Month: June 2014

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Memories always make people dizzy. When the sunshine drops down, it will burst out instantly. Lower your head, the yellowish leaves are still drifting alone. It seems that I want to say something more. As soon as I spoke, my thoughts were blown away in the bleak autumn wind. At a loss, looking back, at a loss. Suddenly I remembered that once, there was a woman who also sang such a desolate word, which also set off the dark gray meaning. Migratory water artesian. A kind of lovesickness, two idle sorrows. This situation could be eliminated by no means, so I frowned but fell into my heart. I always forget my promise to myself easily and hypnotize myself day after day. Heart, has become more and more bleak. I don’t know when the change started. It seems that I am really so arrogant and out of touch with the world. People who want to wait don’t want to wait any longer, do what they want to do, and don’t want to go where they want to go. I just stood in a stubborn posture and stopped at the same place, used to seeing the vicissitudes of the world. I look at the world with strange eyes, and the world also look at me with strange eyes. Guffawed. Forever. So stubborn confrontation. Destruction [one’s walking] San Mao Zeng Yun: I stubbornly believe that every sand has its own story. And the flying sand of the Sahara is a perfect chapter composed of the golden deposits in people’s eyes. How many women in the world can do this, and they have been wandering and walking for nearly half a century? Having heard the roar of the train; Having seen the interlaced rails and lonely birds; Walking in the Sahara, having witnessed the parting of life and death one after another, all of which were deeply carved into her life, as a birthmark. I have imagined for countless times what kind of pure land the end of the world would be. Is it the silent Gobi? Is it still a noisy world? Or is there nothing, only those lonely snowflakes falling down like me, drawing the ground alone? But my geography teacher told me that the Earth is round and there is no end. Therefore, I saw the bubbles of countless dreams rising in colorful colors and then splendor in the air. Once, the wandering I expected was just like these soap bubbles. In an instant, they were fragmented and invisible. Like (prose editor: prose online) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…

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[Introduction] father is still taking painkiller. We want to stop it, but we can’t stop it. My father, who was slightly better, seemed to feel more painful than before after hanging water for two days. And my father began to suffer from constipation again. Father is in pain, we are in pain. If the hospital doesn’t prescribe therapeutic medicine all the time, will father be more and more unbearable? After a night’s discussion, my mother, my sister and I planned to go to the hospital together to persuade the doctor to prescribe medicine. In this realistic society, in this society where everything we want to do is relatively difficult, should we follow the trend and give doctors some meanings to get the results we want? We prepared a red envelope for the attending doctor. Taking advantage of Uncle’s rest, we deliberately let uncle accompany father to stand in the store, while mother and daughter went to the hospital by themselves. In the doctor’s office, when talking about his father’s illness, his mother burst into tears again. After stopping the tears, mother called the attending doctor aside, gave out the red envelope, and earnestly requested the doctor to prescribe some medicine according to the suspected disease. The doctor hesitated for a long time and finally nodded. According to the netizen whose father had the same illness on the Internet, we asked the doctor to prescribe the medicine with the nature of traditional Chinese medicine, which had a good effect and less side effects, and hung the water for father. Father is still taking painkiller. We want to stop it, but we can’t stop it. My father, who was slightly better, seemed to feel more painful than before after hanging water for two days. And my father began to suffer from constipation again. We speculated that it might be because he spent nearly half a day hanging water in the hospital, and he had no time to drink the traditional Chinese medicine we cooked for him. Moreover, perhaps the medicine used by the netizen’s father did not have any effect on my father. Therefore, we explained to the doctor that we asked father to stay at home for observation. My father at home was slightly stable, at least there was no malignant development. Gradually, he seemed to try his best not to take painkiller. When we were ready to try it on like this, his attending doctor called and said that he had got another medicine and asked him to continue to hang water the next day. We didn’t intend to go again, but the doctor said it was a new medicine, and the people who used it still reacted well. It was a proprietary Chinese medicine without too much side effects. Therefore, we went to hospital A again with the psychology of longing for A trace of light in the dark. My father had already improved a little, maybe this new medicine did play the role of improving immunity as doctors said, and my father’s mental state seemed to be better than before. But the pain is still constant. When asking the doctor, the doctor always advised us to take some painkiller when we should eat, saying that pain has a greater impact on the patient’s bone marrow function. I nodded slightly, feeling the doctor’s concern for my father. At first, I thought it was the red envelope that my mother stuffed. Later, when I was a nurse and sister, we didn’t know that this respected doctor had already taken the red envelope as a medical expense to help us pay for it. I used to be very disappointed with this society. There were too many indignant truths in the news and newspapers. For example, BMW hit people and drove off, hospitals were doomed to death, beggars were dead on the streets, and money was in this society, sometimes it reflects extraordinary abilities. The warmth of human beings is sometimes driven to little by money. Perhaps just because of the existence of people like attending doctors, the warmth of human beings can be passed down. I hope there are more responsible, sympathetic and kind people like attending doctors in the world. After hanging water for about ten days, my father’s condition was basically stable (of course, we didn’t stop the traditional Chinese medicine for him to drink). On June 21th, the doctor called and said, A course of treatment has ended, and we can go through the discharge formalities for father. If there is any situation in the future, we will review it at any time. When my father saw the sudden discharge from hospital, he once suspected that we were going to do something wrong from it. But after leaving hospital, he only took traditional Chinese medicine, but there was still no aggravating symptom, so he was relieved. 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The freshmen who were dressed in camouflage in the school and the military students who came to teach these children in the nearby military school reminded me of you when I couldn’t take any precautions. Sadness begins to spread endlessly. I will lose my temper inexplicably. I will pretend to be bored and happy and ridicule my freshman child with my sisters. No one can see my sadness, I don’t know who to tell this unspeakable feeling. I am a loser, a scumbag who runs away before going to the battlefield. When I looked at a familiar back, my heart began to feel painful. I don’t know how I will pick up this strength again. However, I know I have to let you go, even if it is really hard to do, I will go to your space to go, I see your she and you leave messages to each other in the space, sweet words hurt my eyes, and I said I would not be jealous any more. However, this trick I lied to others made me feel guilty and sweat. What kind of hypothetical ending I am doing? Such a long ending and such a cruel plot even I, the author, couldn’t bear to see it. Once again, I emphasized harshly with myself that I couldn’t think of you any more, but how could such dim camouflage be so bright suddenly, so-and-so military training instructors in front of our building joked with school girls, which made me start to associate with each other. If you were standing here, what kind of mood would I have? When I think of you, I will think of those words you once said, the phone calls we made, the contents we talked, the jokes we played, and the good night I would only say to you, that I only call you my former pig head that I know I have to put down, put down 2011-9-2 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era The year before last, my eunuch planned to buy a smartphone for him on his birthday. The main purpose was to teach them how to play WeChat, and let them… Comments on the Chinese version of “worry-free grocery store” Everyone moves towards a better life through his own efforts. The answer to the consultation letter is just encouraging an existing… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 14, 2018) January 14, 2018: Today, the temperature in Wujiang is relatively warm, not as cold as a few days ago. Yesterday and Today, Wu Jiang’s… Be a person who never stops growing up Teacher Lily coughed with a strong nasal tone when she was in yoga class. Maybe it’s uncomfortable, she has less demonstration action today,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 13, 2018) January 13, 2018: Yesterday, my sister and nephew Little David didn’t come to the Dongwan village of jinjiaba where my mother and I stayed temporarily,… An emotional diary of a Christian (January 12, 2018) January 12, 2018: The day before yesterday, I said, “my mother will go to Kunshan tomorrow.” However, yesterday, my mother did not go to Kunshan…