses. That look! Someone has been working as a class Committee since then. I became a leader at once, that posture! Some people don’t know what flying is, even the suspenders! Really scholar! Someone has to ask others every day: do I look good in this dress! But there are also people I particularly appreciate, such as others who are so good at math exams and still keep a low profile, top! I have also experienced a lot. First carrying bag step on Dalian of street. I went to the square as soon as I got out of the train and lit a cigarette. It was really cool. When I arrived, I took the train for more than 40 hours. I couldn’t stand it! At school, I had been ill for more than ten days. When I was in the most powerless time, I was lying in bed again. Everyone else went to military training, and I didn’t even have the strength to get up. I fell asleep and unexpectedly dreamed that I was dead. Stood funeral music. When I woke up, I cried quietly and burst into tears. I didn’t know why I went to the business hall to rush the phone bill to someone else’s card. I didn’t know at that time that I had made a mistake about my number for so long. Later, I lost my ID card, and my family said that my registered permanent residence was transferred, so I couldn’t report the loss. The school said that my registered permanent residence was not registered, so I couldn’t get an ID card. A few days later, I lost my Dragon card and didn’t mention anything annoying to me. It’s my birthday, I’m really not used to group happiness, and I’m not used to having deliberate blessings. My friends, schoolmates and friends from childhood, want to talk with you about the distance and hometown, women and money, dirty yellow, I am looking for our friends to get drunk, brushing off the arrogance accumulated over the past two or ten years. Leave me alone until I lie on the street Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. 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Separate

This morning, the warm sunshine set off the Earth. Facing the morning sun in early winter, I wandered in the forest path. When we crossed the railway track, we remembered that when we fell in love, we often walked on the endless railway track and had distant dreams. That was already the memory of many years ago. The speeding train crushed the trace of time, and what remained unchanged was still the two-way round-trip track. The scenery along the road, the shadow many years ago and the warm picture have already become blurred! The intoxicated past was awakened by the roaring sound. Back to this moment, it is still a little strange to see the plants, trees, bricks, tiles, scenes and things that have accompanied you for many years. After living in this strange city for so many years, loneliness will still often invade. I don’t know what else I miss, do I miss my hometown? There is nothing left in my hometown, no …… at this moment, I am very sad, and tears are also circling in my eyes! I don’t know why the sadness at this moment comes from? As the saying goes: women are made of water. Eyes are like a stream that never dries up. Tears are the stream that never dries up! Perhaps the trivial matters are too complicated recently. In dreams, I often say those words in the daytime and even sleepwalk. At this time, what suffered most was the lover lying beside him, who was often beaten by me with stars in his eyes. Then I complained that I met the night wandering god. I don’t believe it. Once, really. I woke up with pain, and felt that I hit my leg with a snap. It hurt me when I woke up. This worries about the future of your lover. One day, will you murder your husband? I don’t know why I am like this? The lover said, the most important thing is to calm down, keep a good attitude and let nature take its course and everything will be fine. I believe, but I can’t do it! I know that I have a lot of shortcomings. Being a man is a failure, not capable enough, unable to go to the hall in the kitchen, hesitant and timid. There are very few people who can truly tolerate me. In this strange city, lovers and children are my dearest people. There is no one except them. Although they are accompanied, there will still be lonely times. It was a kind of mental suffering that they couldn’t understand, and they couldn’t communicate with it. What’s more, how could they communicate with a feeling that they couldn’t even understand! Therefore, I often attach myself to the Internet and place it in my words. Walking between the real and virtual scales, gradually, walking farther and farther. Facing the reality, I became less and less confident and could only lower my head when walking in the crowd. Sometimes what is the meaning of living in extreme thoughts? I once thought about getting away from the Internet and putting down words to be a little woman who wasted time; I also thought about going on a long journey to find myself, or go away from the world to the place where there is no trouble… but everything is so difficult that we can only struggle and struggle in the long time. Time is so long, but time is so short; The world is so big, but we are so small; Language is so light, but responsibility is so heavy; Distance is so close, but heart is so far. Walking across the world, but you can’t meet each other! Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…