Month: January 2017

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Red

[Introduction] The Wind Rises and the trees shake-there are flowers falling-moment-I can’t tell what is dancing in front of me-is it a transparent butterfly wing-or a fairy neon colorful wing, I don’t know whether it is the silky drizzle that chants thousands of years of love for the floating fallen flowers-or whether the light fallen flowers have already been transformed into the drizzle that whispers beautiful vows… Walking alone in the rain at dusk-thinking about your heart-thinking about you-thinking about you in the distance-thinking about a tender dream the wind is gentle-The rain is light, light and light, and the miss is far away-indulged in the combination of wind and rain zhang’s prose poems used to be obsessed with that ancient legend-I stubbornly believed-the ups and downs of fate-the reincarnation of a flower and a butterfly-holding the pupa struggling for love in the previous life-hold the butterfly in the cluster of light chrysanthemum in this life from now on-accompany the world of mortals so-I-want to devote all my life’s tenderness to love you and pick up a bosom red bean-condensed into deep love-the breeze on the original was sent to each other before the full moon night-you came-walking lightly-carrying the elegance of a wisp of purple Lily-wading in the wind all the way-with a smile of quietly nodding-tap my heart which is barely traveled. Hey hey-the mountain is green again-the tree is green again-the flowers are red again-and I-also drunk-drunk in the eyes of your previous life-drunk in the sweet dream of missing you every night-drunk in le’s soft call from now on, I will read you from day to day-reading you into a bright spring sun Warm-read you as flowing as water and Moonlight-read you as graceful and graceful charm of Song poetry-read you as the deep and ancient meaning of dazzling the book of songs used to-light a delicate fragrance lamp-listen to your heart every quiet night yu-every deserted corner-write your name on the white paper-graffiti countless smiling eyes-tell me my endless thoughts and joy stand-Miss you under the tree full of flowers-miss you-miss you miss your feeling-light as a dyed happy feather every time my trembling pulse is permeated with your breath the wind blows up the tree shake-there are flowers falling piece by piece-Instantly-I can’t tell what is dancing in front of me-whether it is a transparent butterfly wing-or a fairy-like neon and colorful wing-it is a silky drizzle singing thousands of years of love for the floating fallen flowers-or this the light fallen flowers have already been transformed into the drizzle murmuring the beautiful oath. At this moment, how much I want to hold your hands-dancing the breeze to the sleeves-making flowers full of clothes and concentrating on the wind-looking at the unknown distance-touching gently I am still intoxicated with my shoulders-full of red marks at a glance-my hands fit together-gently collect an eternal for you Beautiful again-smile and say to yourself-flowers bloom is beautiful-flowers fall is drunk again-why do you insist on an ending? Hehe-the world of mortals has you-really good—— [Responsible editor: Ke Er]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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The New Year’s Eve of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Fool

When I came to Australia, I was only 50 years old. Many older people learned to drive when they came. They don’t drive far away, but only nearby. In this way, it is very convenient to buy things, do things and go shopping. When I first came here, my friend asked me to learn how to drive. There was a saying among the Old Chinese: deaf people who can’t listen to English, mute people who can’t speak English, disabled people who can’t drive. I am a little excited and want to learn. My daughter tried her best to oppose it. The reason was very simple. I didn’t like activities since I was young. I was nervous and had no control ability. I had nothing to say about these accusations. I didn’t have a good record since I was young. Running, the first place in the class counts down; High jump, the first pole will graduate; Long jump, stepping on the pedal, you can’t jump into the sand pit. These glorious records have been following me to the university. I also learned how to ride a bike. My classmate finally taught me that it was the first time to ride a bike on the street. When I saw a car coming in front of me, I felt nervous and looked back quickly. Ah, there was also a car behind, I suddenly felt that I would be pinned to death by two cars. I was so excited that I rushed to the car in front of me! Fortunately, the driver stopped the car in time and stretched out his head to scold angrily: Do you want to die! I fell to the ground and dared not ride any more. Now speaking of learning to drive a car, I really have no confidence. Forget it. Anyway, there are so many buses that I feel relaxed. Now I am older. My daughter asks me to tidy up a room in my home every day. The house is always beautiful and clean, but I often forget it. Claim: my cerebellum is underdeveloped. Therefore, playing online requires no effort and making friends who can’t meet each other. If you say something wrong, you are not afraid of it. Sitting for a while can do something, which is called combining work with rest. But I just can’t figure out why I am so bad. Like (prose editor: Yue ran) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Tonight

At this time, the hour hand points to 12:00. In the night sky, several stars are flickering lonely. A gust of wind blew, and I had a cold war. There was also a burst of noise outside. My heart beat inexplicably. I wrapped my clothes tightly. Walking into the bedroom quickly with the rustle of the night, he locked the door with his back hand and tightened the curtain to cover the cold night outside. The clock was ringing, and the room was extremely quiet. Even the sound of my heartbeat was clear. This is not the first time that I am alone at home late at night. To be honest, I am afraid of the night most, especially the night of a person. It seems that there are thousands of claws stretching to me. When I closed my eyes, my mind was full of horrible scenes, and my ears were full of the sound of sixosuo. I could hear my heart pounding and jumping constantly, as if I were going to jump out. I tried my best to cover my chest and try my best to calm down my fear. But it seems that all efforts are of no help. With a bang, I almost jumped up with fear. You can imagine how ugly and pale my face is now. I timidly analyzed the source of the voice: it was not indoors, but when I thought of it, my hands and heart were sweating. I think I have never been so scared in my life. But? What should I see? Still not good, I am struggling in my heart: what if there are bad guys? How can I resist a weak woman? Is that not worth the loss? Not go out? Also not line! What if the bad guys pry my door? It was also a thing that did more harm than good. I thought about it. My brain was swollen and my heart was about to stop. At this time, I really resented that my husband was not at home, which made me suspicious. Finally, I made the next decision: get up the courage and walk to the window quickly, gently open a corner of the curtain. What did I see? Flower pot! My flower pot! Flowerpot hanging on the balcony! It fell to the ground and broke! Oh, I patted my chest and breathed a sigh of relief, so it was a false alarm. At this time, my feet were as light as cotton, and all my thoughts were gone. Back to the bedroom, I collapsed on the bed, thinking about how to spend the lonely night feebly? Pick up a book on the head of the bed and say something. I opened it and looked at it. I was moved by touching stories one by one. My mind is filled with the happiness and frustrations of the characters in the book. At this time, the cold wind was everywhere outside, and I no longer cared about it. Close the book and lie on the bed. My thoughts flew far away again. I thought of my childhood, my school days and all kinds of life today. Everything drifted into my dream in my gradually blurred consciousness! I slept alone tonight, but I had a beautiful dream! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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2.

After receiving your call, I immediately stayed for two seconds. Count it carefully. How long have I never spoken? How long have you not contacted? I haven’t heard your voice for a long time, the voice I was extremely obsessed with in those years. I couldn’t help thinking, do we have to contact us until something happened? Do we have no topic? Even when it was rare to meet, we didn’t have much chat. Hearing the long-lost voice again, the familiar and strange voice, I only know that after that 2 minutes 49 seconds, not only did you not fall asleep, but also your thin figure clearly appeared in your mind, the past events were clearly played one after another. Every time I look at your back and leave, my heart is always Sour. I can’t help shaking my head and sighing. Why is this person always so thin? The feeling left by my back is, why is it so lonely? How many times have you endured the impulse of running forward to hug? How many times can I just watch you leave? But there is nothing to do. Even embracing needs a reason and an excuse. After all, it is just because of lack of courage. It suddenly occurred to me that once upon a time, embracing you was my only wish, embracing you was a little secret that I looked forward to and looked forward to, waited and waited, even if it was only one second, also is enough. However, in these years, there has never been such an opportunity before us. Maybe there were several accidents, but in the end, we turned around and left alone. You can’t see the tears I shed after turning around. You have never seen it. Before turning around, the eyes of expectation had already been filled with tears quietly. Or You certainly don’t know that I have learned contentment while being obsessed with you. Only when you understand contentment, your heart will not be so painful. Just because I have already understood that thinking more will hurt, hurt more will hurt, hurt more will hate, I don’t want to hate you at the same time as AI you, so, after N years finally passed, one person let go silently and really gave up. In the past, I always thought that how to forget you, how to abandon you, how to hear any news from you, and how to be truly indifferent? But when you are really forgotten, the heart is unexpectedly calm without any ripples, just like the tide on the lake, calm and quiet without any waves. Not too much feeling, not too much sadness. However, I suddenly realized that in the past youth, I was only living for one person. In my youth, all memories fill only one of you. However, there is no feeling of regret. Pity is like me, sorrow is like me, happiness is like me, happiness is like me. Or. [Editor in charge]: Man tree Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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And lucky

Pursuing happiness seems to never know where it is? The moment of thinking may be happy or almost desperate hysteria. — Write in front of one who likes me, why didn’t you tell me earlier that if you met me, it would be a beauty, which is as gorgeous and short as fireworks. On that day of that month, we met. Everything about you is too dazzling, but I pretend as if nothing had happened. In fact, I am like you, I miss you. The shadow can testify to me who is hesitant about love. Believe in Love, hold your hand and grow old with it. Afraid of the impossible, afraid of losing, then go to suppress your yearning for you painfully. Friends, forever. Lovers are either old or strangers. You said that maybe I am a person who is good at disguise and can bury deep thoughts in the bottom of his heart. Because happiness depends on oneself. Since then, I have remembered this sentence, lingering. Your disappointedly determined, XX, the moment I met you, I thought I fell in love with you. But I can’t express my belief in me. I like you and care. If you like me, why don’t you tell me at first? Love you without reservation, deeply. The past is witnessing our humble love, isn’t it? two miss you, and dare not tell you that you have known it very early. There is a word that makes you feel sad. I have never used it, because I have never understood it. I don’t know if there is a feeling called heartache. It turns out that the heart is really painful. It is full of arrows and tears. Liang jinru’s “The pain of breathing”, there was never despair in the slight sadness. But if you miss someone deeply, it will be difficult to breathe. What are you doing? I am looking up at the sky. What is a 30-degree look-up? It is the angle that I miss her. Why did you lift your head to 30 degrees? In order not to let my tears fall down. You will never see my loneliest appearance. You will never understand my deepest thoughts. Maybe I haven’t missed you for a long time, because I dare not. That is a kind of self-abuse. It turns out that the end is back to the original starting point. three love, I deeply love the happiness of who is who, I never care. What can’t be forgotten, what can’t be forgotten, the end is still the same ending. After all can’t change! Days are still dull. When I got up, I told myself that I saw hope again. The emotion you put into will be careful, and the doubt is because you want to believe. Love, deep love. Write at the back: After thinking for a long time, I am not satisfied with the title. May those who read this passage be happy, may those who care about me and love me be happy, and may everyone be happy. God love us. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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【编者按】 真爱是这么艰难,然而真爱是多么美好啊!我宁愿有一日的真爱,也不愿在虚情假意里度过一生。所以,只要生活中还有一双眼睛与你一同哭泣,生活便值得你为之而受苦 工作难找,真爱难觅,作者的生命轨迹反映着现代人生存的迷茫。读着作者如水般的文字,感受着作者的真挚情怀,欣赏着作者厚重的文化积淀。我们的 五 一 就这样忧愁并快乐着。 这几天天气很好,春天的触手似乎已经伸进了大地的怀中,接下来将是一场交欢,一场生命的盛宴。 空气中浸润着泥土的气息,桃花三两枝,开在校园的一隅,开在情人的眼中。在河边湖畔,经冬的杨柳也梳起了淡绿色的发辫,像羞涩的小姑娘,窥视着这个奇异的世界。不知名的花树缀满了红色的火,干枯的草丛间冒出了尖尖的绿。一切都想睁开眼睛,都想看看这难得的春光。 温柔的阳光用眼神抚摸着每一个人,风很清凉,飘着早春的裙子。 我也有睁开眼睛的欲望,却不知道期待着看到什么,有走出去的想法,却不知道要去向何方。在这个人人都陶醉的春天,我做着最后的梦,然而梦终归是要醒的,最后所剩无非虚空。就像鲁迅先生在《影的告别》中说: 我能献你点什么呢?无已,则仍是黑暗和虚空而已。但是,我愿意只是黑暗,或者会消失于你的白天;我愿意只是虚空,绝不占你的心田。 我感到自己的梦也像鲁迅的影一样要离我而去了,最后剩下的只有一个彷徨无依的躯体。 我想到尼采一首诗里的话: 你的生命已过了一半 逝者如斯,你的灵魂因恐惧而颤抖 它缓步向遥远的彼岸而一无所获 而你兀自徘徊在这里。 是的,此刻我就徘徊在这里,在这个南方的校园里,在校园里一个狭小的空间内。我的生命已过了一小半,我的灵魂因害怕面对现实而颤抖,在我通往遥远彼岸的路途中,我一无所获。然而徘徊是无用的,时间一到,梦就会飘然远去,我面对的是一个冰冷的城。 我似乎已经不再有激情,虽然我深知生活是多么需要有激情。以色列先知撒母耳说: 没有人会因年龄而衰老,我们是因放弃我们的理想而衰老,年龄会使皮肤老化,而放弃热情会使灵魂老化。 我不想这么快就老去,我还想用充满活力的生命写下快乐的诗行,我想让我文字里的快乐感染每一个心怀梦想和爱的人。但就像死神在垂暮之人面前说 咄,交出你的生命 一样,现实生活轻蔑地对我说出了类似的话,他正在逼我掏出藏得死死的理想。 我没有多少快乐给更多和我不相关的人,就像这世界没有多少快乐给我一样。我所有的只是痛苦与哀伤,我在这痛苦与哀伤里强颜欢笑,欺骗着你,也欺骗着我,就像生活同时欺骗你我一样。 我与这个世界不大相关。北岛有首无题诗写的好,正符合我此刻的处境: 对于世界 我永远是个陌生人 我不懂它的语言 正如他不懂我的沉默 我们交换的 只是一点轻蔑 如同相逢在镜子中 我是这个城市的陌生人,没有人能懂我的沉默。我只活在自己的天地中,我的天地越缩越小,我感到窒息。我是把自己钉在了十字架上,但我没有耶稣那么伟大,耶稣在受难前都还在悲悯他的人民,但我不悲悯任何人,因为这个社会里没有几个人值得悲悯,多数人是可诅咒的。我悲悯我自己。 考研的分数线还没有下来,在等待的过程中,深知希望渺茫的我发了几份调剂申请给一些大学,同时关注着招聘信息。成都有个巴蜀书社,离我较近,这是一个古文书社,其有个招聘编辑的信息,要求是研究生,特别优秀者可放宽至本科。我虽然很喜欢中国古典文化,但水平有限,不过情势所迫,还是贸然发出了自己的第一份简历。并写了一份简短的而且违心的邮件: 巴蜀书社编辑部: 拜表尊前,今闻贵社有招贤纳士之意,不才虽知学识尚浅,然仰慕贵社久矣,愿有幸得入贵社效犬马之劳,故而贸然出简历发之,实则诚惶诚恐。如承蒙贵社垂青,晚辈不胜感激涕零。 专此布达,恭祝金安。 受业:XXX 其实这份邮件连我自己都瞧不上,我本不才, 贵社 又何来招贤纳士之意?巴蜀书社我本就很少了解,又何来仰慕之情?应聘本是一种劳资交易,又怎会效犬马之劳?诚惶诚恐倒是真的,怕遭人耻笑。至于感激涕零有点太矫情,纯属扯淡。后面的 受业 二字也让人莫名奇妙,巴蜀书社也没有教我什么,我受何业?但也许正如韩愈《师说》中说的:生乎吾前,其闻道也固先乎吾,吾从而师之。 总之,连我自己都不知道何以要写这些废话,也许是想在众多简历中引起一些注意吧!如果在古代的文人志士来看,这是没有骨气的表现。但身处今世,文人的骨气正在经受着世俗的消解,有骨气的人已经不多了,即使有一个,也是垂死在穷困中的疯子而已。 这是一份估计有去无回的简历。也许以后我还会说很多违心的话,做很多违心的事,这正是我所惧怕的。原来我不是惧怕这个世界,我是惧怕我自己。 在没有消息的日子里,我过着蜗居生活。现在天又阴了,而且下起了小雨。 说道这里我发现话题不可避免地陷入了沉郁悲愤的泥潭。为了我知心读者的心情考虑,下面我将谈点日常琐事,我是多么想用爱来润饰我的文字啊! 我们宿舍有四个人,四川本地那个同学考上了公务员,回家面试为社会主义现代化建设做贡献去了,河南同学有女朋友搬出去住了,他在铁路局签了工作,也是在为现代化建设做贡献。现在就只剩下我和云南同学了。 不同的是,云南同学有女朋友,我单身。云南同学和他女朋友是很纯净的爱情,属于细水长流的那种。他学习一般,但生活能力很强,其女朋友长得很漂亮,人又善良,学习也好,很是让人羡慕。他们的爱情是建立在实际行动和磨合之中的。 我因考研还没有签工作,这次云南同学从家里带回来一些食料,我们便在宿舍里自己动手煮起了饭。买点调料、香菜、葱、油、醋等,再买点挂面或面条,就可以煮出喷香的饭菜,可以自给自足丰衣足食了,很快,飘香的臊子面就在面前了。不过这面对我来说充其量也就是填饱肚子的美食,但对云南同学和她女朋友来说,这面里还有浓浓的爱意。 面煮好了,云南同学放上菜还要端到女生宿舍楼亲自送给女朋友,等他回来我早已经酒足饭饱优哉游哉了,而他却才要给自己煮面。三年以来,他就是这样无微不至地关心着女友,在我们专业的男生里,他几乎是唯一一个经常给女朋友洗衣服的男生。 这样的爱不够伟大,但却让人感动。不过他女朋友说面煮的不咋样,嘿嘿,是不是真不咋样呢?不过,在我看来,那是很香的面。 我刚看过的电影《全城热恋》里面有一对恋人,男的是寿司师傅,女的是食客。他们曾是情人,后来女食客离开了,走遍世界各地去寻找 完美的一餐 ,然而她始终找不到。后来才发现,原来自己一直寻找的完美就在寿司师傅那儿,而寿司师傅也一直在默默地努力为女食客做 最完美的一餐 。后来她吃到了,她对寿司师傅说: 这是你做的最差的一次,却是我吃过最感动的一餐。 、 感动就是最完美的。 是的,感动就是最完美的。在这个虚假的社会里,还有几个人会为了一碗面而感动?在我们生活的这个物质白热化的时代,爱情早已变了质,有多少结合是充满着罪恶与铜臭啊! 我是个容易感动的人,看电影看新闻看书的时候我会为某些悲苦的情节和纯真的感情感动的流泪。很多时候我喜欢一个人看电影,因为我怕别人看到我眼里的泪水,我怕哽咽的声音回答不了别人的问话,我愿意默默地哭出声来,让眼泪静静地流。我以为我已心如死灰,但我还是会为某些小人物真挚的爱情而感动,原来在我冷酷的外表下还有一颗温热的心。 这是一个缺少眼泪和悲悯的时代,为一些故事流泪会被人视作可笑,但我还是喜欢用眼泪来洗刷心灵的污浊。病痛和苦难不能让我流泪,权势和利欲也不会让我动情。男儿有泪不轻弹,但一对小人物至真至性的爱情却能让我泪流满面。 我为电影《初恋的回忆》感动,为电影《天使之城》感动。这些都是爱情故事的经典。我相信爱情是能够改变一个人的人生的,我也相信为了爱情一个人可以不顾生死。汤显祖在《牡丹亭》里说的好: 情不知所起,一往而深,生者可以死,死可以生。生而不可与死,死而不可复生者,皆非情之至也! 有些人也许认为为爱而死是傻的不可理解,也有些科学论者从生物学角度想说明人死不能复生。我觉得这才是愚妄者无聊的表现。我还是引用两句臧克家的诗吧: 有的人活着,他已经死了;有的人死了,他还活着。 一个人若是无情,又与死人何异?而要是世界上那个唯一知你懂你的人离去了,你的灵魂空虚了,活着也就没了意义。爱情可以让一个没有灵魂的人起死回生,说到底,爱就是一个人的灵魂。 《初恋的回忆》说的就是爱情力量的伟大,一个患有绝症的女孩用爱感化了一个在学校打架斗殴的小混混。女孩是牧师的女儿,在学校是一个灰姑娘,但她用自己信仰的圣经上的爱拯救了一个堕落的灵魂,他们的爱哀婉动人荡气回肠,他们的幸福是真真切切的,是可触摸的,虽然女孩最后还是离去了。最后男孩回忆说: Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything,about life,hope… …and the long journey ahead. I’ll always miss her. But our love is like the wind,I can’t see it,but I can feel it. (杰米拯救了我,她教会我一切,关于生命,关于希望 关于人生之旅。我会时常想她。我们的爱情如风,虽不可见,我却能触摸到它。) 而在《天使之城》里,一个忧郁的天使爱上了一个凡间的女子,他为了爱从高楼跳下,选择成为凡人。他摔伤了,医生问他: Where did you fall? (你摔倒在哪儿了?)他说: I fall fall in love. (我掉进了爱河。)为了爱,他放弃了天使长生不老的特权,他选择了和自己爱的人一起慢慢变老。然而可惜的是,这种美好持续了没多久,他美丽的爱人就死于车祸。原来真爱是这么艰难。 真爱是这么艰难,然而真爱是多么美好啊!我宁愿有一日的真爱,也不愿在虚情假意里度过一生。所以,只要生活中还有一双眼睛与你一同哭泣,生活便值得你为之而受苦。 泰戈尔说:如果我拥有天空和天空中的繁星,以及世界和世界上无穷的财富,我还会要求更多的东西;然而,只要她是属于我的,给我地球上最小的一角,我就心满意足了。 所以,只要世界上有一个人是属于你的,她的灵魂和你合二为一,那么,请好好珍稀。 我为经典的爱情电影里的情节感动,也为我云南同学和他女朋友的爱情而感动。然而,多数时候,人们并不懂得珍惜,很多人为了金钱荣誉而弃家庭和爱人于不顾,结果生活一团糟。 当我听到电影《魔鬼代言人》里的玛丽对醉心于荣誉和工作的丈夫歇斯底里地吼道: I know we have all this money and it s supposed to be fun,but it s not. (我们有钱了,本应快乐,却并不是这样。) I m so lonely! 的时候,我想她是真的寂寞和无助。人的欲望就像魔鬼,它可以毁了一切,包括爱情。 还是回到我云南同学身上来,因为我们毕竟是生活在现实之中,我们需要平淡却真实的爱情。 我和云南同学继续着宿舍逍遥的生活。他是爱情甜蜜的逍遥,我是独身自由的逍遥。晚上我们一起炖鸡吃,他是还要给女朋友送去的。一包王氏烧鸡公,半只乌鸡,再加点土豆、芋头、莴笋等,简直就是人间美味,真可以让人乐不思蜀了。哦,不对,咱本来就在蜀都,就啥也不思了,只要这样简单单纯的快乐就好。 吃着自己做的饭,喝着小酒,聊着天,这样的日子真是不多。晚上,我和云南同学聊天到凌晨两点多,我们在说着爱情,说着初恋。 原来不管怎么,初恋在每个人心中的感觉还是最深。原来爱情也需要练习。我们是在慢慢熟悉爱情。云南同学说他女朋友有点保守,不过在我看来那才是真正能够过日子的女孩,要是是激情四射的恋爱,那来的快去的也快,现在一夜情的不是很多吗。他说以后能不能在一起还不一定,因为世事难料,我说:好好珍惜,走到这一步不容易。 爱一个人就是要爱她的一切。舒婷在《致橡树》里说:爱 不仅爱你伟岸的身躯,也爱你坚持的位置,足下的土地。爱你的富有,也爱你的贫穷,爱你的优点,也爱你的缺点,爱你的伟大,也爱你的平凡。相对于舒婷的《致橡树》,我更喜欢叶芝的那首《当你老了》,兹录于下: 当你老了,头白了,睡意昏沉, 炉火旁打盹,请取下这部诗歌, 慢慢读,回想你过去眼神的柔和, 回想它们昔日浓重的阴影; 多少人爱你青春欢畅的时辰, 爱慕你的美丽,假意或真心, 只有一个人爱你那朝圣者的灵魂, 爱你衰老了的脸上痛苦的皱纹; 垂下头来,在红光闪耀的炉子旁, 凄然地轻轻诉说那爱情的消逝, 在头顶的山上它缓缓踱着步子, 在一群星星中间隐藏着脸庞。 然而爱尔兰这位伟大诗人的爱情是悲苦的,他并没有一个爱她的女人陪他一起慢慢变老。叶芝在他年轻的时候就爱着一个女人,但是这个女人却不爱他,不过叶芝却矢志不渝的爱着她,直到老去、死去。这首诗就是为那个硬心肠的不识人间真情的女子所写。 其实,我也是多么希望能有一个女子和我一起慢慢变老啊!然而我虽有爱的能力,却已失去了爱的勇气,虚情假意的爱情让人的心变得好累,我想,能爱我也值得我爱的女子也许还未出现,也许这样的爱情对我来说根本就只能在梦境里。因为我一无所有,我所能给予的,只有爱,而爱,终归是虚的。就像《初恋的回忆》里男孩最后说的,love is like the wind, can’t see it,but can feel.(真爱如风,无法看见,只能感触。)我想,这不是一个感触的时代,因为感触是要用心的,我对现代人的感触缺乏足够的信心。 其实单身也并没什么不好,除了灵魂的寂寞。两个人在一起,有时因为爱也会变得虚伪。某天中午我在食堂吃饭的时候,我旁边坐着一对情侣。男同学为了保持君子风度,开始时吃饭吃的小心翼翼,细嚼慢咽,其举动就像一个淑女,让人看得别扭。吃着吃着他就没用耐心了,三下五除二就将盘里的饭扫了光(其实多数男生总愿意剩下一些,以显示自己风度。)而女孩还在装着淑女的样子慢慢品味饭菜。男同学等女孩吃饭时显然局促不安,表情尴尬,我觉得可笑。不一会,女孩将仅吃了不多几口的饭菜向前一推,微微一笑随着男同学离开了。也许这并不要紧,因为到了夜晚的时候,男同学可以陪女孩去买零食吃,逛奶茶店,这也算是一种补偿吧! 我相信他们彼此是爱着对方的,但这种爱,多少是披了一层虚伪的外衣。我想着要是也有一个女朋友坐在我的对面,我将用什么姿势吃饭?我将怎样举筷?我将以什么样的速度进餐?我将会说出怎样的话?我是不是也会一样变得虚伪呢?答案不得而知,因为我并没有一个女朋友。我餐桌的对面,坐着眼神呆板木然的男女同学,他们有的在吃饭中沉思,有的在于同伴说着没有灵魂的话。 我想爱是补偿不了的吧!爱情需要的是默契。黎巴嫩大作家纪伯伦说:爱不占有,也不被占有。这样的爱才是平等的,不然刻意在自己爱的人面前伪装自己,本来就是对对方的不公平。爱不是去占有一个人伪装过后的优点,爱是爱她或他的本真,这样的爱才能久长。好吧,说的太多了,就此搁笔。 【责任编辑:蝶恋花】 赞 (散文编辑:江南风) 我家微信时代的年三十 前年,公公过生日时曾准备给他买个智能手机,主要目的是想教他们玩玩微信,也好让他们… 国版《解忧杂货店》观后感 每个人都是靠着自己的努力,才走向了更好的人生。 咨询信的答案,只是在鼓励一颗已有… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月14号) 2018年1月14号: 今天,吴江的气温比较温暖,不似前几天那般寒冷。昨天与今天,吴江的… 做个不停止成长的人 莉莉老师上瑜伽课时带着浓重的鼻音不停咳嗽着。可能不舒服,她今天示范动作少了很多,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月13号) 2018年1月13号: 昨天,姐姐和外甥小大卫并没有过来我和母亲暂住的金家坝东湾村这里,… 一个基督徒的情感日记(2018年1月12号) 2018年1月12号: 前天的时候,我说:“母亲明天去昆山。”然而昨天,母亲并没有去昆山…

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[Introduction] in this long-lost weekend, there is no busy work, no exhaustion of the past, no familiar figure, only a person’s life, and the melody flowing in the wind. In the morning, a ray of sunshine and green light poured through the glass on the familiar floor and boiled the dust in the air. Those little guys boiled in an instant like birds that got Freedom, flying freely, but my heart was imprisoned in this small room, and I couldn’t breathe. The mobile phone was sleeping quietly beside me, as if I was having a beautiful but long dream! I turned over and got up, casually picked up the familiar cup and made a cup of thick jasmine tea. Soon, the familiar jasmine fragrance filled the whole room. I tasted the Fragrance of Jasmine quietly, it is still the most familiar and unforgettable smell to me. I don’t know why I am so obsessed with it. Maybe it is its white and delicate flowers and its looming fragrance! In this long-lost weekend, there is no busy work, no exhaustion of the past, no familiar figure, only a person’s life, and the melody flowing in the wind. I opened the closed window and wanted to feel the warmth of the first ray of sunshine in early spring. The spring breeze gently brushed my cheek, and the dazzling morning light instantly pricked my eyes, it makes me dare not look at it again. On this fresh morning, I want to see if there is Jasmine I am familiar with. I want to buy another Basin and put it on my windowsill, let it also feel the warmth of this spring. I walked downstairs and strolled on the noisy streets, watching the withered trees on the roadside grow tender buds, and the grass began to fade away the vicissitudes of yesterday, they show their unique tenacity! To welcome the arrival of this spring, soon, I came to a place selling flowers and plants. Among the noisy crowd, there were several vendors selling flowers and plants on the roadside. I stepped forward to have a look, I didn’t see Jasmine that I was familiar with. A peddler said to me: is the young man going to sell flowers? I said; I just said to take a look at it casually. Then I asked him if he had jasmine, and he said; No, why don’t you look at this pot of roses! Very cheap, only 30 yuan. I left without saying anything, hehe—! I don’t think it is because I really don’t have jasmine. I bought it on purpose for several times and came back empty-handed, but I will still look for it when I have time next time, I think there must be a jasmine waiting for me quietly in some corner! Because I think I should be the one who knows it! Its fragrance and beauty are so fascinating to me. I will come back to my jasmine. Perhaps the most unforgettable thing for me is still you. Maybe you won’t know or understand. [Editor in charge: Tian Shaoyu]] Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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The fragrance of spleen-secreting flowers and the smell of earth have gone year after year. They are still so young and kind! Simple insects, dogs can call manic heart drunk, drunk! It’s very long and also very short to sleep with a spring dream! [Responsible editor: Ruoyu]] Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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Recently, there are rare visitors coming from the factory building of the company. As long as they pass the gate of the factory, everyone’s eyes will be towards this giant which is not very beautiful except the yellow color under the body, and is covered with black and autumn. It is said that this dog is a pure breed of the iron-covered Gold family. Passing by it, I am dare not. Look at each other, nervous! After all, it is because the dogs in my impression are all grinning and barking at me, as if they were born to scare me! Why doesn’t this Iron Gold bark at me! The face of this dead dog gives people a feeling of staying at a respectful distance. Its stuffy bared stuffy bared of silly-like, make me nervous. Even if I am afraid of dogs, I am still curious about their body language, lying on the guy who scratches the floor or wall or eats at you, as if to tell you again, go and pinch it! What I really like is the dog’s eyes, which give people a very interesting feeling and a feeling of confusion. Whether it is the glances when you are grinning and barking, or the glances when you look at the owner when you are full and have nothing to do, it is very interesting. This foodie is a little annoying to me. It looks like a pig, and I know that eating is hard. The hair on the head covered its only lovely eyes. When I am free and feel agitated, I will go to the nearby park to relax and meet a little thing. I barked at me endlessly, especially the fierce appearance of jumping up with reins. I had a heart to strangle it. I don’t know much about the black and white goods in autumn, but I have never contacted them. I can still see that the reins of their little tricks are brave tools, but in fact they also hide their timidity. Because I took a step forward, it shrank back. However, it was more hostile to me, revealing its fangs, holding its tail and half-lying! I thought you little thing, I didn’t even pay attention to you. I was not afraid of you when I met a big hybrid in Jinan…. I was deeply impressed by the goods full of colors like weasels in the community hutong in Jinan. The first meeting was on the night when I arrived in Jinan. I didn’t expect that there were big dogs scattered in the deep alley! At that time, my brother-in-law and I went there together, and the product just bit me, which made me feel immature and screamed. Fortunately, the host came out in time, otherwise I would be scared to cry. I was at a loss at that time, even if my brother-in-law was protecting me. The annoying thing is that every time I go out, I have to pass by its habitat, I see its eyes, and at the same time, it also looks at me, as if it could jump up at any time, I had no courage to walk alone any more. Later, the host tied it up, and I dared to walk towards it swaggered. Even if it jumped up, I would not be afraid of it! The afternoon before I left Jinan, I walked back alone. The goods got rid of the reins inexplicably. In my heart, I was ready to run wildly, reluctantly contained by it. Every time it stepped into me, the tension would deepen a little. At the moment when it came over like running, fortunately, I caught a shabby broom. Only then did I know the meaning of life-saving straw, which gave people hope and strength. This time I was no longer afraid of it. Instead, I plucked up the courage to fight with it, and finally I was not scared away. Of course, the dog I met was worse than it. It was said that a German Shepherd dog in our hometown was pure! I am have no courage to resist such fierce goods anyhow. It was also strange that the goods only saw me when they saw other strangers shouting wildly, grinning as if I had the hatred of killing my father and seizing my wife in my previous life…. What I don’t understand most is that what kind of iron-covered gold that is black and not slippery in autumn, why is it not hostile to me! Are you waiting for a sneak attack? Later, I had a chance to feed it. Get up the courage to put the rice on the ground, then take the long wooden stick and send its rice bowl to its mouth. In the process of moving the rice bowl, it shook its head and tail blindly, and even appeared the phenomenon of scratching the ground. I had the impulse to squeeze it severely. I saw its eyes, the moment it tilted its head, I saw it, so cute… Of course, I still defend it more or less. In short, I will not approach it easily. Later, I heard that this black product didn’t make a fuss. Once I pulled a stone to bite passers-by, Alas… strange, didn’t a good dog know that he didn’t want me? A dog like this can not be raised by ordinary people. It is meat and dog food! Of course, the boss has a dog farm full of such dogs. I heard that it is called Tibetan mastiff. The black and autumn goods are so strong that I didn’t expect to get sick. The professionals in the dog farm came to check him. It was no big deal. I was worried about it for some time. I was very happy to meet the professional staff. It was just right to ask why ordinary dogs always hostile to me. How much is the reason for what professionals say……. A strange dog can’t look at its eyes, especially with fear and curiosity. In their eyes, different from human eyes, people will feel a little proud when they see your eyes! But in the eyes of the dog, you feel that your eyes are despising it or provoking it. There is something wrong with dog eyes. As the saying goes, “dog eyes look down on people! This is the fallacy of the man who deals with dogs. I seem to believe it or not! Iron is not gold, it does not bite me…, hey… I think it makes sense to think carefully. At first I didn’t see the iron-covered gold eye, even if it could see me, but I couldn’t see its eyes at a glance, so I didn’t see it again. As, why did he bite passers-by and other people who were bitten? This is difficult to explain with that logic. The only thing worth noting is that there is a dog that doesn’t bark at me……. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…